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I love reading my spam email because it's a really accessible way to feel love!

Neurotic Emissions - May 25, 2021 16:50 - 30 minutes
I discuss a wide range of topics with you including kosher vegetable checking, lab grown meat, anxiety and other random things within my OCD experience. Please join me and feel free to send me any responses to [email protected] I'm so grateful for your time.

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Loving people means more OCD rituals to keep them safe. But the heart is boundless. So I love you. Now give me plenty of space and time to have intrusive thoughts and do irrational rituals for the continuity of our bond for as long as possible in this earthly realm!

Neurotic Emissions - May 24, 2021 20:20 - 30 minutes
Today's episode is a whopper. I have some breakthroughs in our self-therapy time, dealing with unresolved childhood conflicts, connection desires, OCD stuff (obviously), an apology for yesterday's awful sound quality, cancer themes, a desire to one day have a family of my own despite being so old...

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Compartmentalizing Is A Useful Survival Strategy Until You Lose Track Of What's Inside

Neurotic Emissions - May 23, 2021 21:45 - 30 minutes
More depression and anxiety as I try to convince my loved ones to find the keys to the maze of forgotten items in the compartmentilization storage bin that's been buried under our family home for a very long time and I make my beloved 82 year old mother laugh, suggesting she try motherhood one mo...

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Sleep Is Essential To Function As A Person Who Fakes Being High Functioning

Neurotic Emissions - May 21, 2021 18:30 - 32 minutes
I apologize for the lower quality of this recording. I'm still working out some kinks. But it's worth listening to this episode that deals with some really compelling subjects including school memories, racism, cancel culture versus consequence culture and bullying! You're important to me!

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I'm Not Afraid Of Death But Want To Fully Avoid The Dying Part Of That Equation!

Neurotic Emissions - May 20, 2021 15:00 - 30 minutes
This episode deals with another deep dive into the post-traumatic stress of cancer, exhaustion, depression, anxiety, pandemic trauma, and many other super-fun topics!

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It's Okay To Cry Unless Your Version Of Crying Is Endless Weeping. But That's Still Okay.

Neurotic Emissions - May 20, 2021 04:35 - 30 minutes
In this episode I dig a little deeper into my depression and touch upon more cancer memories, and living on the verge of tears at all times despite mastering the ability to shed them behind the scenes when nobody is watching.

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I Am Hiring Myself To Be The Official Host Of My Neurotic Emissions Podcast! Mazal Tov!

Neurotic Emissions - May 19, 2021 17:00 - 30 minutes
On this episode of Neurotic Emissions, I interview myself to see if I'm qualified to host my own Podcast. Spoiler alert: I am. Also, we discuss headlines in the news and move into a large discussion about cultural appropriation and other contentious hot topics in the world. Also, please love me!

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It Is What It Is And Other Things We Tell Ourselves To Make This Life Livable

Neurotic Emissions - May 19, 2021 02:30 - 30 minutes
On this episode of the self-therapy session podcast, I get into my cancer treatment, diabetes and getting my feet wet into that vast ocean of depression. Don't worry, my anxiety will definitely prevent me from going too far into it!

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Cringing To Death Sounds Painful

Neurotic Emissions - May 14, 2021 05:00 - 30 minutes
Friday's episode marks a complete 5-day week cycle of podcasts. I'm grateful for the commitment to our growing friendship and a chance to dive deeper into my OCD adventures in finding a place for both religion in a more orthodox Jewish format and atheism in an expression that makes perfect sense ...

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It's Exhausting Pretending To Be So High Functioning All The Time!

Neurotic Emissions - May 13, 2021 05:00 - 30 minutes
We discuss a follow-up from yesterday's story as there was a part two that I forgot to mention. Some discussed themes of today's podcast include the generational inheritance of our ancestors tragedies, anxiety, depression, addiction, the need to cry, and other fun topics! I'm so grateful for your...

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Time Folds Into Itself At Family Gatherings

Neurotic Emissions - May 12, 2021 05:00 - 34 minutes
Let's talk about some memories from childhood, relationships with our fathers, lies that haunt us, our love for Indian cuisine and even greater love for Bollywood as we delve further into therapeutic analysis of where I've been, where I am and where I'm headed. Thank you so much for being a part ...

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Guilty Pleasures Should Be Relabeled Meaningful Distractions

Neurotic Emissions - May 11, 2021 14:27 - 30 minutes
In this second episode, Matt (me) discusses his deep admiration for the Vanderpump Rules television program and his genuine feelings for the cast, whose complicated behavior helped him get through a difficult chapter of his cancer treatment. Other themes and ideas are introduced. Please listen fo...

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I Love You Means Please Love Me But Also I Love You

Neurotic Emissions - May 10, 2021 15:51 - 35 minutes
This is the premiere episode of Neurotic Emissions. More to come.

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Episode 49- LORETTA MILLER

Quality Time with Jean and Angus - October 30, 2018 01:01 - 1 hour
Angus is starting the podcast off right, with a nutritious meal of Red Bull and Maxibon. What is the correct way to eat a Maxibon?! And, while we are at it, can we put a pin in group Facebook messages already? We were delighted to have luminously talented and beautiful Loretta Miller from Jazz...

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Episode 48- NICK CAPPER

Quality Time with Jean and Angus - September 26, 2018 01:49 - 1 hour
QTPOD is back from the dead! We return from hiatus with a brand new shiny episode, which is fortunate because Angus has become the king of UberEats and he needs help! We welcome back to the QTPAD comedian and fellow podcaster Nick Capper who bought the conversation round to numetal in record t...

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14. one hundred and thirty-six days

Depression Stream - July 06, 2018 03:48 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
i haven’t made a podcast episode in 136 days.

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Episode 47- MURPHY MCLACHLAN

Quality Time with Jean and Angus - March 14, 2018 19:51 - 1 hour
Jean was in tears watching the Oscars and Angus yet again, shit-talks Quincy Jones on the latest QTPOD. Plus Jean was in two average, sup-par audiences recently. Lift your game Melbourne! We were delighted to have comedian and fellow podcaster from Beer Eye with Your Mates Guys, Murphy McLachl...

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13. the first step

Depression Stream - February 19, 2018 21:48 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
i feel like a failure before i’ve even taken the first step.

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Episode 46- KIRSTIE GRANT

Quality Time with Jean and Angus - January 28, 2018 01:52 - 1 hour
We are back after the Festive Pause with a bumper QTPOD to kick off the New Year! In keeping with tradition, we name the best and worst of 2017 with the QTPOD awards including Best Live Gig, Best Film and Hottest Jam of the Year! Another unnecessary ‘Best Of’ list? Yes please!  What a great ...

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12. facebook fail

Depression Stream - January 04, 2018 02:46 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
i’m ashamed of the fact that i don’t know what to say on facebook.

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11. the world

Depression Stream - December 27, 2017 21:30 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
there are so many bad things going on in the world.

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10. toilet

Depression Stream - December 25, 2017 21:30 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
i’m sitting on the toilet. again.

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9. happy hour

Depression Stream - December 22, 2017 21:24 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
i’m sick of meeting you for happy hour.

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Episode 45- TIARYN

Quality Time with Jean and Angus - October 31, 2017 02:53 - 1 hour
Angus disappoints his Mum with his cooking habits and Jean’s feet smell pretty, pretty good on the latest QTPOD! Plus we check in with Deni from Deni’s Corner for the most depressing instalment of the segment ever! Real life people! We were delighted to have singer/songwriter Tiaryn aka “Lady ...

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8. sleep

Depression Stream - October 20, 2017 13:00 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
i am so sleepy.

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7. writing

Depression Stream - October 18, 2017 16:00 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
i’m supposedly a writer but my writing totally sucks.

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6. headaches

Depression Stream - October 16, 2017 16:00 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
the headaches will not stop.

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5. this podcast

Depression Stream - October 13, 2017 07:20 - 1 minute ★★★★ - 2 ratings
i don’t know what i was thinking when i started this podcast.

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4. you and your happy family

Depression Stream - October 10, 2017 23:25 - 55 seconds ★★★★ - 2 ratings
i don’t need to see pictures of you and your happy family on facebook.

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3. the worst thing

Depression Stream - October 08, 2017 23:25 - 50 seconds ★★★★ - 2 ratings
you know what’s the worst thing?

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