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If I Fall Back Down- The Podcast
55 episodes - English - Latest episode: about 3 years ago -"Romance that kicks you in the teeth like a sixteen hole doc marten boot" Having recently been dropped by my publisher, my books canceled and finding myself out of work, rather than seeing my beloved 'Fall Back Down' trilogy homeless, I've decided to relaunch them in a brand new format. Every week I am going to work through the books, chapter by chapter. This is not meant to be an audio book, it's not a professional recording, it is casual and informal, just me reading my books to you the way I might if I were reading to a friend, with a little bit of chat and original music mixed in. Here is the basic jist of the first book:Tobias Grave and Morven Strike have nothing in common, or so it would seem. A punk rock legend in his thirties who's had a poverty stricken life on the streets, plagued by a drink and drug problem, and a teenage girl, who, well, has had a pretty normal life so far. Just doesn't seem right does it? Yet it works, somehow, for a while at least, until it all comes crashing down. You can open this memoir of a punk rock lifestyle almost at any point and be entertained by touching stories of Tobi and his band of street punks or harrowing accounts of drug and alcohol abuse. Tobi has had to overcome some huge trials in his life but see how this hardened die hard punk will cope when he looses the love of his life to a group of racist, nazi skin heads.
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Episodes
Don't Worry Bout me- Episode 15
May 10, 2021 23:00 - 23 minutes - 16.5 MBIt's the penultimate episode! Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 14
May 03, 2021 23:00 - 32 minutes - 22 MBTobi let's his temper get the better on him. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 13
April 26, 2021 23:00 - 31 minutes - 21.5 MBKnuckles attempts to force a reconciliation between Tobi and Reno. Clara returns to Brighton. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 12
April 12, 2021 23:00 - 26 minutes - 18.4 MBReno introduces Goldie to his friends and Tobi suffers a betrayal. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 11
April 05, 2021 23:00 - 38 minutes - 26.7 MBReno visits Goldie in prison and Tobi hears some harsh truths from an unexpected visitor. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 10
March 29, 2021 23:00 - 26 minutes - 18.4 MBClara has some shocking news and Tobi escapes the intervention with terrible consequences. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 9
March 23, 2021 00:00 - 37 minutes - 25.6 MBReno makes an unexpected visit. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 8
March 16, 2021 00:00 - 25 minutes - 17.7 MBReno gets a letter and Tobi is loosing his mind, again. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 7
March 09, 2021 00:00 - 39 minutes - 27.3 MBTobi gets into bother with a local hard man in Glasgow. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 6
March 02, 2021 00:00 - 21 minutes - 15 MBThe Radicals are planning a new tour and Reno decided to take Gaz's advice. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 5
February 25, 2021 00:00 - 45 minutes - 31.4 MBA night of drinking leaves Reno in a bad way. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 4
February 23, 2021 00:00 - 33 minutes - 23.3 MBThe band make a dramatic decision that's sure to annoy Kenny. Reno takes his rebellion to the next level. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 3
February 16, 2021 00:00 - 43 minutes - 29.9 MBTobi worries he is selling out and Reno bunks off school. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 2
February 09, 2021 00:00 - 45 minutes - 31.1 MBReno is having trouble with bullies at school. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Don't Worry 'Bout Me- Episode 1
February 02, 2021 11:00 - 40 minutes - 28.1 MBWe return with the final series. Tobi and Reno are both a little older and there's problems developing with their father/son bond. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Eighteen
December 31, 2020 11:00 - 32 minutes - 22.6 MBThis week we bring you the live recording of the penultimate episode of this series. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Seventeen
December 08, 2020 11:00 - 47 minutes - 32.5 MBTrouble is brewing at Morven's memorial gig... Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Sixteen
December 02, 2020 14:00 - 23 minutes - 16.2 MBMorven's funeral is a sad affair, but despite what's happened, Goldie pushes on with hos plan. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Fifteen
November 24, 2020 10:00 - 36 minutes - 25.3 MBTrevor has a plan which backfires horribly, with devastating results. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Fourteen
November 17, 2020 00:00 - 27 minutes - 18.7 MBGoldie exploits a situation to his advantage, Morven finds herself in a dangerous situation and Tobi is on the rampage after learning of Reno's school's negligence. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Thirteen
November 09, 2020 14:00 - 40 minutes - 27.6 MBMorven is offered a job while while and incident at Reno's school leads Tobi to a disturbing discovery. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
Episode Thirteen
November 09, 2020 14:00 - 40 minutes - 27.6 MBMorven is offered a job while while and incident at Reno's school leads Tobi to a disturbing discovery. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode twelve
October 27, 2020 00:00 - 37 minutes - 25.9 MBTobi is left on his own again and Goldie steps up his efforts to become involved in Reno's life. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Eleven
October 20, 2020 13:00 - 42 minutes - 29.4 MBTobi starts seeing a therapist, Morven has another go at being a Mum and Goldie takes the first step in his plan for a relationship with Reno. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Ten
October 13, 2020 13:00 - 26 minutes - 18.3 MBThis week we hear from a new voice, a character who hasn't spoken to us before, and things are getting tense... Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Nine
October 07, 2020 14:00 - 30 minutes - 21.2 MBMorven tries to win over Tom, while Tobi arrives home to face the music. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Eight
September 28, 2020 23:00 - 28 minutes - 19.8 MBMorven's Mum has an unwanted visitor and Tobi returns home in disgrace. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Seven
September 21, 2020 23:00 - 26 minutes - 18 MBMorven reveals who she really is to the film crew and surprises her former band mates. There is an incident at Tobi's Blackpool gig as we see his mental state beginning to deteriorate. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Six
September 14, 2020 23:00 - 29 minutes - 20.4 MBTobi sets off on tour and Morven is plotting something for the Black Friday Gig. This week we have music from Almighty Me. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Five
September 07, 2020 23:00 - 21 minutes - 15 MBTobi is shocked by something Reno draws while Morven is picked up by an unlikely group while hitchhiking. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Four
August 31, 2020 23:00 - 22 minutes - 15.7 MBTobi has some trouble with the school gate mums while Morven makes the risky decision to hitchhike to Brighton. With music from The Ads. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Three
August 24, 2020 23:00 - 24 minutes - 17 MBTobi is planning to take the band on the road again while Morven contemplates how on earth she is going to get to Brighton to see Reno. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode Two
August 17, 2020 23:00 - 29 minutes - 20.4 MBTobi tries to explain death to his son, while Moven starts out on a plan to visit Reno... Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down Again- Episode One
August 10, 2020 23:00 - 22 minutes - 15.5 MBWe return with book two. Will it all be rosy for Tobi and Morven? Has Morven had the baby? Are the pair making a go of their formerly rocky marriage? Listen to find out... Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Twenty
July 13, 2020 13:00 - 30 minutes - 20.9 MBWhat will be in store for Tobi and Morven in the explosive conclusion to series one? Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Nineteen
June 29, 2020 23:00 - 27 minutes - 19.2 MBMorven is keeping a shocking secret. Tobi struggles to deal with the aftermath of Morven's illegal gig. With both our heroes careering towards disaster, this, the penultimate, only sees things get more crazy for the pair. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Eighteen
June 22, 2020 23:00 - 25 minutes - 17.4 MBTobi makes the journey to Edinburgh to find Morven. Goldie and Morven host an illegal DIY gig in their flat in sitehill, but it all doesn't go to plan. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Seventeen
June 15, 2020 23:00 - 22 minutes - 15.7 MBTobi is missing following Morven's betrayal. Kenny finds a way to make things difficult for Morven and her future career. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Sixteen
June 08, 2020 23:00 - 41 minutes - 28.8 MBTobi finds out about Morven's betrayal and reacts by causing a scene at a show. Morven tries to settle into her new life with Goldie. In listener stories Raven and Gerry read through some embarrassing song lyrics. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Fifteen
June 01, 2020 23:00 - 32 minutes - 22 MBTobi seems intent on recreating the punk rock house as he records his new album. Morven takes advantage of his distracted state to further her relationship with Goldie. In listeners stories we welcome back Dave from The Ads to tell us more tales of gigs gone wrong. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Fourteen
May 25, 2020 23:00 - 30 minutes - 20.8 MBMorven is feeling the pressure to end her relationship with Tobi. Tobi revisits the house where he grew up. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Thirteen
May 18, 2020 23:00 - 44 minutes - 30.6 MBMorven finds herself living a double life. Tobi and Overdose try to make amends for the events at the punk rock house by tracking down Nikki. In listener stories, Raven tells us about her first experience of a gig at Glasgow Barrowlands. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Twelve
May 11, 2020 23:00 - 36 minutes - 25 MBMorven flirts with the alternative modeling world, much to Tobi's annoyance. In Listener stories we chat with Dave, formerly of The Ads, who tells us some hilarious stories of gigs gone wrong. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Eleven
May 04, 2020 23:00 - 34 minutes - 23.9 MBMorven grows frustrated with her new band mates while on tour. Brewing trouble boils over into tragedy for one of The Radicals. In listener stories, a listener gives us some excellent advice and tips for a more DIY approach to music, drawing from his own experience of the scene. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Ten
April 27, 2020 23:00 - 44 minutes - 30.6 MBTobi recalls the Radical's early success. Morven feels she is being suffocated and decides to rebel by taking off on her own. In listener stories, Raven and Gerry recant some of the embarrassing song lyrics they wrote as teenagers. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Nine
April 20, 2020 23:00 - 37 minutes - 25.6 MBThe Radicals tour of the states sees everyone starting to get on each others nerves. Morven has a frightening episode while socialising with Tobi's friends. In listener stories we have a recollection of a battle of the bands evening which goes slightly wrong. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Eight
April 13, 2020 23:00 - 44 minutes - 30.4 MBAn assault on a young girl in the punk rock house sets Reno onto a bad path. Tobi and Morven make a reckless decision following a death in the family. In listener stories we bring you a superb recollection of a listeners first experience of attending a gig. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Seven
April 06, 2020 23:00 - 36 minutes - 25.2 MBA day of busking in Brighton leads to the birth of The Radicals, while a similar stunt years later has a less than pleasant outcome for Morven. In listener stories Raven and Gerry recall how some confusion over song lyrics nearly ended badly...twice... Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Six
March 30, 2020 23:00 - 35 minutes - 24.3 MBMorven makes a snap decision about her future and Tobi recalls his time as a young homeless kid in the company of Camden's street punks. With special guest appearance from Gerry Neary in the listener stories section. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)
If I Fall Back Down- Episode Five
March 24, 2020 00:00 - 26 minutes - 18.2 MBTobi looks back on the shocking act of violence that leads him to run away from home and his abusive father at the age of sixteen. Support the show (http://patreon.com/ififallbackdown)