Self Worst

Episode 122 - Dopamine Slot Machine With Kennedy Cooper

Kennedy Cooper talks about growing up in poverty, dissociation, social media, and power rangers KENNEDY: https://twitter.com/kennedytcooper ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 121 - Frank Mosley Looks Like A Dick

Frank Mosley talks about panic attacks, anger, generational Catholic guilt, and fighting a Polish man. FRANK: https://twitter.com/francomos https://www.script-eater.com/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 120 - Heaven Is Hell With Max Bruno

Max Bruno talks about doom and despair, body image, objectification, and getting YOKED MAX: https://www.instagram.com/maxhbruno/ https://twitter.com/MaxHBruno https://www.instagram.com/lfoscomedy/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 119 - Deanna Machi Is Terminally Tardy

Deanna Machi talks about ADHD, self harm, executive function, time management, and Jackass. DEANNA: https://twitter.com/ddddeanna ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 118 - Testosterone Death With Ian Harvie

Ian Harvie talks about self image, good and bad masculinity, and the future of gender. IAN: https://www.instagram.com/officialtrandyman/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 117 - Torte Law With Trey Galyon

Trey Galyon talks about death, grief, and motorcycles. TREY: https://twitter.com/treygalyon https://www.instagram.com/treygalyon/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 116 - Christiana Jackson Is Braced For Chaos

Christiana Jackson talks about growing up in a bipolar (they called it manic depressive then) household, burnout, horniness, and the balance between self care and discipline. CHRISTIANA: https://www.instagram.com/incomparablemsc https://twitter.com/incomparablemsc ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 115 - Hope Morawa Bought A Couch

Hope Morawa talks about caregiving, codependency, and the dread of feeling like a burden. HOPE: https://www.instagram.com/havinghope10 https://twitter.com/havinghope10 ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 114 - Gavin Mevius Is Nervous By Nature

Gavin Mevius talks about middle school misery, bullying, breakdowns, and the unimaginable stress of being immunocompromised in a pandemic. GAVIN: https://twitter.com/FriendlessMean ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 113 - Casual Crying With Joslyn Jensen

Joslyn Jensen talks about social anxiety, sad scrolling, and the greatest American TV show ALF. JOSLYN: https://twitter.com/joslynjensen https://www.instagram.com/joslynjensen_/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Minisode 24 - Twenty Twenty One, We Lost

I wish you a new year.

Episode 112 - Speaking In Tongues With Bronwyn Isaac

Bronwyn Isaac talks about doomscrolling, learning how to chill out on the internet a bit, and delves into her cultish religious upbringing BRONWYN: https://twitter.com/brondotcomputer https://www.instagram.com/bronwomb/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 111 - Pizza Party With Hannah Boone

Hannah Boone talks about bipolar, borderline, rehab, and the stigma that still surrounds mental illness. HANNAH: https://twitter.com/boonecomedy ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 110 - Alex Bozinovic Is Not A Hero

Alex Bozinovic talks about Detroit, bipolar dads, conspiracies, imposter syndrome and polyamory. ALEX: https://twitter.com/poppershango https://www.instagram.com/poppershango ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 109 - Maria Guido: Trauma Chameleon

Social worker Maria Guido talks about juvie, childhood trauma, redemption and rehabilitation, and a world beyond black and white, left and right. MARIA: https://twitter.com/Sandernista412 ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 108 - Natalie Wall Says No

Natalie Wall talks about health scares, STDs, sores, warts, gross stuff, and learning how to say NO! NATALIE: https://www.instagram.com/awkwardsexandthecity ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 107 - Andrew Hilary Better Release That Album

Andrew Hilary talks about codependency, perfectionism, and the ups and downs of having a viral tweet ANDREW: https://twitter.com/AndrewHilaryUS https://twitter.com/WorstWeekYet ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 106 - Sameer Naseem: Double Daddy

Sameer Naseem talks about strict immigrant parents, fatherhood, and valuing your own work. SAMEER: https://www.instagram.com/sameermon/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Minisode 23 - Seasonal Affective Disorder PATREON ONLY

A dumb and ambling solo episode about Seasonal Affective Disorder, hear the whole glorious thing by subscribing on patreon! https://www.patreon.com/selfworst

Episode 105 - Veronica Garza Is Actually In A Good Space

Veronica Garza talks about sobriety, explaining therapy to your family, and rediscovers her Catholic guilt! VERONICA: https://www.instagram.com/veros_got_jokes https://twitter.com/veros_broke ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 104 - Khalid Rahmaan Has A Google Doc

Khalid Rahmann talks about evil stepparents, grudges, financial stress, ethical non-monogamy, and cutting out toxic people KHALID: https://www.instagram.com/khalidsays/ https://www.instagram.com/bigbreakstandup ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Minisode 22 - Gray Matter [PATREON PREVIEW]

I talk about dayjob blues, DBT, executive function, and going out in the world SUBSCRIBE ON PATREON TO HEAR

Episode 103 - Zach Nash Leaves A Legacy

Zach Nash talks about Texas, art school, process, the day job/passion project balance, and the anxiety of being "relevant" ZACH: https://twitter.com/znashATX ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/ https://arrowpierce.bandcamp.com/album/lukewarm

Episode 102 - A Brittany Carney Venn Diagram

Brittany Carney talks about ADHD, being "scatterbrained," growing up in Japan, and attachment styles. BRITTANY: https://www.instagram.com/brittany_corndog ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 101 - Geoffrey Asmus: Masturbation Virgin

Geoffrey Asmus talks about religion, sexual repression, and dealing with depression. GEOFFREY: https://www.instagram.com/geoffreyatm/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 100 - Monica Coleslaw Picked The Scab

Guest #1 Monica Coleslaw returns to talk about shame, sobriety, and facing anxiety MONICA: https://twitter.com/VivaColeslaw ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 99 - Aimee Pijper's Car Is Diabetes

Aimee Pijpers talks about diabetes (type 1) hypervigilance, anxiety, alcohol, Angus (the 1995 teen coming of age cult classic comedy) and her newfound passion for building ROBOTS. You can follow Aimee's private insta if you promise to be nice to her: https://www.instagram.com/apijpers/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 98 - Melissa Rocha Deserves It

Melissa Rocha talks about day jobs, having them and leaving them, body image, anxiety and finding it difficult to feel worthy of good things. MELISSA: https://twitter.com/melsideponytail https://www.instagram.com/melsideponytail ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Minisode 21 - Cellar Door (PATREON PREVIEW)

Moving apartments has turned me into a Maoist

Episode 97 - Dan Wilbur: Wellbutrin Brundlefly

Dan Wilbur talks about flying anxiety, medication side effects, imposter syndrome and second guessing, and gives some tips on how to read good DAN: https://twitter.com/DanWilbur https://www.instagram.com/danwilburcomedy ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 96 - Mary Eliska Is Just Doing This For Attention

Mary Eliska (FKA Mary Dorn) talks about racism, imposter syndrome, losing a family member to suicide, and worst of all, GETTING YELLED AT MARY: https://www.marydornphoto.com/ https://www.instagram.com/bk.bap ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 95 - Courtney Maginnis Has Big Feelings

Courtney Maginnis talks about pop icons, drag and queer culture, rape and sexual trauma, slut shaming, and getting real in therapy COURTNEY: http://www.courtneymaginnis.com/ https://www.instagram.com/courtmaginnis/ https://twitter.com/courtmaginnis ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 94 - Gabe Pacheco Has Made His Mark

Gabe Pacheco talks about liberation theology, the aggrieved to bully pipeline, being of service and THE CHILDREN, THE FUTURE. GABE: https://www.instagram.com/gabepac1 https://twitter.com/gabe_pacheco ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 93 - Parasocialism With Jake Flores

Jake Flores returns to talk about productivity, self motivation, doom and hope, podcast cults, and the constant, persistent pain of existence. JAKE: https://twitter.com/feraljokes https://www.instagram.com/feraljokes ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 92 - Jourdain Searles Does Not Want To Argue With You

Jourdain Searles talks about trauma, sexual assault, DBT, and how mental illness and poverty play out in movies and real life JOURDAIN: https://twitter.com/judysquirrels ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Minisode 20 - Delta Blues [PATREON ONLY]

I talk about Covid ptsd, and never ending anxiety

Episode 91 - Madeline Horwath Makes The Connections

Madeline Horwath talks about process, social ineptitude, and The Sopranos. MADELINE: https://www.instagram.com/madelinehorwath ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 90 - Maggie Robinson Katz *Was* Rich

Maggie Robinson Katz (New Yorker Radio Hour) talks about a lost family fortune, depression, and creating for the sake of creating MAGGIE: https://www.wnycstudios.org/podcasts/tnyradiohour/segments/long-distance-con https://www.instagram.com/maggiethemaggie https://www.eventbrite.com/e/doll-parts-dolly-saves-america-tickets-157258258685?aff=odwdwdspacecraft ME: https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson https://www.instagram.com/bradicalpearson/ https://www.instagram.com/selfworst/ PATREON...

Minisode 19 - Tired, Wired, Inspired [PATREON ONLY]

I'm hungover in the park and have an idea

Episode 89 - Luisa Díez Wasn't Wrong

Luisa Díez (Why You Mad Podcast) talks about drugs, conflict, and art under capitalism LUISA: https://twitter.com/luisadieznuts https://twitter.com/WhyYouMadPod https://twitter.com/casualsetsnyc ME: https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson https://www.instagram.com/bradicalpearson/ https://www.instagram.com/selfworst PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 88 - Elsa Eli Waithe Rawdogged The Apocalypse

Elsa Eli Waithe talks about substances, stand up, juvie, and narcissistic parents. ELSA : https://twitter.com/elsajustelsa ME: https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://www.instagram.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Minisode 18 - The Trip (PATREON ONLY)

Solo ep about my trip to Vermont and what happened to my foot

Episode 87 - Will Winner Drops The Curtain

Will Winner talks about positivity, masculinity, baldness, body image, and the enneagram WILL: https://www.instagram.com/will.the.winner ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst/ https://www.instagram.com/bradicalpearson/ https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson PATREON: https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Minisode 16 - Embrace the PAIN

Solo ep. I talk about being a depressed coward, and give you a little pep talk

Episode 86 - Dave Hill Tipped The Dip

Dave Hill talks about his role in the new movie Drunk Bus, Devo, identifying more with bygone eras, anxiety, OCD, and microdosing DAVE: https://www.instagram.com/mrdavehill/ ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst/ https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson https://www.patreon.com/selfworst DRUNK BUS: https://www.drunkbusmovie.com/ MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Minisode 15 - Late Bloomer (Patreon preview)

I enjoy a nice spring day by talking about wasting time, false starts, and the dread of life passing by. 🌸 hear the whole thing on patreon https://www.patreon.com/selfworst

Minisode 14 - Smashboard Confessional

Solo ep about a dumb thing that happened, ADHD and BPD

Episode 85 - 15 Things You Didn't Know About Brian Emond

Brian Emond talks about his new film (15 Things You Didn't Know About Bigfoot, Number 1 Will Blow Your Mind) Catholicism, atheism, how both are kinda annoying, depression and disability. BRIAN: https://twitter.com/brianemond https://crankedupfilms.com/bigfoot?doing_wp_cron=1620305224.2413630485534667968750 ME: https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson https://www.instagram.com/selfworst https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

Episode 84 - Nick Flanagan Checks Some Boxes

Nick Flanagan talks about ADHD, dogs, beards, "PROBLEMATIC" public figures and emotional dysregulation NICK: https://linktr.ee/flans ME: https://www.instagram.com/selfworst/ https://www.instagram.com/bradicalpearson/ https://twitter.com/bradicalpearson https://www.patreon.com/selfworst MUSIC BY SHEA BARTEL: https://sheas.art/

PREVIEW: Minisode 13: Depression BANGERS pt 4: Neutral Milk Hotel