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Feelings First Podcast

50 episodes - English - Latest episode: over 3 years ago - ★★★★★ - 11 ratings

Feelings First is a queer actual play podcast about messy relationships, complex characters, grounded stories, and exploring emotional landscapes. Join Luke, Gwen, Finbar and Ashley as they explore the challenging lives of Teenage Superheroes in Season 4: Masks

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Feelings First| Masks Issue 4: Assess the Situation

February 05, 2021 23:04 - 56 minutes - 51.9 MB

Sian tries to connect with her elemental senses and track down Lovelace’s Lair, but when things go awry she and Ernest are greeted by an enigmatic stranger. Meanwhile, Jess receives some vital intel about the goals of her former ally. As a new day dawns, the team is faced by two troubling mysteries—What is Lovelace after? And who is Echo Kissami? Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Host and voice of Captain Camelot, Ashley (@DrAshleyNova) Starring Luke (@wildwoodsgames), Gwen (@waspfloss), a...

Feelings First | Masks Issue #3: Friends in Low Places

January 18, 2021 23:52 - 1 hour - 82.8 MB

An Agent of TOWER isn’t pleased with the team’s interference, Flux visits an old friend for information, and Equinox is trying to avoid her family. Can the team track down Loveelace without drawing any more attention to themselves? More importantly, what did Twitter think of the battle? Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Host and voice of Captain Camelot, Ashley (@DrAshleyNova) Starring Luke (@wildwoodsgames), Gwen (@waspfloss), and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar. Cover art by Ashley...

Feelings First | Masks Issue #2: Enter Battle Against a Dangerous Foe

November 24, 2020 21:53 - 53 minutes - 49 MB

Flux is confronted with a friend from her past, but there’s no love lost between these allies turned enemies. Equinox takes a powerful blow, but can she stay on her feet and help her friends? Cinder charges in head first, but she might find herself in too deep. Can the team hold out against the mysterious Lovelace, or will she sweep them aside? Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Host and voice of Captain Camelot, Ashley (@DrAshleyNova) Starring Luke (@wildwoodsgames), Gwen (@waspfloss), an...

Feelings First | Masks Issue 2: Enter Battle Against a Dangerous Foe

November 24, 2020 21:53 - 53 minutes - 49 MB

Flux is confronted with a friend from her past, but there’s no love lost between these allies turned enemies. Equinox takes a powerful blow, but can she stay on her feet and help her friends? Cinder charges in head first, but she might find herself in too deep. Can the team hold out against the mysterious Lovelace, or will she sweep them aside? Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Host and voice of Captain Camelot, Ashley (@DrAshleyNova) Starring Luke (@wildwoodsgames), Gwen (@waspfloss), an...

Feelings First | Masks Issue #1: Do Me a Favour

October 27, 2020 10:18 - 56 minutes - 51.3 MB

When a school trip gets interrupted by creatures made of code, Flux, Equinox and Cinder must leap into action. Can they protect their classmates from harm and take down the monsters from the matrix? Or will they regret skipping out on the after school python classes? Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Host and voice of Captain Camelot, Ashley (@DrAshleyNova) Starring Luke (@wildwoodsgames), Gwen (@waspfloss), and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar. Cover art by Ashley Additional Art by...

Feelings First | Masks Issue #0: When Our Team First Came Together...

October 11, 2020 19:00 - 56 minutes - 51.9 MB

In London Halcyon, Heroes and Villains reign. In this exciting Origin Story, learn how three misfits overcame the odds and became a team. Feelings First presents a brand new season of heroism, friendship and growth. Join our host, Ashley, and a very special super guest as they introduce this brand new world we’ll be playing in, and then follow along with the rest of the cast as they play to find out how our team first came together... Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Host and voice of Ca...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 22 | The End

August 24, 2020 23:58 - 1 hour - 60.8 MB

CW pretend violence, manipulation, body horror, forgetting, mention of suicidal ideation Geath and Arren and Way pleaded, and promised, and declared their love and innocence, but all in vain. No word the trio spoke would sway Celadore. She saw dishonesty in every tear, betrayal on each beloved face, and further treason with every moment her three subjects stood united. And she was fierce, and cold-hearted, and treacherous like the sea, and so in her rage and grief she did what the sea doe...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 21 | The Dream

August 10, 2020 22:21 - 48 minutes - 43.9 MB

CW strangulation, mention of injuries, burn scars, drowning. The years passed. The river of time flowed by, as it must—summer to autumn, autumn to winter. The weather grew fierce. The people’s hearts grew cold. The sea grew treacherous. And in turn, Queen Celadore grew fierce, and cold-hearted, and treacherous. The friendship between her beloved subjects—the wizard Geath, Prince Arren, and her consort Way—had once brought her great joy and contentment. Now the smiles and embraces and so...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 20 | The Tempest

July 27, 2020 00:27 - 1 hour - 102 MB

CW graphic descriptions of injuries, blood, disassociation, flashbacks, dead bodies, drowning, burn scars. Once upon a time, many a summer and winter ago, there was in Fairyland a kingdom called Giant’s Dock. And the weather there was gentle, and the fisherfolk there were happy, and the seas all around were kind, for they all loved their ruler, the giantess Queen Celadore. And Celadore was gentle, and happy, and kind, for she had in her court three subjects who she dearly loved: Geath, the...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 19 | Many A Summer and Winter

July 07, 2020 12:27 - 40 minutes - 37.3 MB

CW discussion of poverty, threats of violence, insects, heart attacks, misgendering You travel through fairyland and the mortal world, performing as you choose. Wherever you perform, you change: you change the seasons, you change the fortunes of those you perform for, you change their hearts. You change yourselves. This is the game: we change. The circus gains two more members. Fimbly Dun delivers a warning and a promise, Esmerelda Cortada puts their affairs in order, and poor Tingley Gri...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 18 | Cheers!

May 03, 2020 21:52 - 50 minutes - 46.2 MB

CW insects, police, discussion of poverty, nudity, threats of violence, aggression towards children. Paper WAYght, Westfield Olympic Park ★★★★☆ 10 reviews ★★★★☆ Paper WAYght—everything you need to know is in the name! Their range of paper, stationery tools, and greeting cards for every occasion are just what I was looking for. Whether your printer is out or you need a card pronto, they really will show you the way! (Ted Smith) ★★★★★ I was initially disappointed by long queues, inattentive...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 17 | The Voice of Reason

March 02, 2020 15:06 - 48 minutes - 44.3 MB

CW poverty, discussion of age and mortality The Circus Under the Hills presents -BY INVITATION ONLY- At the command and request of Manager Frank “WESTFIELD WONDERLAND” # Performed under the direction of Lady Esmerelda Cortada of the Fanciest Jigs. Featuring: fortunes told and advice given unsought; an interlude of dance and music; novelties and coupons to be won; dangerous truths revealed to all, challenges given and valorous bouts fought; and the many magics of paper unfolded. No pho...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 16 | Sir, This Is A Westfield

February 19, 2020 00:30 - 1 hour - 86.3 MB

CW playing with pronouns, misgendering, smoking, drowning, murder, theft, poverty “With over 250 shops, including John Lewis and Marks and Spencer, plus over 80 places to eat and drink, Westfield Stratford City is the largest urban shopping and leisure mall in Europe and a major destination for visitors to London. There are also a range of unique services on offer, including hands-free shopping, concierge, state-of-the-art parents’ rooms, kids playworlds and over 5,000 car spaces (with a par...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 15 | Pride Goeth

February 03, 2020 02:00 - 40 minutes - 37.3 MB

Content warnings: Violence and death One brass and wax blunderbuss of mortal make, enchanted by goblin cunning to fire cantankerous and rather deadly hornets (Received by Cove, Steward of Scissures, on the 42nd day of Mud Season) One mirror, sans reflection. Otherwise unremarkable. (Received by Cove, Steward of Scissures, on the occasion of Gildebrand’s three-thousandth birthday) A trio of eggs, laid by a rooster stolen from the menagerie of the mortal Queen Isabella I of Spain. Containing...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 14 | Joy, the Magic of

December 13, 2019 00:33 - 1 hour - 61.4 MB

CW Bullying, shapeshifting, threats, violence. Faerie is a land built upon metaphor and symbol. The world is both stage and oyster; night is a curtain and fortune a sea of well-armed troubles. People die for curiosity, and words cut deeper than knives. Promises are heavier than chains, obligations less gentle and still more binding, and insults are blank cheques inviting untold catastrophe. In such a place, wordplay is a dangerous game to play. “Deliver all magic unto the regent”, read th...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 13 | It's Only Business

November 07, 2019 03:00 - 1 hour - 68.8 MB

CW Bullying, gaslighting, magical violence. “It’s nothing personal,” says the old mortal lie. “Just business.” Bloodless, indifferent, and purely rational. No messy feelings involved. But this is Faerie. It’s always personal here. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Ashley (@DrAshleyNova), Gwen (@waspfloss), and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar. Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Under Hollow Hills by Meguey Baker (@NightSkyGames) and...

Under Hollow Hills Kickstarter Live Stream

September 27, 2019 23:14 - 2 minutes - 2.46 MB

We will be live presenting an Evening at Orchard Cross from the Hollyrose Circus, a oneshot of Under Hollow Hills, to celebrate the launch of the games' Kickstarter. The show will be on Ashley's twitch channel twitch.tv/ashleynova at 4:30pm ET on September 29th (event link here - https://www.twitch.tv/events/ufK2Au7kTce0CGRZX9Xk2w) and will feature: Finbar as Jumbo, The Troll Ashley as The Nightmare Horse Emily as Cinder Sam, The Crooked Wand Andrew as Eunice Oakroot, The Crooked Wand and L...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 12 | The Purveyor of All Magics

September 16, 2019 02:00 - 1 hour - 75.8 MB

CW body horror, violence, non-consensual bodily transformation There is a solemn hush to the corridors of Gildebrand’s Hollow, a stately silence that echoes longer and louder than every sound. Speech and steps are equally small before the towering grandeur of the giant’s slumber, as tiny as the fey of the Hollow are within the tunnels that honeycomb Gildebrand’s vast stony visage. But no silence is absolute. Here a rippling arpeggio hums within a grotto, a song without a player; there an e...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 11 | The Broken Crown

August 25, 2019 19:00 - 1 hour - 67.1 MB

CW violence, murder, poison, snakes, depictions of loved ones suffering severe memory loss, assisted dying A monarch crowned with forgetfulness, a ruined kingdom crumbling as autumn sprawls on, and a throne filled by someone more strings-cut puppet than prince. And three viperous heirs, each with their own unique venom, coiled close and ready to bite. For a just king who hoped his now-forgotten children would grow close as brambles, strong as briars, and sweet as berries, could there be any ...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 10 | A Heart Set Free

August 11, 2019 18:00 - 1 hour - 57.4 MB

CW For planning violence to others and body horror. Forget politics and woe, it’s time for a show! Whether you follow lovely Lord Berry, laughing Liege Briar, or lofty Lady Bramble, put aside your differences for this one night, buy your tickets from the stunning Sweet Pea-Bloom by the fountain, and take your seats. There’s magic in the air tonight, and anything is possible. It’s time for the performance at Yarrow’s Folly, and after some planning and several mentions of regicide and revolu...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 9 | A Kingdom Of Mists

July 15, 2019 13:00 - 52 minutes - 47.8 MB

Content warnings for threats of violence and depictions of loved ones suffering severe memory loss From days of bronze and marble to this age of wires, mortalkind have made the mind as landscape, and memories as palace. Sorrow stacked on delight, every recollection placed in a perfect order, faint childhood impressions carved and shaped into keystones. To mayfly-lived mortals, palaces boast proudly of outliving generations of flesh. But on a faery’s timeline, stone is as sand in the wind. A...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 8 | Three Friends

June 14, 2019 00:00 - 1 hour - 58.7 MB

Friendship is a tree that bears many fruits: false and true, fairweather and fast, old and new. Keep your friends close, the mortals say, but when hearts and faces change with the seasons and the whirligig of time makes strangers of us all, who can tell who their true friends are. And closeness is a tricky proposition in a neglected garden where feral, choking growth has sprouted thorns. As the stage is set to meet an absent sovereign, the Circus meet the second claimant to the Folly’s thron...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 7 | A Touch Of Winter

May 27, 2019 22:00 - 45 minutes - 42 MB

CW: body horror, snakes, violence, tyrannical politicians Yarrow’s Folly slumps amidst golden fields and laden orchards, lost in the drunken stupor of an eternal late autumn sunset. Pine smoke rises from the ovens, canes and briars tangle wildly over each other, and nothing changes. Nothing has changed here for a very long time. But no autumn lasts forever. Ripeness has turned to rot, and berries spoil on the bramble. A change is needed, whether winter’s harshness, spring’s revels, or summ...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 6 | Blossoms And Thorns

May 14, 2019 00:00 - 1 hour - 72.6 MB

CW: Bullying, Yarrow’s Folly sprawls and twines across gentle hills, amidst fields of sun-bronzed wheat grown heavy with autumn bounty and apple trees drooping boozily under the weight of cider apples. Rosy bricks lay scattered amidst the grass, towers lean and walls sag under the weight of briars and brambles, and everywhere the blackberry scrambles and clambers and curls. Inside those tumbled walls, plots and schemes and ambitions spring up like weeds while their gardener gathers wool a...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 5 | The Writers Tent

May 09, 2019 01:00 - 1 hour - 57.3 MB

Leaving the Grand Chandlery behind them - snow thawing, hearts melted, warmed and delighted by the show - the circus comes to a crossroads. And many more crossroads still lie before them. For one show alone, however excellent, does not a grand tour the realms make. In the aftermath of our first performance, we follow the rules of the game and plan four more anchoring shows for our tour. We daydream some places, invent some occasions, and idly wonder what things they might have in plenty and...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 4 | Curtain Up

April 15, 2019 12:00 - 1 hour - 71.1 MB

CW: Body grotesqueness/horror The circus is in town! Fey both fair and forlorn, single file in front of the fearsome faced troll to get your tickets. Open to one and all, enjoy the sights and sounds of our magnificent show! It’s time for the show at the Grand Chamblry, and while Fimbly Dun tries to find his way into the good graces of his audience, Tingley Grimbles prepares a performance that will leave a mark on the hearts of these fairies. Meanwhile, in the wings, Esmerelda braces for her...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 3 | Honey & Vinegar

March 31, 2019 22:28 - 56 minutes - 51.9 MB

CW: Bullying and abusive relationship dynamics. Bitter and sweet, sorrow and mirth, comedy and tragedy. Good times, and bad ones too. The circus, much like life, brings both in turns: sometimes stark and separate, and other times melting into one another like bright dye in pale beeswax. Lost and hidden in the dark, Fimbly Dun discovers unexpected sweetness in an encounter not planned for. Back at the wagons, Esmeralda Cortada of the Fanciest Jigs offers kindly advice and a sympathetic ear, ...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 2 | Many Meetings

March 18, 2019 00:58 - 59 minutes - 54.6 MB

The Grand Chandlery is a place of silent focus and skillful work. Lumens and chandlers, dyers and perfumers and herbalists, famed artisans and strong-backed workers: all know the rules, all know the importance of their work, all remember their place. Or so the Head Lumen would have you believe. But every candle casts a shadow, and discontent and grievances thrive in the dark. In a cold stone chamber before a messy desk, a stranger shrugs furs close against the cold and dreams of howling un...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 0 | Come Away, O Human Child

March 03, 2019 17:00 - 1 hour - 84.2 MB

There is a traveling circus under the hollow hills. We are its performers, its ringmaster, its clowns, its sideshow, its stars. We are fairy kind and human kind, and we perform for great and small, revelers all. As we prepare for this campaign we talk about media inspirations, welcome Gwen to the family, Luke yells about faeries, we discuss the media language we want to use to frame the season, agonise over playbook selection, create and introduce our characters, and talk about how everythin...

Under Hollow Hills | Episode 1 | Kindling Candles

March 03, 2019 17:00 - 52 minutes - 48.2 MB

The Grand Chandlery is a place of quiet diligence and perfected craft. Lowly lumens tend the fires that melt the comb, proud artisans produce pillar after perfect pale pillar, and the herbalists grind spices and steep dyes to make the elaborate royal candles for which the Chandlery is known. But there is a buzz in the air tonight: hushed distraction and whispered excitement in each soft-edged pool of friendly candlelight. For some, the circus offers diversion from the monotony of a thankles...

State Of The Podcast 2019

January 20, 2019 01:00 - 4 minutes - 4.31 MB

Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Gwen (@Waspfloss), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Under Hollow Hills is a preview from the Baker's patreon, which you can follow here - https://www.patreon.com/lumpley Their other games can be found here - http://www.lumpley.com/ Music: Origo Vitae - Dan-O (danosongs.com/home) Licensed under Creative Commons (Attribution Waived with Dona...

Feelings First | Episode 0 | God’s Own Watchdogs

September 16, 2018 08:00 - 1 hour - 93.6 MB

“Behold, my brethren, it is given unto you to judge, that ye may know good from evil; and the way to judge is as plain, that ye may know with a perfect knowledge, as the daylight is from the dark night. The world is hard, and there wolves and crueler things roam free, and so by the King of Life are appointed the Order Set Apart to the Preservation of Faith and the Faithful to watch over His people, and guard against wolves and wickedness, as the watchdog does to the shepherd’s flock.” We set...

Feelings First | Dream Askew 04 | Flood the World

August 12, 2018 13:51 - 1 hour - 65.1 MB

Content warnings - Drowning, alcohol & drug use, threatened violence, hallucinations As dawn draws near, the party (and this mini-campaign) comes to an end... Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Emily (@blackwoolsays), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Dream Askew by Avery Alder (@dreamaskew). You can find out more at https://buriedwithoutceremony.com/dream-askew Music: Pro...

Feelings First | Dream Askew 03 | On the Edge

July 21, 2018 23:21 - 44 minutes - 41 MB

Content warnings - Alcohol and drug use and physical violence Missing things remain elusive, a new friend offers a temporary solution, and the party rages on. Some people are invited in, some are pushed to the margins, and some are moved along Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Emily (@blackwoolsays), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Dream Askew by Avery Alder (@dreamaskew)...

The Next Campaign Announcement

July 13, 2018 06:30 - 2 minutes - 2.34 MB

No new episode this week, but our organising has borne fruit. Here Luke tells you which game we'll be playing in the coming weeks once Dream Askew is done. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Monsterhearts by Avery Alder (@dreamaskew). You can get your own copy at buriedwithoutceremony.com/monsterheart. Music - Travel...

Feelings First | Whats Going On

July 08, 2018 12:09 - 4 minutes - 3.68 MB

There will be no full episode this or next week due to life getting in the way. We will return soon, more powerful than ever. Andrew's twitter threads: Whats going on - twitter.com/CommutingCrow/status/1011855488894451715 Update - twitter.com/CommutingCrow/status/1014939201916133377 If you want to help out financially - www.paypal.me/commutingcrow

Feelings First | Dream Askew 02 | Party at the End of the World

June 29, 2018 06:00 - 57 minutes - 53.1 MB

Content warnings - Alcohol and drug use and implied physical abuse / self harm A gallery opening turns into a party, important things are nowhere to be found, words of absolution run dry and fall silent, and, on the outskirts, danger rolls in. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Emily (@blackwoolsays), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Dream Askew by Avery Alder (@dreamaskew)...

Feelings First | Dream Askew 1 | What Comes Next?

June 23, 2018 23:10 - 1 hour - 60.8 MB

Luke, Ashley, Finbar, and new friend Emily do character creation for their playtest of Avery Alder’s new game, Dream Askew. “We’ve got to negotiate our genders for ourselves in the wake of the apocalypse, Finbar. You have to make those calls for you.” Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Emily (@blackwoolsays), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Dream Askew by Avery Alder (@drea...

Feelings First | Episode 11 | Stormclouds Gather

June 15, 2018 05:00 - 1 hour - 56.9 MB

Content Warnings - Physical Violence, Intimidation, Bullying and Strong Language After school, Celly has a heart-to-heart with Ophelia about their secrets. Laeli hangs out with Morgan and calls him on his bullshit, and he finally finds out who he can really, truly trust. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Monsterhear...

Feelings First | Episode 10 | Crossing Lines

June 08, 2018 22:20 - 1 hour - 82 MB

Content Warnings - Outing, mind reading, and general invasion of privacy Morgan shows Celly that she can’t control everything. Laeli stirs up some shit in the classroom as Morgan gets much closer to Ophelia, and Celly takes her frustration out on everyone around her. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Monsterhearts b...

Feelings First | Episode 9 | Grasping, Clutching Things

June 01, 2018 06:00 - 1 hour - 58.2 MB

Content Warnings - Blood, Kidnapping, Sexual Content, Bullying, Poor Consent Practices and Strong Language Celly finally gets Morgan back to her lair, but can she sink her claws in? Laeli tries to find help, but can they handle how far the rabbit hole goes? Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Monsterhearts by Avery Al...

Feelings First | Episode 8 | Darkest Selves

May 25, 2018 06:00 - 51 minutes - 47.3 MB

Content Warnings - Blood, Physical Violence, Bullying, Strong Language, Suggestive Content Laeli makes good on their promise and has a change of heart, Celly tries to put Morgan in his proper place, and our Witch stands up for himself with drastic consequences. Darkness reveals itself. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgari...

Feelings First | Episode 7 | After The Fire

May 18, 2018 08:00 - 53 minutes - 48.8 MB

Content Warnings - Bullying, Strong Language, Suggestive Content Consequences abound after the fire. The police are called, and Celly has to talk her way out of more severe punishment. Laeli tries to make good on her promise to Morgan, and Morgan has a shared moment with Ophelia. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Mo...

Feelings First | Episode 6 | A Moment's Rest

May 11, 2018 08:00 - 51 minutes - 46.7 MB

Content Warnings - Bullying, Strong Language, Suggestive Content Laeli faces some realisations and learns a hard truth, Morgan tries to get someone (anyone) to join his side, and Celly decides that the best response to losing things you want is escalation. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Monsterhearts by Avery Ald...

Feelings First | Episode 5 | What Happened Last Night?

May 04, 2018 22:13 - 1 hour - 61.5 MB

Content Warnings - Bullying, Strong Language, Suggestive Content The students return to class the next morning and Celly is in no mood to play games. Laeli finds that being the centre of attention is not all that it was cracked up to be, and Morgan sets up a secret meeting. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Monsterh...

Feelings First | Episode 4 | Into The Garden

April 27, 2018 05:00 - 1 hour - 69.9 MB

Content Warnings - Bullying, Strong Language, Suggestive Content, Bad Kink Etiquette, Abusive Relationships, Violence, Scenes of a Sexual Nature A Wyrm, a Witch, and a Mortal walk into a magic garden. Morgan learns that nothing stays yours forever, Celly learns that even currency can bite back, and Laeli makes a new friend. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar C...

Feelings First | Episode 3 | Lead and Follow

April 20, 2018 08:00 - 56 minutes - 51.4 MB

Content Warnings - Bullying, Strong Language, Suggestive Content Laeli follows a trail of breadcrumbs, and comforts the traumatised Vincent. Morgan asks the Abyss for dating advice, before showing Celly a secret path through the woods. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Monsterhearts by Avery Alder (@dreamaskew). You...

Feelings First | Episode 2 | Tugging On Heartstrings

April 13, 2018 08:00 - 1 hour - 70.6 MB

Content Warnings - Self-harm, Misgendering, Bullying, Strong Language, Suggestive Content Laeli takes a break from the drama with a friend but winds up tangled in it anyway. Celly makes nice, makes up, and makes out. Morgan finds just the opening he needs to make a nice boy cry. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@EricVulgaris) Mon...

Feelings First | Episode 0 | Making Monsters

April 06, 2018 00:00 - 2 hours - 114 MB

Content Warnings - Strong Language, Suggestive Content We set up to play Monsterhearts, a game about the messy lives of teenage monsters. We talk about the game, discuss safety techniques, and create characters to drive around like stolen cars. Then we build some NPCs and put together a seating chart for the characters’ classroom. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Fi...

Feelings First | Episode 1 | Peer 'Support'

April 06, 2018 00:00 - 1 hour - 67.7 MB

Content Warnings - Bullying, Strong Language, Suggestive Content Christmas break is over, and the rhythm of school life settles back in. Celly tries to give old antics a new coat of paint, Laeli appeals to a dragon’s better nature, and Morgan begins to plot his revenge on those who wronged him. Follow the show (@FeelingsFirst_) Hosted by Luke (@wildwoodsgames) Starring Andrew (@CommutingCrow), Ashley (@Ashley_Nova_) and Finbar (@FinbarDS) Edited by Finbar Cover art by Eric Vulgaris (@Er...

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