Joan of Heart

Quick Check In

Moving forward is to live in the space of Acceptance, Surrender and more.  Welcome to the new paradigm! A space only you can say you have enjoyed touching. As it is and as it isn't. Keep rap-ticing! You will say that someday, I'm sure of it. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen ...

I'm So Full OF Appreciation

I'm sitting here in amazement. The Unfolding of life is exquisite. From this point on, it is more about the space, in your inner world that is primary. It is the compass, the guidance, the calling, the still small voice that ISN'T so small. It is Infinite Love. Enjoy the courtship! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Powe...

Having A Great Time

I'm not sure how I am getting this done! lol  I'm on my last wakeful moment and sleeping and waking up to finish this to post it. However, I did it! Enjoy! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day u...

It's About Being Present

Hello, hellooooo, Well, well, it looks like this is the thing that keeps showing up. My reactiveness. And by prep-ticing, incrementally, I have been able to find myself in this NMW, state of being, with regard to puking caca onto him for not doing it my way. No self there to get in the way.  These practices don't stop you from feeling rather they have you feel everything that caused you to react and now you are responding to the situations rather than react and puke on others. Leave people...

Windows Down!

Hello All, Today was the most beautiful day! The drive was gorgeous! I love all the prap-tice time I get.  I go to my breath often now.  I allow the day to be as it is and as it isn't.  I go with the flow and am willing to go with the flow since I know it is wayyyyyy better  than anything the mind could make up! That is the absolute truth. Keep prap-ticing.  Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happe...

Keep Prap-ticing

Hello Everyone! Well this last quarter is turning out to be fun. Lots of interesting twist and turns. NOT... Just life on life's terms. So far, I have to have my hustle on. Deliveries, to make the cash to fix the car that is taking us to Calif. So far, so good. Car is in excellent condition. House, incrementalism and done finally. My body is exhausted and my boringness is exhausted. As I regroup, lots keeps happening, the flow of life, I find I am more and more in a state of acceptance, ...

Another Shorty

Hello All, Again, sending out good juju for the Halloween Celebrations!  I'm 63 years of age and for some reason I need some recuperation time! lol This is what it looks like. Me sharing a short podcast letting you know.  Being in communication. This is life on life's terms. It is not about perfection.  Have a great one.  Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Au...

Still Resting This Body

Hello Everyone, Sending you Angels for guidance along the way. During the holidays... let's say it can be tougher for some more then others. No matter where you find yourself during this time of year, know you have all you need to move through any pain body / butt hurt. Have fun and notice with NMW. If you find yourself going through a tough one, listen to Eckhart or a podcast. Something other than the mind and if you are someone simply moving through pain body experiences, you too, have...

Enjoy Halloween!

Happy Halloween!  Be safe! Have fun and listen to your yuck and yum Nikki P.S the podcast that says "happy halloween" is for the day before. I missed the timeline by minutes! lol  Have a great one! Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) Th...

Happy Halloween 🎃

Happy Halloween 🎃

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Be Safe

Hello All, We are now heading into the last quarter of the year. All the holidays filled with joy and cheer! Or not! Please be safe, have a DD. Or call Lyft. Have a happy halloween and enjoy your family and friend or discover new friends. Have a blast! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this b...

Well, It's Happening

Hi All, This is one day at a time, one second at a time. The thing is... it doesn't have to take me out of my life the way it did before.  Some owies have healed which makes this experience so different. Different due to the new paradigm. Thank goodness for that! I cry, I experience, I take the next appropriate action and I keep self-correcting with integrity. One foot in front of the other. If this seems too simple, then check the mind. It is SUPPOSED to be simple.  Nikki Podcasts to ...

Something New, Different

Hello All!!! Oh, btw.... This recording is not my best editing however I had to get this done before my day started and it is already going by faster than my mind thought! lol Anyway.... This keeps getting better and better. I can only "TALK ABOUT IT", it would be much better for you to take what works and leave the rest. It would be much better for you to EXPERIENCE it. All in a space of DISCOVERY. I find myself breathing and finding the experience of calm. peaceful connection to Infinit...

A Definite New Relationship With Infinite Love!

Hello Everyone! We are moving forward one day at a time! Here we find ourselves with just about 2-1/2 months left in the year.  Wow! I'm blown away! This is what it is like to move through life in your body. It will continue since it is the only thing you can do! Enjoy and know that when you walk through the valley of the shadow of death, you are good, you have what you need... Your undeniable connection to Infinite Love and NO MIND. You are free to explore and expand. Sending you much ...

It Works If You Work It!

Hello All, This is a quick check in. Enjoy your weekend. Enjoy the people you are with! Celebrate, dance and love your peeps. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) Transcending The...

I Have Found A New Freedom!

Hello All, Since coming clean and having the conversation I so needed to have, all is opening up WITHIN. I make the word "within" italicized  due to the fact that it is an inside job! Everything we talk about, point towards is the inner world. This world is primary. So of course I would have a sense of freedom! My integrity IS me. Is our essence so when we are in line, NO RESISTANCE, it works for US. The breath is so much more than you can read here, it is about the experience happening ...

Long Productive Day!

Wow! Oh, Wow!  Very, very long day... what you don't know is the yard has to be done asap due to the fact there are mosquitos EVERYWHERE! It was now or never! The yard is now basically ready to be cleaned and then for the pest control to come right after. It now gives me my weekend back! I'm freed to due something that moves and inspires me.  How about you!  Get bonus content on Patreon Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

Long Productive Day!

Wow! Oh, Wow!  Very, very long day... what you don't know is the yard has to be done asap due to the fact there are mosquitos EVERYWHERE! It was now or never! The yard is now basically ready to be cleaned and then for the pest control to come right after. It now gives me my weekend back! I'm freed to due something that moves and inspires me.  How about you! 

Interesting Last Quarter!

Well, well, I am so happy to find myself in this experience. It is painful, since it is the pain body.  So much happened and for me to be able to be responding, is like WOW. Remember, this too shall pass. You too can shift rather than react. Why? If I can, you can.  All this is what is present due to my baby boy Dino, he is not long now for this world. Trying to figure out all the owies that have been triggered is ridiculous to me now. Just letting it happen, while being present is the on...

Its All One - Grief And Blessings

Hello All, It is all one, have you noticed? The good & bad, the right and wrong, the yin and the yang, it is all one.  Neither is better than the other. They both provide us valuable information. An important message. That  would be yuck and the yum in play. Play with it, allow it to lead you. Keep prap-ticing! You can do it! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing ...

You May Find Yourself Here

Hello, This is what this whole 90 days to the Heart of the matter is alllll about. Walking through the eye of a needle. The way I got wired. Allowing it is the only way through with NMW! This is my "Everyone functions" moving through it as it took hold of me. It just does! NMW!!!!! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Po...

Whoa! - Moving Through a Space

Okay! My Peeps, This is perfect for our last quarter of the year. This is a breakthrough in real time. This is taking each day as it comes. Some of you may not move through this for a while, once presence is more readily available to you, you then move through all the old owes that get in the way, that stop you, that had you quit, that had you turn away, yell, be hateful to yourself and others, the shame that comes with that, adding caca on top of caca! This is no longe the only option you ...

Whoa! - Moving Through a Space

Okay! My Peeps, This is perfect for our last quarter of the year. This is a breakthrough in real time. This is taking each day as it comes. Some of you may not move through this for a while, once presence is more readily available to you, you then move through all the old owes that get in the way, that stop you, that had you quit, that had you turn away, yell, be hateful to yourself and others, the shame that comes with that, adding caca on top of caca! This is no longe the only option you ...

A Heavy Heart 💜 ?

Hello! I am sharing this with you due to the fact that so many have been sharing this with me! And I have been experiencing it as well.  There will be times you will move through to your body, and you will encounter a wall. It will feel like you just don't have anymore energy, can't muster any one liners, just plain done. Don't worry! Just never give up till the miracle happens! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till...

Same Old Conversation - One Day At A Time!

Hello, Hello! Yes, everyday we chat about the same thing with a little twist. So what is different than what you did everyday of your life in your head!? Nothing, it is just a different format. It took me yearssssss to alter my life. I don't know what is available to you! Wow! What a gift you have been given, to be able to shift from total domination from the mind to the presence arising.  Please don't allow the mind to minimize the power of this year long expansion. It is powerful and yo...

Pain Body Is Out

Hello All, I know, I know! It sounds like the same thing over and over again. Well guess what? How long did you listen to the mind?  There you go, just an example so you don't make yourself wrong as you expand. It doesn't matter how much you expand.  You never get to the illusive "there". There is no where to get other than back into the body. So keep practicing. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Ha...

Have You Hit A Wall?

We are almost through the year. As you can see, there is no perfection anywhere.  Life is messy and the best we have is to be able to see it, be with it and allow it to move and communicate.  "This too shall pass" saved my butt so many times. So keep putting one foot in front of the other! This is that day for me!  You can do it if it happens to you! You can💃🏻🤓🎉🥰♥️🎶 Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle...

Letting you know

Life is always happening ♥️

Letting you know

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Your Breath Is Powerful!

Yes, yes, yes!  Your breath is powerful, so much more than words could express. The experience is worth it.  What I love the best is that we can just sit back and enjoy what unfolds before us and using our breath is a powerful bridge.  You will begin to relax into it the more confident you get with Infinite Love. Have fun with the discovery!  Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingnes...

Communicate

Hello All!  I am late posting this podcast and it is okay! I love the freedom I have, the space around life showing up around me. I am an everyone functions and I have life show up daily as well. I said earlier that I would communicate with you and that I would do my very best to post the podcasts daily.  This is me keeping that promise. Here is your podcast, enjoy!  The only thing to do is communicate.  Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong -...

The Big Win!

It is so kool to see the difference in who I am being with others. Not only that! The peace I carry is tremendous.  I love that others are experiencing the same! Able to create peace for themselves. Time to keep prep-ticing! Besides, my body aches! lol so time to take care of the older body! lol Have a great day! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books...

Keeping It Simple And Grace!

Hello! Hello! Well, there is an old song that says "Mama said there'd be days like this" and that is exactly what happened to me today. You will hear all about it in the podcast. Enjoy, and remember, each day brings it's own. You got this. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 ...

Know That What You Are Doing Has An Impact!

Hello! Yes! What you are doing does have a Huge impact. You are no longer putting all your yuck out onto others! You no longer have to deal  with you. Others are free to be around you. Your friends, family, all are noticing the difference in you. You have peace! Wow! Loving life! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Powe...

Can't Escape It, Can't Hide From It!

Yep!  I found out the hard way, you can't run and you definitely can't hide. That sucked for about 2 years when I first go sober. Then one day I woke up. I realized I needed to stop resisting and start accepting. Once that happened, I was Scott free! What a life to live. Now is a beautiful day.  You will be able to see it for yourself. What a wonderful gift. Yay! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Ha...

No Mind - More Capacity!

 Wow! Wow! Wow!  We are having another Joan of Heart in Jan. We are going to start the year out with a bang!  Please know that you have the ability to move through. Live your best life and have all the beauty and sadness support your freedom.  Please let your friends know about this introduction and please ask them to gift themselves this pot of gold.  You are worth it! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Mi...

I Asked And I Received!

We are still talking about signs. I was definitely ASKING for them and I totally RECEIVED them.  We really know the answer and yet want to or need to hear it from another. In this case, it is someone I trust as far as the message. As well as the fact Infinite Love hit the nail on the head! Just the perfect words to target a yum within me. I love you so much Infinite Love. You ALWAYS have my back. Therefore, I know you have the back of others. Yay! Also, listening through ALL his audios....

Its Just Another Day - Prap-ticing

Okay Guys, This is the one day at a time I was talking about. The NOW Eckhart talks about. There is only one day, I only move in the now.  You are beginning to align with the flow and energy of the Universe inside you. Why??!!! No more resistance. This is where you start to notice that "the mind" is not needed to navigate through life. You realize all the time you spent in the illusion of the mind and now that it is not able to trigger your responses anymore. You are now able to respond n...

Day 2 - Surrender & Acceptance

Hello, Okay, at this point in the program you are really connecting with the Source of ALL within you. This is the opportunity to utilize all your One Liners when the caca hits the fan. Breath through it, allow it to be there, don't give it any meaning and see what it tells you rather than what the mind says. Now that is Mastery!  Keep it up! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingne...

Another! L.O.L Terms

Guys,  The best laid out plans! I have every intention of working Wednesday.  Now since this muscle in my leg being pulled, not sure what the outcome is going to be. This is where I get excited! This is a discover between Infinite Love and I. That is what the true DNA, spark of Infinite Love does. That would be you! There is a saying and I am messing it all up! However, it is something like this... you live and die alone.  I am adding to that... you live and die with Infinite Love Alway...

Egoic Idenity Killing Others Off

Hello Everybody, I am in awe. My life has done a 180. It happened by being willing to be willing. It is happening for you, to you, as well. Enjoy it. It is a beautiful experience from here. L.O.L terms. Infinite Love has a great sense of humor. Keep on keep'n on! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start ...

Staying Observant

Oh, Boy!  The pain body is ready to pounce at any minute. Should we have some Make Wrong in the space, the pounce is intensified.  Staying observant is what there is to do. It will happen naturally. No struggle in observing. We just are, observing.  Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book....

Staying Observant

Oh, Boy!  The pain body is ready to pounce at any minute. Should we have some Make Wrong in the space, the pounce is intensified.  Staying observant is what there is to do. It will happen naturally. No struggle in observing. We just are, observing.  Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book....

Worth All The Cookies In The Cookie Jar!

Hello Everybody! I'm so happy for all of you. The fact that you are here, now, listening, is such a wonderful gift.  Landmarkworldwide.com is the place I was able to step beyond my ego, to no longer let fear stop me.  Thank goodness or else we wouldn't be here! lol Don't stop, ever! Enjoy the JOY!  Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to:...

So Dang Kool!

Hello, hello! Yes! yes, yes... Life does get JOYFUL. It is a deep joy. Can't explain it however anyone that has done it finds their joy. Nothing better than finding your very own joy.  Keep on prep-ticing! Keep going. Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’...

We are living L.O.L Terms!

Hello Everybody, This is a quick one. My back is spasming again. It will stop soon enough. In the meantime My house is in the last stage of clean up. Inside and Out. I give myself time wise... another month to have it looking good. Has to be done. My family moved in with me and it is time to make it work in the best way possible. Also, I do not take anything, man made drugs, if I don't have to. I also have continued to release weight little at a time. It has become the next appropriate act...

We've Got A Beautiful Mind!

Well, well, This podcast has quite a lot in it. Although it is scattered into little nuggets. There is the fact that the mind is in service to Infinite Love. That we are able to leave the chatter behind and that it takes longer than one believes, to walk through some of the wiredness we have. All that being said, It is the most exhilarating happiness and life I am living in the NOW. Keep on, Keep'n on!!! IT IS WORTH EVER MIL-A-SECOND!  Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck ...

Go Experience Your Life!

It is time to be in the experience. Not the mind. Especially not the conditioned mind! You are now experiencing the world around you. Enjoy! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible books to listen to: Practicing The Power of Now (start with this book. Listen 1 hour a day until you’ve finished the book) The Power of Now (Listen 1 hour a day until finished) ...

So Much Excitement!

Hello, This is a great one for those of you moving through a discovery space. We use all the one liners!  I am so excited I am using the Wait for it, wait for it! Plus many more.... I am feeling the blessing  Love has provided while knowing it is in Infinite Loves Hands! So all is well in the world for me!  Yay! Love! Nikki Podcasts to listen to: How to Listen Yuck and Yum - Week 1 No Make Wrong - Week 2 Don't Give Up Till The Miracle Happens The Willingness To Be Willing Audible...