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Return to Wholeness

66 episodes - English - Latest episode: almost 2 years ago - ★★★★★ - 30 ratings

Welcome to Return to Wholeness, a podcast for women who previously believed in dogma; whether that’s religion, diets or ideology, who found that they needed to fragment themselves and live into the expectations of others in order to feel safe in that environment and truly belong.

Through powerful conversations, as well as my own personal musings, this podcast is intended to help you call back those fragmented parts of yourself so that you can integrate the fullness of who you are as a spiritual being, having a human experience (or is it the other way around).

In this space we love to explore the grey. The nuance. The complexity. Because this is where YOUR magic truly lies.

My name is Holly Toronto and I am an Embodiment Coach + Spiritual Mentor. I help women stop living their lives through the lens of other’s expectations of beauty, belief or behavior so that they can live their life from a place of Wholeness, fully aligned with the truth of who they are.

I’m so glad you’re here and I’m excited to explore these topics with you.

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Episodes

EP 15: Confessions of a Compliant Woman

June 14, 2021 12:00 - 42 minutes - 29.1 MB

It's just us again, my loves!   I'm back for my first solo episode since the Episode #11: This Might Get Me Cancelled. I'm glad to say that the feedback on that episode has been so overwhelmingly positive and this makes me excited to continue to connect with you over dissident thoughts and unpopular opinions.   In today's episode, we're going to be talking about the "compliant woman" - the less infantilizing, more self responsibilizing (I love making up words) way that I am going to ...

EP 14: Reclaiming Your Body + Sexuality As Your Own with Lauren Scott

June 07, 2021 12:00 - 55 minutes - 37.8 MB

In this week's episode, I'm interviewing Lauren H. Scott. She is an Ecotherapist and Pleasure Coach specializing in complex trauma, religious trauma and supporting people to reclaim pleasure in every area of life according to their unique blueprint and inner guidance.   We had a rich conversation talking about: *Lauren's experience growing up in Evangelical Purity Culture and how that shaped her relationship to her body and sexuality *How she uses pleasure to support her clients in t...

EP 13: Fundamentalism + The Nervous System with Lindsey Lockett

May 31, 2021 12:00 - 1 hour - 45.9 MB

Lindsey Lockett is back for Part 2! In this week's episode, we're talking about:   Her recent induction into Pastel Qanon (aka- a powerful example of how cancel culture and misrepresentation has impacted Lindsey and other people who are actively speaking out against these harmful ideologies) How growing up in fundamentalist religion primes your nervous system to feel most safe in a binary and how to expand your capacity for complexity and sitting with the unknown The power of thinking...

EP 12: The Intersection Of Diet Culture, Purity Culture + Cancel Culture with Lindsey Lockett

May 24, 2021 12:00 - 1 hour - 48.8 MB

In this week's episode, I'm chatting with Lindsey Lockett. We discuss the intersection of diet culture, purity culture and cancel culture and how subscribing to rigid ideologies separates us from our own inner authority.   We discuss: How religious programming plays a role in priming us for black and white thinking The very real nervous system response that happens when you're attacked online Depathologizing defensiveness The characteristics of cult thinking that show up in diet c...

EP 11: This Might Get Me Cancelled, A Manifesto

May 17, 2021 12:00 - 1 hour - 46 MB

In this week’s episode, I said the thing. Things that had been sitting in my throat, festering for far too long. Things that might get me labeled, called out or cancelled.   But I’ve realized that living in fear of cancellation doesn’t actually serve anyone. It doesn’t serve you, me, clients, friends, community or the world at large.   Cancellation, whether experienced directly or living in fear of it, perpetuates objectification. It reduces human beings into objects that should alwa...

EP 10: Body Image Healing + Shedding Identities with Sarah Menlove

May 10, 2021 12:00 - 57 minutes - 39.6 MB

In today's episode, I'm interviewing Certified Mastery Coach, Sarah Menlove. Sarah is a dear friend and former client who I've witnessed go through incredible growth to return to her wholeness time and time again. In this episode, we talked about the grief she experienced shedding old identities (such as athlete and religious) but how going through those experiences allowed her to come home to herself and her divinity. It's a rich conversation where we talk about how body image intersects wi...

EP 9: Self Trust + Reclamation with Life Coach Megan Johnson

May 03, 2021 12:00 - 59 minutes - 40.9 MB

In today's episode, I'm interviewing Life Coach Megan Johnson. Our conversation is SUPER dynamic, covering a broad demographic of topics from growing up in Evangelical Christianity to leadership to emotional processing to reclamation all wrapped up in the bow of self trust which is at the core of the work that Megan does with her clients.   Megan's Links: https://megscolleen.com/ https://www.instagram.com/megscolleen/   Check out our Anti Diet Health Coach Camp: https://julesan...

EP 8: Your Body Belongs To You with Julie Ohlemacher

April 26, 2021 12:00 - 1 hour - 45.7 MB

Today I'm joined by Julie Ohlemacher, Body Image Coach + regular cohost of this podcast, and we're talking about one of the core tenants of our Homecoming Program, Bodily Sovereignty.   We'll break down the 3 main ways we see our clients give up their sovereignty and how they begin to call it back.   For Coaches + Wellness Practitioners, check out Anti Diet Health Coach Camp: https://julesandhollcoaching.com/antidiet-health-coach-camp   Return to Wholeness Journaling Guide: htt...

EP 7: Solo Episode Fleetwood Mac + Telling The Truth About Yourself

April 19, 2021 12:00 - 31 minutes - 21.9 MB

Today's episode is just me and you! I'll be sharing about a profound and synergistic moment that happened for more during the Full Moon in Pisces at the end of February. Hint: It has to do with a Fleetwood Mac song and I might sing a little in the episode.   I'll share how this moment invited me into a deeper understanding of wholeness and how I'm here to tell the truth about myself and invite others to do the same.   Here's the link to sign up for the How to be An Anti Diet Health C...

EP 6: Overcoming Perfectionism with Simi Botic

April 12, 2021 12:00 - 58 minutes - 40.1 MB

In today's episode, I'm interviewing Simi Botic, Certified Holistic Health + Anti Diet Coach. We talk about how she has overcome perfectionism in all areas of her life, including her body and motherhood. We also talk about how she reclaimed and began to value her own voice.   How to be An Anti Diet Health Coach Training: https://hollytorontocoaching.lpages.co/how-to-be-an-anti-diet-health-coach-training/   Return to Wholeness Journaling Guide: https://mailchi.mp/6adaf207fc0a/rtw-j...

EP 5: Healing through Hypnosis with Clinical Hypnotist, Nicole Hernandez

April 05, 2021 12:00 - 1 hour - 42.6 MB

In today's episode, I'm interviewing Nicole Hernandez who is a Clinical Hypnotist + Resident Healer at the Four Seasons Hotel in New York City. We'll be talking about her journey with anxiety and how hypnosis allowed her to find peace within herself. We also talk about the role of black and white thinking in anxiety and our shared fears about the division and dogma of our current culture.   Head over to my Instagram to share your thoughts on the episode: @holly.toronto   Return to Wh...

EP 4: Releasing Self Objectification with Body Image + Intuitive Eating Coach Julie Ohlemacher

March 29, 2021 12:01 - 56 minutes - 39.1 MB

In today's episode, I'll be interviewing Julie Ohlemacher, Body Image Coach + my business partner. We'll be talking about self objectification and how you can begin to see your body as a person.   Return to Wholeness Journey:  https://hollytorontocoaching.lpages.co/return-to-wholeness-journey/    Return to Wholeness Journaling Guide: https://mailchi.mp/6adaf207fc0a/rtw-journaling-guide   Julie’s Bio  Julie is a certified intuitive, intuitive eating counselor, a master level...

EP 3: You Are A Mystery To Yourself

March 29, 2021 12:00 - 35 minutes - 24 MB

Today is our first solo episode. I'll be sharing with you the key ingredients I use for myself + my clients to constantly come back to wholeness.   There's still time to sign up for the Return to Wholeness Journey: https://hollytorontocoaching.lpages.co/return-to-wholeness-journey/    Return to Wholeness Journaling Guide: https://mailchi.mp/6adaf207fc0a/rtw-journaling-guide      

EP 2: Healing From Purity Culture with Writing Coach Sara Connell

March 22, 2021 12:01 - 43 minutes - 29.6 MB

In today's episode, I interview Writing Coach, Sara Connell. She talks about her experience growing up in purity culture and how she reclaimed her sexuality, found Divine Feminine Spirituality and uses creativity as a tool to connect to her Wholeness.   Return to Wholeness Journey:  https://hollytorontocoaching.lpages.co/return-to-wholeness-journey/    Return to Wholeness Journaling Guide: https://mailchi.mp/6adaf207fc0a/rtw-journaling-guide   Sara’s Bio:  Sara Connell is a...

EP 1: Cultivating Self Intimacy with Relationship Coach Kat Lee

March 22, 2021 12:00 - 1 hour - 46.8 MB

In today's episode, I interview Intimacy + Relationship Coach, Kat Lee. She shares her unique take on couples coaching, where she prioritizes the individuals vs the couple. We also talk about uncovering your desires and alchemizing your emotions.   Return to Wholeness Journey: https://hollytorontocoaching.lpages.co/return-to-wholeness-journey/   Return to Wholeness Journaling Guide: https://mailchi.mp/6adaf207fc0a/rtw-journaling-guide   Kat's Bio: Kat Lee is an Intimacy + R...

Return to Wholeness Official Trailer

March 08, 2021 14:00 - 8 minutes - 5.8 MB

This is the official trailer for Return to Wholeness! Return to Wholeness is a podcast for the woman who has left parts of herself behind in diets, dogmatic religion and ideologies, undernourished relationships, unfulfilling careers, worn out identities and unrealistic expectations and desires to call those parts of herself back so she can live Wholly. It’s for the woman who is exhausted by the search for the elusive “it” and is ready to fully embrace all parts of herself. Who is willing...