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Chapter Ten, Hollow
Sebastian LaCause, CHASING HAPPY
English - October 04, 2020 13:00 - 35 minutes - 24.6 MBDocumentary Society & Culture Arts Performing Arts narrative storytelling personal unapologetic self-acceptance transformation meditation lgbtq hiv potential Homepage Download Google Podcasts Overcast Castro Pocket Casts RSS feed
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The anger and resentment I experienced due to a career I couldn't get off the ground, inspired a creative manifestation that brought with it some of the things I had been seeking all my life, recognition and praise. However I still hadn't addressed my state of consciousness in any real way so there was only exterior gratification. There was no real meaning because I was still trying to prove something to the world and to myself. Chasing an idea of what I thought success was and consumed in self-obsession. I was creating through a suffering state and that comes with a cost.
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