47 Shame and Redemption: St. Peter and You
Interior Integration for Catholics
English - December 21, 2020 10:00 - 59 minutes - 48.6 MBChristianity Religion & Spirituality Health & Fitness Mental Health Homepage Download Google Podcasts Overcast Castro Pocket Casts RSS feed
Intro: Welcome to the podcast Coronavirus Crisis: Carpe Diem!, where by God’s grace, you and I rise up and embrace the possibilities and opportunities for spiritual and psychological growth right now, in these days, all grounded in a Catholic worldview. This podcast is about transformation -- a radical transformation of self, overcoming anything that gets in the way of us loving God our Father and Mary our Mother with the trust and dependence of a little child. This podcast is all about real love in real relationships and it's messy. I’m clinical psychologist Peter Malinoski and I am here with you, to be your host and guide. This podcast is part of Souls and Hearts, our online outreach at soulsandhearts.com, which is all about shoring up our natural foundation for the Catholic spiritual life, all about overcoming psychological obstacles to being loved and to loving God and neighbor -- This is episode 47, released on December 21, 2020
and it is titled: Shame and Redemption: St. Peter and You it is the 11th episode in our series on shame.
Thank you for being here with me.
This episode stands alone Episodes 37, 38 and 39 lay out the conceptual foundations on shame Last episode we discussed how shame can lead to tragedy in the story of Judas Iscariot.
Continuing to illustrate shame and related concepts with stories
Now we are going to look at an story of intense shame and redemption. The story of the Apostle PeterReally going to look inside of Peter's mind, heart, body and soul todayReally focus on understanding what happened in his life
Making sense of his decisions, his choices I share his name. I connect with him, he makes so much sense to me. Very similar parts.
In our fallen world, in our fallen human condition, all of us have elements of what Peter struggled with. We can learn from Peter's redemption
Profiling St. Peter
Teaching you to recognize parts in other, parts in yourself
I am an IFS therapist -- really interested in parts of people Understanding parts really helps us grow in the understanding of ourselves and others
Socrates: Know thyself Jesus: Removing the beam in your own eye Recognizing, identifying your parts and the parts of others is really helpful for loving the other person. Why? Loving a person means accepting loving all their parts. All of them. It is really helpful to know a part in order understand what it needs. Doesn't mean affirming every actionDoesn't mean agreeing with every opinionDoesn't mean endorsing every desireDoesn't mean encouraging every impulse
See what you resonate with What are parts?
Discrete, autonomous mental systems, each with own idiosyncratic range of emotion, style of expression, abilities, desires views of the world. Modes of operatingSubpersonalitiesOrchestra modelFocus is on integration.
Get forced into extreme roles -- attachment injuries and relational traumas Three roles
Exiles -- most sensitive -- become injured or outraged. Threatens the system, external relationshipsExploited, rejected, abandoned in external relationshipsWant care and love, rescue, redemptionshame. Need for redemption
Managers
Protective, strategic, controlling environment, keep things safe Obsessions. Compulsions, reclusiveness, passivity, numbing. Panic attacks, somatic complaints, depressive episodes, hypervigiliance.
Firefighters
Stifle, anesthetize, distract from feelings of exiles No concern for consequences Binge eating, drug/alcohol use, dissociation, sexual risk taking, cutting
Parts can take over the person
Like in Pixar Movie Inside Out -- anger taking over the control panel of the main character Riley We call it blending.
IFS on the Self -- (recorded)
Self defined as the seat of consciousness Self can be occluded or overwhelmed by parts When self accepts and loves parts, those parts transform back into who they were meant to be Self-led mind is self-righting. self -- Active inner leader -- more than mindfulness Parts find the relationship with the self very reassuring
But to reap the benefits they have to unblend from and notice the self This is frightening can challenging to parts Agency in the parts -- parts are making decisions about unblending in IFS model
Intrinsic qualities of the self
Curiosity Compassion Calm Confidence Courage Clarity Creativity Connectedness Kindness
The self can be easily occluded, obscured, hidden by protective parts who take over in response to fear, anger or shame
St. Peters Parts -- or modes of operating
Boldness, self confidence Overconfidence
Manager Part.
Fisherman who owned his own boat
A part that wants to be big.
Have to make quick decisions Dangerous occupation
Respected in Galilee, a leader Courage, Fortitude Leads to forgetting the teaching of Jesus Established, married.
Defends against a shame exile.
Spontaneity/Impulsivity Manager leaping inQuick reactions -- this part leaps into action instantaneously
Man of action Courage here too Trusted his instincts. Capable of intense emotionDriven by that emotion
Seizing opportunities as they arise See opportunity, seize opportunityNo dithering
Can lead to ra...