Nick Thomas Podcast

624 Face Pic

I answer a letter I received from a long time listener who wrote about why some guys don't post pics on their online profiles. Also talk about gay sex. Crusing the nature trail. 

623 Kinky

I talk about things that have me leaning toward the kinky side of homosexuality. 

622 Listener Love

I read an email I received this week from a long time listener in California. Mic: Shure SM7B; Mixer: Mackie DFX6; Recording device: Garageband. Total running time: 48 minutes 50 seconds. 

621 Young Male Wrestler

First I talk about being reunited with someone special from my past. Guess who? I end the podcast talking about a hot young male wrestler named Kid Matthews and a video posted to YouTube of him being beat-up by a brut. Something about this video really aroused me sexually. Am I a freak? Weird? Twisted? A pervert?

620 Gay Men

I talk about gay men in general and a few gay men I know in specific.

619 The Way I Used To Be

I talk about all kinds of things in this one. More insight into: Who is Nick Thomas?

618 Why?

I talk about my visit to the 1917 Clinic on Tuesday and one guy who impressed me and another who did not. I also offer insight into how I think about sex.

617 Virgin

I really feel somewhat like a virgin waiting to be penetrated for the first time.

616 The New Normal

I talk about how I'm not normal. 

615 Dark Shadows 2

I talk about the soon to be released "Dark Shadows" film directed by Tim Burton.

614 A Dose of Medicine

I took my first dose of HIV meds on Friday.

613 Bad News

I talk about recent news concerning my health. Also, my thoughts in regard to death squads killing young gay and Emo males in Iraq. How much do they differ from gay bashers here in the U.S., and the influence of religion on this hatred toward gays. Lastly, I talk about the new Dark Shadows movie trailer to be released tomorrow. Will Tim Burton and Johnny Depp screw it up? Probably.

612 Dark Shadows 1

Introduction to my favorite television show, "Dark Shadows". Dark Shadows was a gothic serial which aired on ABC-TV from 1966-1971. It tells the story of the Collins family. A family haunted by ghosts from the past and by present day supernatural occurrences. The introduction of Barnabas Collins, a guilt-ridden vampire to the series brought the show high ratings and a fan following not seen in its day. My hope is that you will fall in love with this story as I did. That is the purpose of thi...

611 Lady in the House

I talk about the lady from the public health dept. coming to my house on Friday. 

610 Boys who practice deception

I talk about amoral guys who wouldn't think twice about exposing other guys to HIV. 

609 Where do I go from here?

I talk about getting my man juices flowing again. 

608 Unwanted Surprises

Today's visit to the clinic. The news wasn't all good. Another unwanted surprise, at the clinic and in an envelope on my front door when I returned home. 

606 We

A more philosophical look at my disease. I am now a member a select group of gay men. Not the kind of group you intentionally join; or not so for me. I only today realized, my pool of dudes has drastically shrunk in size. I'm looking for a key to unlock a magical door to find others like me. A secret society where poz guys, do poz guys. 

605 Don't be angry with me darling

Talk about revisiting Adam4Adam since posting my result. 47 min 05 sec

604 Hope

I talk about how I've been feeling since learning of my HIV status on Friday. Total running time: 23 minutes 01 second

603 The Result

I talk about how I'm feeling after learning yesterday that I am HIV Positive. 

602 If the news is bad

I update my ongoing health issues. Not to much to report, yet. 

601 To feel the pleasure, to feel the pain

600 HIV Or Cancer?

I talk about my visit with the doctor this morning. Mic: Shure SM7B; Mixer: Mackie DFX6; Recording device: Garageband. Total running time: 48 minutes 42 seconds. 

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599 The best show ever?

I was wondering what television show was your favorite show? The one you could not miss as a child or a young adult? 

598 Hillbilly Junction

I talk. You listen. Maybe?

597 Between Here And There

Misc. thoughts.

596 Closer

I talk a little politics in this one and also address a cool email I recieved from Antonie. He had his first experience going out to a gay bar. I remember my first experience at the gay bar in Huntsville, Alabama. Like a kid in a candy store! 

595 All the way inside

I start out by complaining about how Coulter treats me and end up talking about both oral and anal gay sex. 

594 Sleep

I haven't been able to sleep the past two nights, so that's why I'm so bitchy in this podcast.

593 The Night Before Christmas

Clement Clarke Moore (1779 - 1863) wrote the poem Twas the night before Christmas also called “A Visit from St. Nicholas" in 1822. It is now the tradition in many American families to read the poem every Christmas Eve. This is my reading of this most famous of Christmas poems. I hope you have a very, merry Christmas!

592 Kind of Rushed

I talk about my day, how rushed I've been. I share my discovery of "boxee", a cool piece of software you can download for free or you could fork over over a hundred dollars to purchase their hardware device. I went for the free software. I also talk about Dark Shadows and my love of Brahms and Mahler's music. 

591 Slapping Skin

I share some (of late) rare good news concerning my job. I touch on Sandusky. Bad choice of words! lol I move on to size matters. What I like in the dick department.

590 Sexually Experienced (Not so)

I hope this podcast will better explain myself to you. 

589 Classical Gay Sex Mix

It is what it is

588 So They Say

I start out talking about Brahms Symphonies and Simon Rattle. During the second half of the podcast I return to the topic of sexual abuse after receiving a heart-felt email from fellow podcaster, John Ong. Mic: Shure SM7B; Mixer: Mackie DFX6; Recording device: Garageband. Total running time: 59 minutes 48 seconds.

587 Dancing Gay Kids

I talk about a YouTube video a listener of mine recommended I watch. Is there something wrong with recognizing male beauty? Why are so many older people hung up on male sexuality?

586 You can't rape the willing

I talk about personal responsibility. Total running time: 58 minutes 56 seconds

585 Horny

I talk about breath control. About being horny. About kinky sex. About kinky gay films like "Dead Guys".

584 Cookie Monster

I tell the story of a guy who everyone called, "Cookie Monster". Why he brings to mind the goings on at Penn State and the man behind those alligations of child sex abuse, Jerry Sandusky. I'm inclined to believe that Sandusky is guilty of at least some of what is being said of him. But why did he become an abuser of boys? That's what I want to know and that's what I talk about in this podcast. 

583 Goulash

I talk about Coulter's unexpected visit last evening. I'd made  my Mom's recipe for goulash yesterday afternoon and was surpised by Coulter, but used his visit to get him to taste the goulash. He said he liked it, but he may have just been trying to be nice. I can't figure him out.

582 You Are My Friends

I talk about Michael in Germany and my difference in regard to the issue of child sex abuse. Michael says I do not know what I'm talking about and should just "shut up". Tell me what you think. I also read two listeners emails. Very nice emails that make me feel like doing this podcast is worth it. I think I forgot to talk about my visit to the Doctor yesterday except for a picture on the examination room wall. As for the doctor's visit. We talked, the doctor took blood samples and I should ...

581 If it feels right

I talk about my stressful weekend here at home. I also amplify my remarks regarding the Penn State Sex Scandal.

580 What I think about the Penn State Scandal

I talk about allegations of sexual involvement with underage boys by a former Penn State Defensive Coach. Can we draw an arbitary line for sexual maturity? Legal consent? Why didn't any of these boys tell? Or did they seek favors for sex? Were they really abused? I guess we shall learn the truth as this story develops. 

579 This Life

I reflect on my life up to this point. I read a listener's email to me about his own suicide attempt. 

578 About Weirdness / Monogamy

I begin this podcast talking about my encounter with the shopvac in Saturday's video podcast, but soon turn to a conversation I had with Colter on Sunday concerning monogamy. I know most here have heard my views on this before, but it be interesting to hear what the newbies think about my take on cheating. 49 minutes 25 seconds 

577 Worthless

I talk about those things that have been troubling me lately. 

576 The end is coming soon

I talk about some bad news I recieved this morning and how it could lead to my end. I talk about guys I've been having sex with lately. 

575 Rocketship to Uranus

I talk about my facination with rocketships, maybe its because they remind me of something else. If you look at the shape of the rockets that took the Apollo astronauts into space, I think you will see its simularity with the shape of the male penis. Coincidence or inspiration? Yesterday I had fun with a hot 27 y o white guy. He had a nice rocketship and it blasted off all over me.