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Table Rush Talk Show!

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Table Rush: A wild, frantic hurry to buy something. Typically an audience response to a speaker selling from stage, “I’ve never seen a table rush like that. People were running to the back to buy your stuff.” Or from viewers of a webinar; "They couldn't pull their credit cards out fast enough."

Applies to any sales or marketing designed to entice buying from a sense of inspiration, urgency and excitement.

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Have I told you my jinx theory yet?

April 24, 2021 10:00 - 16 minutes - 15 MB

A little more riffing on my hair, cause why not?  The meat of the episode is about my desire to quit the high end mastermind I’m in and what will take its place?  And my real fear, will I have any more content for my podcast if I do quit? Show notes:  In my drug addled youth I love the Zep.  I was a Zeppelin fan.   I remember when the we got a copy of the bootlegged “Kill Em All” album, 1983 or 84.   The real purpose of the episode…  I think it’s time to leave the 2CCX group.  My biggest ...

Interview #18. Ann Fangio: Christians - divorce, dating and marriage.

April 23, 2021 10:00 - 1 hour - 79.3 MB

Ann Fangio helps divorced Christians heal, love themselves, and find new love (all without going to hell).  Ann is smart, kind, thoughtful, educated, experienced and a ton of fun to talk too.  She will give you insights into relationships, boundaries, limiting beliefs, and of course spirituality.  I’m not a christian, but I’m curious and I like to ask questions, so we get after it.  I literally had a hard time keeping track of all the books, authors, experts and modalities she has in depth k...

Things I’ve quit and the amazingness that has come from it.

April 22, 2021 10:00 - 16 minutes - 14.8 MB

Turns out I’ve quit a bunch of things in my life.  I go through a list…   It may inspire you and it may not.  As I record this episode I’m burnt on the coaching group I’m in and want to bail.  As I'm in a reflective mode I realize how often it's been a springboard to better things.   Show Notes:   Before I decided “I think I’m done here.”  I was gonna do the summit on quitting…  I.e. the “It’s ok to quit summit”.  All the things that I’ve quit to break through and have new stuff come to me...

I’d rather be agenda free!

April 21, 2021 10:00 - 15 minutes - 14 MB

I’m definitely on a down stroke on the 2CCX and the summit, and ready to throw in the towel.  But you know how these things go… It can all change tomorrow. Show notes:   Am I willing to be honest with you?  OMG my hairs unruly.  You can tell which rock group people liked by who they say my hair looks like.  Zep or the Who? I think I’m done with the 2CCX. And this is just today, I could wake up and change my mind.  But I am def having fun doing the podcast!  I want to do it for free and f...

The "Divorced Dads in Crisis Mode Summit"

April 20, 2021 10:00 - 13 minutes - 12.7 MB

I had just done my morning mediation and was inspired to grab the microphone and riff while I was making my morning cup of coffee.  First inspiration for the summit then  the required next steps take me to the brink.  I describe some of my mental hopscotchery and how a little god in the pause helped me step back from the cliff… Episode notes: The Divorced Dads In Crisis Mode Summit…  This summit is for divorced dads in crisis mode :).  This is not to teach you how to get a new girlfriend o...

Hang out with your kids at the short end of the pool.

April 19, 2021 10:00 - 14 minutes - 13.7 MB

I’m walking by a skatepark and a playground when an interaction between a father and his son susses out some old memories and regrets in me…  and it’s interesting how I need to attach circumstances to emotions. Notes: After many episodes of trying to have a cohesive message…  I record one on the fly.  Here’s my thought or idea, and it could be insane, i’m definitely not 100% on it, and my opinion of the idea could change.  I’m walking by one of the encinitas skate park and wee tot playgro...

Part #2) The stark awareness of the time it’s going to take to produce a summit.

April 18, 2021 10:00 - 9 minutes - 9.05 MB

Today I address part #2) The stark awareness of the time it’s going to take to produce a summit.  It’s gonna take 16 hours a day for 90 days.  And I’m not gonna do it.  I’m gonna have to find a who or two to help.  Or perhaps just not do it at all... Notes: Content, speakers, well designed funnel, the production the copyright, etc etc…  If one person is going to tackle it it’s going to take 16 hours per day…  The stark awareness that Mischa is not going to put those hours in…  I’ve got to ...

Part #1) The metrics don't matter right now.

April 17, 2021 10:00 - 9 minutes - 8.87 MB

A little rant on how the metrics of my podcast don’t matter right now and when I think they do it messes with my ego.  And a big “Thank You!” to those who are listening!  Part 2 is tomorrow. Notes: Would you know if was late and I didn’t tell you when I was recording?  A couple things, today I address 1) People freak out when I tell them that I don’t care about the metrics of the podcast.  Tomorrow I’ll address 2) The stark awareness of the time it’s going to take to produce a summit.  Do...

Interview #17 Janice B. Mulligan: “Power in the Pause”

April 16, 2021 10:00 - 1 hour - 67.3 MB

I’ve know Janice on the periphery for 13 years and when I saw she had a book coming out I had to interview her for the podcast.  The transformation she has embraced, the passion she brings…  She is so dedicated to community and has such a momentous energy…  I new it was going to be fun, profound, and perhaps irreverently entertaining.  The universe did not disappoint.  Notes: (Janice B Mulligan, aka Janice M. Just released an awesome book of daily inspirations called “Power in the Pause”, ...

“Back in the loan days…”

April 15, 2021 10:00 - 16 minutes - 14.9 MB

I’m talking about 3 things today 1) It’s time to be a marketer again.  I relate that to my old cold calling days. 2) The acceptance of where I am in the process of starting new ventures and creating new opportunities via the coaching mastermind group I’m in.  It's a long road ahead...  Is my why strong enough? 3) I have a busy full life and I don’t know how I’m going to get all this done.  I’ve got to find the who’s.  Notes: Back in the loan days…  I would find a new niche, mine it for ...

That one week process took me three months... Yes, I have a little bit of fear!

April 14, 2021 10:00 - 19 minutes - 17.5 MB

Effectively I get the ok to move forward with my headline and move on with the next steps of the summit process.  I.e. starting to interview speakers, all the tech side of things, etc.  As the excitement wears off and the magnitude of the coming steps of the process settle in…  I get to decide if this is something I really want to do, or can I even do it?  I’ve got a simple life, and I like that. Show notes: I am so distracted tonight…  It’s been one of those days…  Glory frustration, Glor...

I want you to be beholden to me... to adore me!

April 13, 2021 10:00 - 8 minutes - 8.19 MB

The A Course In Miracles incites some funny god talk, ego talk, and a little vulnerability.  And how do I have the hard conversations with love? Notes: The course in miracles just gets juicer and juicer… I am not required to “not have impure thoughts”.  But it does require that you have “no thoughts that I would keep.”  I’ve got to let go of all thoughts, good and bad, I don’t get to decide.  Let god be the judge of that.  Freedom in the moment…   If I am host to go and hostage to no one a...

If humans are the be all end all I will always be discontent.

April 12, 2021 13:00 - 17 minutes - 16.3 MB

I go down a bunch of thought rabbit holes on this episode which is super fun!  For example: You only need to live in the moment when you want to live in the moment and the thoughts that stem off of that.  What is required to have a good human experience? The idea of keeping your thoughts to yourself and feeling isolated.  A little on Self Love.  I little on can I transcend the idea of having to “do good” to feel good.  And even more! Notes: …To me that means being in the moment.  And you’v...

On this day I delete the FaceBook, the InstaGram, and the TikTok off my iPhone (...for now, again).

April 11, 2021 13:00 - 19 minutes - 17.5 MB

An awesome little oration on what my current jobs are and what the distractions are that are keeping me from them.  Also a nice little bit on the meaning of objective vs subjective; including examples.  And “my time for glory may come” but said in a different way.  Please enjoy! Notes: What my job is and some of the distractions that are keeping me from it.    The job for me today is to: Publish everyday Progress my summit forward. I've got no other jobs than that.  But I have been ad...

What if the tension point that pulls me forward is “Fun”?

April 10, 2021 13:00 - 20 minutes - 18.9 MB

When I played ping pong in collage and was a professional snowboarder in my youth, I learned that if I could have fun, well I won a lot more.   But when I tried to “Win” I rarely did and I didn’t have fun.  I’m trying to bring the “have fun” process and mentality into my current project…  And the thoughts and stories around this. Show notes: What if this part was fun?  What if time was an illusion?  What if the tension point that pulled me forward was “Fun” vs Finish, complete, succeed, pr...

Interview #16 Greg Beckett. “The Lessons of RuPaul’s Drag Race...”

April 09, 2021 13:00 - 1 hour - 71 MB

Greg Beckett is a motivational hypnotist that I met five or so years ago at a Kyle Cease “Flow Group”.  We hadn’t talked for a couple of years so it was time to catch up.  And as Greg knows about me and I know about him, we have a lot of fun.  We talk identity, boundaries, and the Superconscious.  Am I a better man because of our conversation?  Yes, I am.  Did I learn something that helped me?  Yes, I did.   Greg is insightful, vulnerable, and says what's on his mind…  Enjoy the ride.   Not...

I can barely keep up with my own neuroses let alone yours!

April 08, 2021 13:00 - 17 minutes - 15.6 MB

I record a podcast episode with a friend listening in.  The “A Course In Miracles” was good this morning so I go through my notes as well as all the Webster’s Dictionary definitions of words that I liked.  Kind of an experimental episode :). Show notes: A Course In Miracles (ACIM) super juicy this morning.  Some notes and thoughts I wrote down:  Ego - the fact that we can think about ourselves.  What someone else needs wants or should be doing doesn’t concern me.  Webster definitions of: ...

Insert my (high horse) here!

April 07, 2021 13:00 - 11 minutes - 11 MB

Shout out to my listeners in Spain!  More thoughts on moving away from judging people, places, things as good or bad; and my three main areas of current growth.  And an update on the results of saying the resentment prayer towards those unfortunate souls who tweak me.  All in a super fun manner of course!  Notes: An update on the resentment prayer. I think that judgment equals resentment.  I’m going to let more qualified people do the judging.  Judging is no longer in my wheel house.  Igno...

This can be fun! This can be fun!

April 06, 2021 13:00 - 14 minutes - 13.5 MB

Recording the late night episodes gives me new life.  It’s like I turn it over to you the audience and I explain that in a fun way.  I discuss some breakthroughs from the meditation thought list that I had shared with you 2 episodes ago.  Introducing the idea of "Do it yourself, do it with help, and done for you".  And even more fun stuff… Show Notes: There was a breakthrough.  Recording the late night episodes give me new life.  Acronym’s for G.O.D.  Good Orderly Direction.  Group Of (rec...

Sometimes you gotta stop, slow down, smell the flowers, and look at the bees.

April 05, 2021 13:00 - 15 minutes - 14.1 MB

It’s a beautiful Encinitas, CA day as I literally stop smell the flowers, and record my thoughts on the nuances within this prayer “God give everything that I want for myself to ________, god give them their prosperity, happiness and health.”  And of course I was irritated with someone earlier in the day which brought that prayer to my mind. Show Notes: I don’t really record nearly as much as while I’m walking. I get feedback a bunch that it is nice to see me on a zoom mtg.  I don’t even h...

The list of all thoughts that went through my mind when I meditated this morning.

April 04, 2021 13:00 - 10 minutes - 9.53 MB

 I sat a pen and piece of paper down next to me because I thought it would be fun to write down all that thoughts that were going through my mind as I was meditating this morning.  So here’s the list. Show notes: It’s almost like unburdening my soul on you, how fun is that.   I decide to write down the random thoughts that were plowing through my mind as I was meditating.  So here you go.  The last thing I wrote down…  These are all points I could have gone to god...  Finally my mind shut ...

Two of my favorite terms she used “Fast death” or “Gradual Death”.

April 03, 2021 13:00 - 17 minutes - 15.9 MB

I interviewed Barbara Karnes today (the interview should be out in a week or two) and I had so much fun that I had to record an episode talking about the interview. Barbara has been very influential in the hospice industry as well as writing very powerful booklets on grief, dying, and the like.  One of which changed my life.  I also talk light heartedly about some of the grief I’ve gone through. Show notes: Barbara Karnes wrote the “Gone From My Sight” booklet.  It changed my life.  I had ...

Interview #15 Laura B. "Honey, when are you gonna have enough chestnuts?"

April 02, 2021 13:00 - 1 hour - 68.9 MB

Laura and I knew each other at the height of the Dot Com bubble in San Francisco in the late 1990’s.  We hadn’t seen each other for over 20+ years and it was time to catch up…  Why not do an interview.  Laura is smart, a deep and thoughtful thinker, and successful to boot.  She is a full on self starter with a whole bunch of life story and plenty of insight.  We have a ton of fun and you get plenty of opinions towards the end.  Enjoy!  Show notes: Laura got to see me fall in love…  And it’...

The 10 simple steps to publishing an episode everyday!

April 01, 2021 13:00 - 12 minutes - 11.5 MB

Rumer is if you want to "grow" your subscribers you need to offer "how to" episodes...  The 5 steps for this the 10 steps for that.  So in that vein, here is my first stepified how to episode.  Enjoy. Show notes: My first how to episode!  “The 10 simple steps to publishing an episode every day”.  There are lots of arguments as to whether you should publish everyday or not.  Quality is subjective so crank out the content.  “You make it look easy!” Dial in your why. Decide how vulnerable a...

How do I heal that perception? I don’t want to feel attacked.

March 31, 2021 13:00 - 10 minutes - 9.69 MB

My hour mediation and then a section of ACIM leads me to some out there fun thinking this morning.  And to committing to the people are just a mirror concept and the actions I’m going to take today as a result… Show notes: ACIM, Chapter 14 TEACHING FOR TRUTH, Section 6 The Light of Communication.  How do I bring love to the attack moments?  How do I let the light of love dispel the moment?  How do I heal that perception?  I don’t want to feel attacked.  And some crazy thoughts of whats ima...

I’m doing my path better than you're doing yours!

March 30, 2021 13:00 - 22 minutes - 20.6 MB

Or “how much smack have I talked about man bun guy”.  But it all starts with growing a ponytail which reminds me of my youth in Jackson Hole, WY.  Which leads to my fathers eulogy and inheriting his genetic twitches.  To the meat of the matter: assuming the person is just a mirror of my own thoughts actions and ideals; how I think I’m enlightened relative to you is judgmental.  And more! Show notes: It all stems from kindergarten/first grade…  As my mother likes to tell it.  Jackson Hole W...

Sorry Jay Shetty I don’t even know you, but I sure do say your name a lot in this episode!

March 29, 2021 13:00 - 15 minutes - 14.5 MB

So I was researching Jay Shetty per someone's recommendation that I “see how he does things”.  Now I don’t even know the guy, but his success stokes my competitive nature, my insecurities and defenses, and this leads me down the all unfulfilling path of resentment and judgment towards him and myself.  I get to laugh all about it on this episode and how fun it was to see it all go down in my meditation.  Life is rich :).  Show notes: Loving where I am right now try #3.  Do I need more power...

"How can I take what I need and leave the rest?”

March 28, 2021 13:00 - 15 minutes - 13.8 MB

 3 main thoughts: First, proof that my limited thinking has kept me from seeing what is right in front of me.  Second, my friends opinions of my project drive my insecurities toward my own work, and at some point I need to stop taking in new information.  Third, other peoples online success fully throws me into compare mode and drives those insecurities home!  But it’s not as bad as it all sounds. Show notes: Loving where I am right now try #2.  I’m always surprised when I think I know it ...

Everybody come to San Diego! Enjoy the blacks beach experience!

March 27, 2021 13:00 - 16 minutes - 15.4 MB

It was going to be an episode on “Loving where I am, right now.”  But it turns into an exposition on Blacks Beach in San Diego.  One of the most beautiful spots in Southern California, one of the best surfing waves in the united states, and treacherous to get too.  It really could be an advertisement for my town. Show notes: Loving where I am, right now, that’s what I want.   Blacks Beach in San Diego is so beautiful.   And some more sorted details of The Blacks Beach experience.  If you g...

Interview #14 John Flannery, “Anyone But Him!”

March 26, 2021 13:00 - 1 hour - 77.1 MB

John Flannery was such a fun interview; he has this dry wit which shines through in his story telling and it continually has me laughing.  I don’t know, John is just a good man.  He willingly talks about his highs and his lows, the joys and the tears, and his struggles and his breakthroughs.  He is a family man to the core, stands up for what he believes in, and has the job of his dreams.  We talk family, life, death and everything in between. Show notes:  When I become Mayor!  One of the ...

Risk reward? Keep meditating!

March 25, 2021 13:00 - 17 minutes - 15.9 MB

It was going to be a discussion on a juicy section of “A Course In Miracles”, but I end up talking about how much I love meditation, how I approach it, and the amazing benefits in the moment and perhaps years later.  Including the calmness, the download of information, and the massive massive space it creates. Show notes: Wake up early, do an hour meditation, some prayer.  Some people are very specific how mediation should be.  I play with a much looser approach.  The hearing can go differ...

(Bonus full length interview #13). Matthew Cox: The Ex-Con’s Guide to Finding Peace.

March 25, 2021 02:00 - 2 hours - 110 MB

(This is the combined 4 part Matthew Cox interview w/no interruptions).   For those of you who don’t know Matthew Cox; he was Number One on the Secret Services most wanted list for stealing $11,500,000 dollars and committing $55,000,000 in mortgage fraud all while on federal probation, all while he was on the run, all while he was committing more fraud.  Ultimately Matt was captured and sentenced to 26 years in prison.  In July 2019 he was released from prison after 12.5 years.  While in pr...

God's love is what I fear...

March 24, 2021 13:00 - 10 minutes - 9.54 MB

Some thoughts from A Course In Miracles today…  If I go to gods love I have to relinquish the ego and all its trappings, and I perhaps don’t want to do that.  If I’m here to learn, that means the same for you.  So, in effect, I can’t be upset with your path.  Some thoughts on playing the victim and more! Show notes: The illusions of the ego are so strong.  If I go to god I’m scared I’m gonna lose the money, the girls, the relationships, the sex, whatever.  Insert whatever my mind things it...

My need for perfection is definitely slowing me down and it’s time to move forward.

March 23, 2021 13:00 - 14 minutes - 13.4 MB

I cover three topics today.  1) What's up with my hair?  2) How I’m slowly but surely gaining ground on my summit project but my perfectionism is a problem here.  3) And I did some chop wood and carry water which felt good. Show notes: My hair keeps growing.  I’m gonna go for 3 years I think :).  Check the FB for my progress :).  How do you do what you love and love what you do when what you currently doing no longer works?  That’s a good question.  I bring that idea up to people and they ...

I’m working hard to love the process as answers that I want are taking their time.

March 22, 2021 13:00 - 16 minutes - 15.1 MB

I say a little prayer for direction and then I brainstorm some summit ideas of off the audience.  Including headline, subtopics for a three day summit…  (I’m not sure how I feel about this lol).  And then some commentary on letting go of money being the main motivating factor.   Show notes: What would your life look like if you could transcend the need for money and you move past your need for relationships…  Whats’ the question you would have me answer to best be of service…  So many thin...

The depth of my frustration; or desperation... Whichever you like!

March 21, 2021 13:00 - 9 minutes - 8.28 MB

 In the previous episode I don’t think I painted the complete picture of what “the in it” pain was.  So I give a little more detail.  And also the point of when “it” became fun again.  It culminates with a friend telling me “thank god you’re human, thank god you have normal stuff upset you!” Show notes: Round 1 of legit thoughts of I’m done with 2CCX…  I’ll just go out and do my books and read my podcast.  Maybe I’ll stop the podcast…  quit it all.  Which manifested to “nobody loves me”.  ...

My “behind” gets handed to me for a 4th time! Thank good for prayer.

March 20, 2021 18:19 - 19 minutes - 17.8 MB

I get my but kicked by the coaching group for the 4th time…  and it crushes me.  It’s a heavy prayer day and thank god for the tools cause they turn the situation from pain to fun and I get a sound night's sleep.  And a little riff on how the idea of the soul does not serve me. Show notes: How many damn grand idea summit ideas have I had shot down.  ...IDK, I wish this part of the story was done.    I am trying to shed the ego people.  A soul ain’t serving me.   Believe whatever you want, ...

Interview 13. Matthew Cox. Part 4 of 4: The Ex-Con’s guide to finding peace.

March 19, 2021 13:00 - 30 minutes - 28.1 MB

One of my favorite sayings for a good life and to keep from reverting back to "old behaviors" is “Trust in god, clean house, and work with others.”  Which translated is: put your faith in something greater than yourself, clean up your messes in life, and how can you pass it on and be of service to others.  Matthew Cox does exactly that but in his own words and on his own terms.  There is a lot to be learned from Matt Cox… Show notes: For those of you who don’t know Matthew Cox; he was Numb...

Here’s my honest opinion in the moment with the understanding that it can change later; that’s the vulnerability.

March 18, 2021 13:00 - 17 minutes - 16.2 MB

After recording 17 interviews with 11 published at time of recording I reflect on the two extremes of the interviewees, and how do they effect me and what are my surrounding thoughts and emotions.  We’ve got more internal based ideas, touchy feely perhaps, one might cry.  Vs super intellectual smart people with ideas, looking at society, politics, art with new lenses.  All with open minded people it seems. Show notes: I interviewed two people, very personal interviews over the last couple ...

It went book, mind, paper, "I’m talking to you".

March 17, 2021 13:00 - 25 minutes - 23.6 MB

Let's look at and discuss these two thoughts with indifference.  Idea #1 GDP is the important thing, you’ve got to produce, monetize, and GDP growth is king.  Or Idea #2 meditating on deep, contemplative, metaphysical questions, god etc is the most important thing. Show notes: …and looking without judgement.  One is not better than the other, it’s when I judge as one better than the other is when the conflict arrises.   Idea one, our value as a human is to produce widgets, produce things t...

How great and amazing the real world is when it’s stripped away of illusions! Am I willing to look?

March 16, 2021 13:00 - 14 minutes - 12.8 MB

Basically I read a couple of paragraphs of A Course In Miracles on the episode and it inspires all sorts of awesome thought provoking questions for me and sheds light on how beautiful this world is.  Now this is a riff I can be proud of! Show notes: 11:30 pm. “Attainment In The Real World”.  Enjoy the ride people.    A great question is posed “Am I willing to sit quietly and look upon the world I see and tell myself the real world is not like this?”  And if not why?  Turns out what we see ...

“You need to speak the language of the people you are trying to help!”

March 15, 2021 13:00 - 13 minutes - 12.8 MB

Coming out of my frustrating class yesterday it’s clear I need some help finding the words that I’m trying to get down on paper.  So I finally go to source and ask for some help…  And it turns out source is sending me the people who can help. Show notes: A beautiful day today.  95% certain that I have the summit headline breakthrough.  A Funny recap of yesterdays classroom feedback.  “Speak when spoken to” sure does sound patriarchic!  God I want to be of service…  I need your help…  I’m n...

Mistake number #1, I had expectations galore. Mistake #2, I was not prepared.

March 14, 2021 13:00 - 15 minutes - 14.5 MB

I presented some work to my mastermind class today, had some expectations that I did good work, and got shredded by the coaches!  Worst though, I thought they thought I wasn’t prepared!  It was damn hard on the ego.  My friend says, “Mischa, you get to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and jump back in the fray." Show notes: Have not been eating out much during the covid.  It was weird being out!  Episode style which has three components.  What happened today, story based edu training, ...

“What happened today?” Yes it’s on my list of acceptable topics!

March 13, 2021 14:00 - 19 minutes - 17.9 MB

I go down a list of notes of “what happened today”.  So there are a lot of short blurbs on many topics.  It’s quite a lot of fun. Show notes: Just some of the fun: A couple of innocuous comments.  Innocuous definition: Producing no injury, not likely to give offense or to arouse strong feelings or hostility.  “To thine own self be true”. I landed on the “people who talk about god are assholes” side of TikTok. Pick your dogma.  Take what you need and leave the rest… Don’t jinx me.  The “Pow...

Interview #13. Matthew Cox. Part 3 of 4: "Con man?!?! They don’t know me!" ..."Mother F*cker you’re on the run!

March 12, 2021 14:00 - 31 minutes - 28.9 MB

“What type of person are you before the fraud?” He’s not super stoked about his answer.  When I start asking about his shift in prison; “when is the change?”  “The before and after?”  “The change in your awareness?”  It takes some pressing, but I am humbled by his answers.  “What do you have to do to stay clean from fraud?”  The bread crumbs to his current happiness…  and more.  Episode 3 and 4 still affect me. Show notes: For those of you who don’t know Matthew Cox; he was Number One on t...

What thoughts am I willing to play with or venture forward with? Or am I going to have contempt and a closed mind?

March 11, 2021 14:00 - 13 minutes - 12.5 MB

I discover some new tips to make poor over coffee and relate the experience to following simple instructions to bring joy in your life.  And A Course In Miracles inspires a new simple prayer that is a game changer…  And gives me new perspective to be in the moment.   Show notes: Feeling the love of life and god and such.  …it is a powerful thing to try to connive that or to share that space.  Monkey mind, then creative flow, then the beautiful distorted reality moments.  Time slips away…  ...

When I prioritize the spiritual aspects of my life, the other goals, aspects, dreams of my life, fall into place much better. And one step above that…

March 10, 2021 14:00 - 15 minutes - 13.7 MB

My sneaky ego entices me to deviate from some of my most important spiritual practices…  So I get to re-prioritize some of my morning routine to get back on track and the results are awesome!  Show notes: Remembrances of “the Blues Brothers” movie.  I loved the soundtrack!  The things that are good for me and that help me stay in the moment…  Let’s make no illusions about that.  We are all adults…  Or, i’ll give you this, we need to be at least moving in that direction.  I love A Course In...

The adventures of the healthcare system! (And I get a familiar Bitch Slap within!)

March 09, 2021 14:00 - 15 minutes - 14.2 MB

My propensity to think I’m special and that the rules don’t apply to me shows itself in my needing to change health care providers!  …and of course there were shades of the Apple and Amazon Assosiates instances.  Have a nice day!  The choice is ours :). Show notes: The adventure of the healthcare system.  New insights into how I’m manipulative.  A little victim mentality.  "I don’t know the system” that’s my excuse.  That system is the enemy vs a friend. “What should I do next?” or “Don’t ...

Ode to Glenn Miller from interview #6… May you rest in peace 2/26/21...

March 08, 2021 14:00 - 13 minutes - 12.7 MB

I happened to talk to Glenn Miller the morning I recorded this days episode.  He had been at death's door from the covid and was fired up about service and life.  He spontaneously tells me some inspirational things this morning.  I talk about Glenn Miller being of maximum service and what a good man he is.  Sadly, Glenn Miller would pass away just a couple weeks later… Show notes: There actually may be too much to talk about.  Which way do I wanna go?  That's a fun thought.  Prophetic thou...

The experience of re-listening to my interviews at time of editing… Can be frightening!

March 07, 2021 14:00 - 14 minutes - 12.9 MB

My emotional state seems to affect how I perceive my interviews in the moment.  I discuss many of those states at the time of recording and at the time of edit for publishing; and how those perceptions fluctuate. Show notes: Turns out the chair still squeaks fixing.  If I don’t record something I will loose my edge. I can record and in the moment and think it’s crapy…  But then when I listen back to it later I’m like “hey that wasn’t so bad, it’s ok”.  …You get interviewed and then they re...