I am beginning to go a little deeper with self-reckoning. Referencing the last episode: sure, I was triggered in my book research recently, but what was it about? I discuss what it was that sent me back to therapy last week. I talk about my carefree days as a young reporter and how my reporter attitude has changed now that I am having to do research as a middle-aged woman. My embarrassed surprise at having to deal with the L-word.