Love and Abuse
126 episodes - English - Latest episode: 23 days ago - ★★★★★ - 741 ratingsHelping you identify toxic communication, emotional abuse, manipulation, and other forms of bad behavior in relationships. Love and Abuse gives you the perspective of both the victim and the perpetrator. Full of tips and advice for your friendships, family, love life, and marriage.
You'll learn about covert abusive communication that takes away your power. And you'll discover how to pinpoint the specific toxic behaviors, such as narcissistic abuse and verbal abuse, before you are dragged into a game so deep you come out a shell of your former self.
Love and Abuse is the official podcast of The M.E.A.N. Workbook, an assessment and healing guide to help you evaluate the emotionally abusive and manipulative patterns in your relationship. Get the guide that will tell you exactly what's happening in your relationship over at loveandabuse.com.
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Emotionally abusive behavior is also physically painful
March 27, 2024 20:27 - 19 minutes - 18.1 MBVictims of emotional abuse can experience physical pain from all the trauma, potentially leading to increased tolerance and resilience of harm. They can gradually lose their identity due to the abuser’s actions, becoming a shell of their former selves.
When the good you do for them leads nowhere
March 22, 2024 00:38 - 22 minutes - 20.5 MBSome emotionally abusive people don't change, no matter how much the victim of their hurtful behavior changes for them. Is there ever a point where they will be the person you want them to be? Or does anything you do really matter at all?
A clever manipulation tactic that makes you believe you are the problem
March 02, 2024 00:31 - 23 minutes - 21.5 MBThere's a clever manipulation that can happen in some emotionally abusive relationships. It starts with superficial kindness and vague promises and leads to blameshifting and avoiding true accountability. This very subtle form of gaslighting will drive you crazy. I'll share with you how to spot it.
When you think you're strong enough to get back into the difficult relationship
February 22, 2024 21:48 - 28 minutes - 26.4 MBWhen you reach your breaking point with someone, you might make the decision to leave. During that time, you can regain your confidence and feel your power again. You might even decide to give the relationship a second chance, knowing that if you see any warning signs, you can address them right away. That is until you are once again coerced into staying in a situation that seems destined to go down the exact same path as before. Now what?
How emotional abuse can enter your life like an infection
February 14, 2024 15:35 - 25 minutes - 23.8 MBSometimes, you can't see the red flags before you're hurt. Emotional abuse can be like an infection that enters your body. You may not know it's there until a lot of time has passed, and you've invested a lot into the relationship. In this episode, I share how emotional abuse acts like an infection entering your body and mind and help you understand the environment in which such an emotional infection thrives.
If you don't know your limits, you wont have any
January 05, 2024 00:35 - 32 minutes - 30.3 MBIt can be hard to draw a line in a toxic relationship. Don't make your emotional resilience a prison of your own making. Your personal boundaries are there for a reason. Often, the only way things will change is if you do something because they won't
When they go silent and emotionally disconnect from you
November 29, 2023 02:41 - 35 minutes - 32.8 MBWhen the emotionally abusive person goes silent in order to make you feel guilty and give them the attention they want, do they have a deeper motive of self-preservation? When abusers use silence to control you, there's a lot going on under the hood. In this episode, I share my personal history of using the silent treatment to control the people I claimed to love.
Should you give in to their perception of you?
November 23, 2023 00:43 - 36 minutes - 34.2 MBSome people are so wrapped up in their need to control you that they completely overlook your worth and importance. They can be so busy keeping you focused on yourself and everything you're doing "wrong," that you might actually start to believe what they're saying about you.
Their past trauma and abuse isn't the immediate issue in the relationship
November 03, 2023 00:03 - 31 minutes - 29.5 MBThe emotionally abusive person can have a traumatic past. Their abusive behaviors can have an abusive origin. Is it better to help them address their past to stop their behaviors toward you? It's an important question that you should definitely want to know the answer to.
How do you know when your heart is sealed?
October 27, 2023 19:22 - 16 minutes - 15.7 MBThe victim of hurtful or emotionally abusive behavior has a threshold. When they reach that threshold, their heart can seal permanently, never letting the hurtful person back in again. In this episode, I help identify when your heart is sealed permanently. Before that happens, there's always a chance to repair a relationship that's been damaged. After that, however, the relationship may never get another chance.
Is taking a break before breaking up the final blow to the relationship?
October 12, 2023 22:30 - 33 minutes - 31.3 MBThe thought of breaking up or separating from a toxic person can be a difficult decision to make. But taking a break before a breakup can bring clarity and perspective in a problematic relationship, helping you rediscover something you lost and even help decide if you really want to make that difficult decision or take a different path.
How you describe the challenges in your relationship can reveal if youre being emotionally abused
September 06, 2023 22:32 - 13 minutes - 12.4 MBThe language you use to describe your relationship and how you're getting along with the other person says a lot. If you've ever wondered if you are the hurtful one or they are, the words you use can reveal just what role you play in the dynamic of an emotionally abusive relationship.
Should you make a list of everything they're doing wrong and hand it to them?
August 18, 2023 00:36 - 37 minutes - 34.5 MBWhat would happen if you decided to write them a loving, supportive letter outlining all of their hurtful behaviors in hopes they'll read it and finally realize they need to change? Will it backfire on you? I talk about that in this episode.
Avoid getting trapped into an emotional prison from which you can't escape
August 01, 2023 22:20 - 38 minutes - 36 MBThe cycle of high ups and deep downs in a relationship is like being trapped in an emotional prison. There are moments of freedom and happiness, followed by a constant underlying fear or worry of being trapped again. The emotional prison is created by the manipulative and controlling behavior of the person who wants to keep the person in a disempowered state. This cycle of ups and downs often forms a trauma bond, where the person seeks love and support from the same person who is causing t...
What are the chances of an emotional abuser healing and the relationship surviving?
July 27, 2023 16:23 - 28 minutes - 26.7 MBSometimes an abusive relationship changes into a non-abusive one. Sometimes the abusive person has an epiphany and stops the behavior. Often that happens when the other person reaches their breaking point, which may be too late. But if there's still love, there's a chance. The questions are, what are the chances that the healing emotional abuser will stop the behaviors? And can the relationship heal?
Why they don't stop hurting you when they see you hurting
June 30, 2023 20:18 - 28 minutes - 26.3 MBWhy do people who claim to care about us hurt us when they see that we're suffering? Shouldn't our suffering be enough for them to stop the behaviors? It's one of the most common questions I receive: If they really love me, why do they hurt me?
When parents get involved in your difficult relationship
May 05, 2023 20:59 - 34 minutes - 32 MBDealing with a hurtful person is often hard enough. When they have hurtful parents, however, it gets even harder. Especially when you thought you had a somewhat good relationship with them. When their parents can't see their own child being hurtful toward you, you may not get the compassion and support you're looking for.
Religious Abuse: When they use your beliefs and faith against you
March 31, 2023 20:14 - 20 minutes - 19.3 MBYour religious or spiritual beliefs are supposed to help uplift and inspire you, not make you feel oppressed and exhausted. Religious abuse happens when people who claim to love you use your own beliefs against you to keep their power over you.
When they believe they've changed
February 17, 2023 00:54 - 45 minutes - 42.1 MBI get messages from those who are with someone who claims to have changed, but something doesn't feel right to them. What they feel is usually accurate. There are specific thoughts and feelings inside you that can help you tell if someone has actually changed and healed from being emotionally abusive, or if they still have a ways to go.
LAA Insights - The kids in between the breakup from the toxic manipulative partner
February 02, 2023 20:15 - 23 minutes - 22.1 MBWhen you've realized enough is enough but you're afraid that the kids will get a boatload of abusive behavior from a soon to be ex, knowing what to expect and how to respond to what happens next is the key to trying to maintain the healthiest relationship with your children.
The huge wall the emotional abuser puts up
January 24, 2023 22:48 - 39 minutes - 36.4 MBWhy can't they just change? Why don't they just stop hurting you? Sometimes they've built such a huge wall of protection around themselves that nothing can penetrate it. They keep doing what they're doing because they don't want you to see what's behind the wall. It's too vulnerable, and it might require them to express a part of themselves they've hidden away all their life.
The battles that drain your power
December 22, 2022 22:16 - 55 minutes - 51.1 MBThe emotionally abusive relationship can be a battle. In fact, it can be a series of battles that wear you down and eventually wear you out. But at what point are you so worn out that you do something different? Some toxic relationships last for decades and there is no end in sight. There's a point in time when something has to change, or nothing ever will. And that can be a hard pill to swallow.
What will it take to finally get them to stop?
December 07, 2022 01:11 - 32 minutes - 30.4 MBThe person that hurts the one they love can do the behavior indefinitely unless someone is there to stop it. Usually, that someone has to be you. Stopping it however doesn't always come easy. Sometimes the person hurting you needs a wake-up call they can't ignore, shaking their foundation so much they have to pay attention.
Is just functioning together good enough
September 02, 2022 19:36 - 19 minutes - 19.1 MBRelationships can survive even when things are bad, but what about when things are never good but just functional? Is just functioning together good enough? Can you make it work? Functioning together can make some of life easier, but not necessarily happier. I explore that topic today.
When you find yourself crawling back to them over and over again
August 02, 2022 23:00 - 41 minutes - 38.4 MBWhy do we return to toxic people over and over again? It's certainly not because we love to suffer. But maybe there's more going on that should be considered. Sometimes knowing the reasons can help you stop the round trips back to someone that doesn't seem to care if you're happy or not.
LAA Insights - Learning what attracts the hurtful people
July 19, 2022 19:20 - 20 minutes - 19.6 MBCan low self-worth attract someone that makes you feel lower? Can people-pleasing attract a taker that never stops taking? There are many ways to become attracted to someone. But there are attractions that aren't always positive. It's important to know what about them makes them appealing when some qualities can be downright abusive. LAA Insights is an addendum to the regular show that you'll find scattered in between full episodes. On Insights, I pick random emails that I haven't addr...
LAA Insights - Is he right about me being the abuser?
July 06, 2022 01:20 - 12 minutes - 12 MBA special episode answering a question from someone who isn't sure if they are the abuser and if they need to work on their own abusive behavior, even though there are clear signs they are being abused as well. LAA Insights is an addendum to the regular show that you'll find scattered in between full episodes. On Insights, I pick random emails that I haven't addressed yet and do my best to provide my insights and opinions.
LAA INSIGHTS - Is he right about me being the abuser?
July 06, 2022 01:20 - 12 minutes - 12 MBA special episode answering a question from someone who isn't sure if they are the abuser and if they need to work on their own abusive behavior, even though there are clear signs they are being abused as well. LAA INSIGHTS is an addendum to the regular show that you'll find scattered in between full episodes. On INSIGHTS, I pick random emails that I haven't addressed yet and do my best to provide my insights and opinions.
Bonding with people that traumatize you
July 04, 2022 22:34 - 39 minutes - 36.1 MBBecoming dependent on someone can put you at their mercy sometimes. And if they are toxic, you are not only now dependent on them for certain things, but they make sure you continue to depend on them so you never get your wants and needs filled completely. It's like a bag of chips... you can never eat just one. You know they're bad for you, but you keep coming back. I talk about our dependencies in this episode and how they can create hard-to-break trauma bonds.
Can depression be used for manipulation?
April 20, 2022 00:26 - 30 minutes - 28.6 MBThere can be some good excuses for hurtful behavior. With some excuses, it can be hard to differentiate between fact and fiction. When someone uses their condition or illness to manipulate or control you, it can make it that much more difficult to get out from under their spell.
The abuser that sneaks their way into your heart and life in order to lock you in to a controlling relationship
March 10, 2022 22:48 - 48 minutes - 44.5 MBSome abusive people know exactly how to lock you into the relationship so tight that you find it near impossible to get out of it. When that happens, the longer you wait, the worse it gets. No matter how deep you are, you need to do something right away unless you want to continue down a road that never ends.
Can you find yourself after they stop the hurtful behavior?
March 01, 2022 01:00 - 31 minutes - 29.3 MBSometimes the emotional abuse stops. If and when it does, will you know who you are? Do you know where you went? Sometimes we lose ourselves in relationships like this because we are so busy trying to make the other person happy so they won't make us miserable. But that's probably not who you wanted to be. Finding yourself again can be the next challenge after the emotional abuse stops. https://loveandabuse.com
Healthy responses to their frustrations and annoyances
February 03, 2022 23:03 - 56 minutes - 51.8 MBHow can you respond or react in the most concise, clear and healthy way so that their annoyance or frustration with you doesn't turn into another toxic event in your relationship? Learning to respond in the most healthy way possible can make the difference between another argument with misunderstandings and confusion, and something that could be cleared up fast. For more episodes, visit loveandabuse.com
The thoughts and beliefs that allow toxic behavior to seep into your relationship
January 24, 2022 22:24 - 47 minutes - 44.1 MBYou are not to blame for getting into a toxic relationship. It is not your fault. However, there is a way you process bad behavior that may be working against you causing you to get into bad relationships over and over again. Sometimes we do things that raise our levels of toleration so high, that we can't recognize just how hot the water has gotten. Visit loveandabuse.com for more episodes.
The needy and clingy people that become emotionally abusive
January 05, 2022 22:19 - 23 minutes - 21.6 MBNeedy and clingy people can become obsessive and emotionally abusive. They will find ways to keep tabs on you so that they are always on your mind. They need constant attention and there's little you can do to make them happy except to be with them all the time. Neediness can turn into bad behavior to the point where unless you comply with everything they want, they'll make you believe you're being awful to them. loveandabuse.com
When your friends and family get convinced you're the hurtful one
December 20, 2021 22:45 - 31 minutes - 29.4 MBIt's hard enough dealing with a hurtful person. You know they are going to show up in a certain way almost every time so you get used to it. However, what if they start convincing your friends and family that you're the one hurting them? What if they play the victim? This is an episode filled with tools to help those you care about and are supposed to care about you see that perhaps their perception of you is flawed.
Is telling them you're leaving better than just leaving?
December 01, 2021 19:10 - 31 minutes - 29.5 MBWhat's the best course of action when it comes to leaving the emotional abuser? Should you sit them down and have the "the talk", or is talking going to get you sucked into another conversation that causes you to stay out of guilt or being convinced you're wrong? They're likely to convince you of doing things their way so it may not go any differently during "the talk."
Is an emotional affair okay when you can't get your needs met?
November 12, 2021 23:57 - 30 minutes - 28.1 MBWhen you're in any type of difficult or emotionally abusive relationship, a violation of your relationship boundaries has probably already taken place. After all, you didn't sign up to feel like crap all the time or be unhappy. So is it okay to seek someone outside the relationship when you can't get your emotional needs met within the relationship you're in? I tackle that tough question in this episode.
Afraid of staying and afraid of leaving
November 03, 2021 22:54 - 19 minutes - 18.7 MBWhen you've had enough and you can't take anymore, but you stay and take more, you end up in an endless cycle of love and abuse. If you're afraid to stay because things are bad, but also afraid to leave because you don't know any other way to live your life, it's time to get real clear on what you really want.
The type of person that doesn't deserve a second chance
October 22, 2021 21:08 - 40 minutes - 37.2 MBHow bad does it have to get before you're convinced that the person you're dealing with is never, ever going to change? And how much more hurtful behavior has to happen before you decide enough is enough? Sometimes we are so jaded by and used to emotionally abusive behavior that we forget what being treated with kindness and respect means.
When you want them to hurt
October 15, 2021 01:33 - 35 minutes - 33 MBWhat happens when the hurtful behavior stops and you are free to be yourself? Does the relationship now go back to normal like nothing ever happened? It can, but it rarely does. In fact, most victims of emotional abuse want the person who hurt them to feel what they went through. They want the abuser to suffer. Is that reciprocal emotional abuse? That's the question I answer in this episode.
When the emotionally abusive person leaves the relationship
October 07, 2021 23:52 - 40 minutes - 37.4 MBEmotionally abusive people usually drain all of your energy. It's rare that they leave the relationship because they get their power from taking yours. There can be two or three main reasons they leave, but no matter what the reason is, there's almost always a trail of destruction behind them.
When you want it to be over and they don't
September 23, 2021 20:42 - 40 minutes - 37 MBWhat happens when you've had enough of the bad behavior and want the other person to leave you alone? In a family situation, that might be easier to do since you may not live together. In a romantic relationship however, that can be a bit harder. What if the other person doesn't want to go? What do you do then? It's time to get clear on what you want so that you convey the right message that cannot be misinterpreted.
Subtle abusive behavior is meant to hurt you in a very specific way
September 14, 2021 21:13 - 54 minutes - 49.8 MBEmotional abuse in any relationship is made up of numerous behaviors, many of which can be quite hard to detect. When you're trying to pinpoint the exact behaviors causing difficulties in your relationship, it can be helpful to understand the subtleties.
Who are you when you're not in a toxic relationship?
July 30, 2021 16:33 - 33 minutes - 31.2 MBEvery wonderful aspect of you can diminish when you are with a toxic person. They find ways to convince you that you are unworthy and unlovable so that you seek love and worth from them instead of looking anywhere else. It is a manipulative tactic they use to keep you down so that they can also be the hero to bring you up.
Is there an easy way to help someone understand they are being emotionally abusive?
July 11, 2021 16:35 - 26 minutes - 24.2 MBIf you told a "normal" person they were being emotionally abusive, you'd think they'd back off and re-evaluate their behavior. After all, people who care about you don't want to hurt you. At least, that's the hope. Is there an easy way to convey to them that their hurtful words and actions are destroying the relationship so that they'll "get it" and treat you nicer?
Some people would rather hurt you than be vulnerable with you
June 29, 2021 21:12 - 24 minutes - 22.8 MBSome people become highly defensive or offensive when they want to hide something from you, or lie to you, or don't want to be vulnerable with you, because it's too scary for them. No matter the reason, their behavior has a purpose and it's usually to divert your attention so that they don't have to reveal something that might make them feel out of control.
Knowing the difference between emotional abuse and normal relationship difficulties
June 17, 2021 17:41 - 40 minutes - 37.4 MBThe two sides of emotional abuse are the perpetrator and the victim. Sometimes the victim can't tell if there's abusive behavior or just normal relationship difficulties. Sometimes the hurtful person needs to know what they're doing that's hurtful because they could have been doing it for so long, they don't realize how bad their behavior is. This is a packed episode that goes over the silent treatment, discerning between abuse and normal difficulties, and learning if there can be a rela...
How many times does someone have to hurt you before you decide enough is enough?
June 03, 2021 17:16 - 50 minutes - 46.1 MBThere's a point when there has been enough abusive behavior where you decide you're no longer going to stand for it and it's time to take the next right step for you. Don't accept bad behavior for so long that you convince yourself that it's never bad enough.
Letting hurtful words or threatening comments become the new normal
May 18, 2021 23:05 - 37 minutes - 34.7 MBWhen you're around those who constantly put you down with hurtful words or threats that they'll never talk to you again or leave you forever, it can become the new normal. Those who try to make you feel like something bad will happen if you don't change into what they want you to be are hoping you don't catch on to their deception to keep you in a fear-based state forever.