HERE'S WHY WE NEED TO FEEL GOOD FIRST : #328

I started this episode with an understanding that I wanted to talk about some of the different modes we can find ourselves in.. and how recognizing those modes is pivotal to transcending states of being... And what came out of it was a clearer than ever view of why I could never get past a certain point during the "moving on and moving through" to feel better process..  It was because at that point in that Ego Self on hyper drive version of me.... feeling good wasn't enough .. Other people couldn't measure my inner FEEL GOOD.. and I needed to be accepted by them at that point at all costs... I had to create something amazing that people could hear about or see me have or do in order to feel valuable in any way ..  I had always sacrificed feeling good inside in almost every way to create what I thought would make me "feel good" in the external world... my internal feel good in my mind would be the result of creating something that makes me look a certain way... or have certain things... in the physical world..  and other people will view me in the amazing way ..!!  and that is worth alllll of the energy effort physical suffering and mental health to get !!    ...... NO...  Over and over and over I would attempt to get this sense of peace or validation from a world designed to have the opposite effect...  Until one day ... there is a stand off ... Between the voice in your head that has propelling this negative expression into the world.. the voice that is demanding to be heard and healed.. and the higher conscious state that is trying to guide you into feeling good inside first .. and then creating your world from there...    I had to be conscious of what mode I was in ... either distraction and "push down emotions " mode ... or relax allow heal and rest mode ...   When I understood that not just on a personal level.. but on a Universal energy level this is how the game is played I was able to really make powerful changes in my life .. and this allowed me the ability to navigate through the chaos of physical creations I made in the world.. while my inner world was becoming more peaceful...  Eventually and with enough focus and time,, that energy of allowing yourself to feel better will over ride and become the more powerful dominant vibration and you will experience what they call miracles in your day... Let yourself start by feeling better... and let that be enough for now....  Let today be the first day you really allow that into the new story you are scripting ... SO MUCH LOVE TO YOU TODAY !!  Likeattractslike11.com