Black, Sexy, Geeky and Mental

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219. Not About Numbers But Connections

My 38th birthday is coming up and I need money so please step up. Black Chick Watching is not as fun to do anymore. I might could be on TV, no big deal. https://www.paypal.me/blackchickwatching/38

Big Deal Birthdays Only

I want to do my online live birthday fundraiser on July 29th. Not sure where. 

218. Wrong and Happy

I can't keep being up and arms about everything that is offensive. I am not down with these academics that think they are revolutionaries.

217. Embers of the Phoenix

I am not doing awesome but hanging in there. I have respectable gentleman donors that don't send dick pics with donations. I get some blows to my ego with dating. Still no luck with jobs. I do some guilt-free distancing from my extended family.    

216. Chocolate Pants Around Dogs

I hit hard times and cry when asking for money for the show. I have no friends to call just for fun or anything else and no one calls me so I am lonely. Dog owners suck. Sometimes you think you are helping me but you are not. If you want to help there are very specific things you can do. The host of the long-running British radio show "Just a Minute" took a day off and the nation and I freaked out and I have no one to share that with. I am hunting for a part-time job.

215. Dream Vacuum

I'm here, I'm horny, deal with it. I sent a listener a sexy surprise. I am moving on and letting go of dreams of the past. I retell my Burlesque origin story. Please send in ideas for me to do in on shows on the Black Chick Watching Podcast Network but absolutely no guest recommendations. I really relied on my female connections this week. I am putting my business on hold for the summer and getting a traditional job and I got rid of my business coach. This summer I will have romance and/o...

214. Permission to Just Show Up

213. No Heels for Now

212. My Kind of Party

I am adding a new type of offering to my biz that will get my name out there and keep me in practice more. I purposely add branching out from marginalized groups to broaden my horizons. I can't help a depressed listener but I am pulling for you. I am going to the next level in my life so I hand with next level people. Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.c...

211. Where Do You Think All This Gold Came From?

The women in Thor were everything. They got the villain right. I bet you can't find an example of a pretty white girl who is the lead in a movie that didn't have someone infatuated with her. I need some dick. Online dating is going well. Lost Girl (TV Show) Siren (TV show 2018) Once Upon a Time (TV show) Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsg...

210. If you REALLY want to help...

I am getting the ball rolling on my Burlesque for Better Body Image program and you can help in a very practical way. Email and/or listen to this episode for details. I am learning more and more what I do and don't like during sexy times. I deciphering a date's first meeting location choice.

209. Wives of The Planet

In this episodes: I have business doubts because no one believes in me. Dating is going well. I get to meet mad cool listeners.

208. Biz Trippin'

In this episode: I am going on a business trip. A storm messed up my dating calendar. No for real, I am done with my sexy SnapChat AGAIN. I stumbled across an extreme amount of lack of talent.

207. Sexting The Ungrateful

I have ungrateful snapchat viewers. I am doubting myself about my business but I am still moving forward. I have an issue with trainers of a certain type. Victim blaming those in need.

206. Pretty Pin-Up Princess Wants More

In this episode: I retell about my adventure dancing in the strip club. I lament about feeling lonely on V-Day.

205. Hurting and Being Hurt

I talk about my business joys and pains. I am still not getting enough for my sexy. Contact about rules for sending me pics. self-defense February 13th, 2018 BBW night at a strip club in Rhode Island. Do you want in? Contact me. 6TH ANNUAL BLACK, SEX, GEEKY, AND MENTAL ANNIVERSARY SHOW/FUNDRAISER. Sunday, January 29th, 2018 7 PM EST Don't miss the train wreck Come to amberpodcast.com to get the link to join. https://www.paypal.com/donate/?token=GkwybfMdgP2colwyfC0uph17KH2djGBgTQL1...

204. Unpopular Opinion

I'm sick again (or still). The you-know-who's will not like what I think about sexual assault vs. sexual rudeness. There might be other stuff but I am sick so here is an episode.

203. I As Well

I had a sad Christmas and will have a lonely New Years. Light skin problems. I want to go to a fancy sex party. My workshop is around the corner. Big boob problems. I am leaving team natural, for a while. Do your part to see sexy pics. Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways...

Announcement Upcoming Friendless Geek Live

The Friendless Geek watches the Doctor Who Christmas 2017 special on BBC America LIVE on Facebook live. Christmas night 9 pm est facebook group: Black Chick Watching facebook page: Amber P. Knight blackchickwatching.com

202. The Id of This Show

I have a new podcast I am just loving and relate to called Mixed Signals Podcast. I am going back to my former therapist. I found another journal from my past. My workshop is launched and ready for sign-up. Black Women, Taste of Exotic Dance WorkshopRelax, feel confident and celebrate your body! January 15, 2018 2 pm - 5 pm Cambridge, MA https://www.eventbrite.com/e/black-women-taste-of-exotic-dance-workshop-tickets-41512054673     Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audi...

201. The Journal's End

I finally, finish reading my college journal and tell the dramatic conclusion to my relationship with "Rat Bastard". I am still looking for my tribe and think I am getting close. Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental....

200. Ain’t I A Star

My lonely Thanksgiving 2017.  The book Pussy is still rocking my world. I am so over patriarchy. More journal reading about “Him”, not getting a part in a musical, and the It factor.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blac...

199. Balling Behind The Prompt Book

I go on about my for real love of Audible.com and hating the SpaceSquare(Reverse those words) website builder that I use but I am stuck there. I feel weird saying the title of an awesome book I am reading called P-U-S-S-Y. Updates on my business building woes. More of my college journal reading. Audiobook recommendation: Pussy: A Reclamation by Regena Thomashauer Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Episode 54. Broken Unicorn http://www.blacksexygee...

198. No Edits But Here

197. Bitter Helper

196.  Joy Killer

In this episode: My mom is in the hospital because of Gallstones, she will be fine.  I  don’t want to take away joy from something in pop culture/the arts for some other Black woman the way it was taken from me by some bitches.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fu...

195. Kizzy Was Royal, Missy Anne Just Spoiled

Send this Black girl some love, and money. People are vexing my Black girl spirit. I used money earned off scum bags to benefit my podcasts. Let these buddies live their life. Let me know if you want to be my accountability partner for my business. White people stop trying to over relate to issue with people of color.  I need some dick right now,   https://www.paypal.com/donate/?token=zwFSy0rXYZreZd8DYd82sufOurKRcS_aPEF7oO9Ya7awoBW04S9yYAzPX6BGCYmj4xMBBW&country.x=US&locale.x=US   G...

194. Young Me Was Boring

I lament about hating living with my parents I read some hit or miss entries from my high school diary and my college journal. Rock On Cool Kid tee for sale https://teespring.com/rockoncoolblack   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the sh...

193.  I’ll Move Out By 6/1/18

I had a crush. He don't like me. End of story.   My only current goal is moving out of my parent's place. I start my business class soon.  I am looking to start a mastermind group. The Humbled Hobo Team Black Chick Watching's entry to Boston's 2017 48-hour Film Project. https://youtu.be/iWd5PkaNgHk   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/theb...

192. What If Jill In IT Dies?

Rest In Power one of my heroes.  My 2 cents on a “controversial” BJ scene.  I read more of my college journal.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe in iTunes: http://itunes.ap...

191. The Original Cool Kid Origin Story

I read from one of my old journals.  I talk about a guy I wrecked myself to impress in my youth. I am simplifying my life inside and out.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe ...

190. There is a "Wellll..." For Everything

 In this episode: I do a bad job of not talking about racism in the news. Women need a fighting chance. I do not get rewarded for my good karma towards men. A male feminist judges the hell out of me. Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.bla...

189. Embarrassing Whisper 

In this episode: I do a list of things I find hot, a passion that keeps me going, self-care that helps with balance, updates about my business, I could use some more money right about now, I feel I am on my own in this fight and it totally feels like a fight.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Ne...

Episode 188. My Hot Chocolate Made Him Arrive

 In this episode: Sexy party strike out. I need a creativity partner. I am a brave Goddess and you can’t tell me different.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe in iTunes: htt...

187. Don’t Leave It In The Air

It is my birthday and I am sad.  I like men in some roles but the world needs more change.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe in iTunes: http://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/b...

186. You’re Not Normal or Special

I missed out on the free love era. I am prepping for an adult party coming up. I am doing the inner work too, not just my students. It starts with feeling safe. I still need a reason to dance. I am planning a self-care tour for my birthday.     Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http:...

185. It’s All In The Thumbnails 

I am staying in my lane entrepreneurially and slowing down and focusing. I want to be on stage again. I need new friends. My life is lacking in so many areas. Micromentor.org Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmen...

Noted

I talk about a sad Documentary and how I still keep on keeping on. Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe in iTunes: http://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/black-sexy-geeky-and-mental/id499583382 Subscribe i...

Episode 184. Turning Every Which Way

  I am going back to my roots of helping women feel good in their bodies. I talk about my movie. Guys have been taking my sexuality for granted. If you want to see me being sexy you need to pay me.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http...

183. The Podcast Amber That You Like

Meeting podcasters and listeners in person and being nervous, doing my own thing that I am good at, my new R rated social media. Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe in iTunes: http://itunes.apple.com/...

182. Numbers I Will Ne Never Tell You

I am doubting my talent as a movie maker, my numbers on my other podcast have gone down.  I still don’t get why classy people listen to this raunchy grossness. I talk about being horny and the reciprocity of SnapChat.    Black Chick Watching 48 Hour Film Project Kickstarter http://kck.st/2rJVBao   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgm...

181. Send Pics Of You Arriving

  In this episode: I am looking for someone to be my mastermind partner and help with my other podcast   DONATE  - https://www.paypal.me/blackchickwatching Site: blackchickwatching.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/groups/blackchickwatching/ Subscribe in iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/black-chick-watching/id1008771215 Subscribe in Stitcher: http://www.stitcher.com/s?fid=68432&refid=stpr Donation: https://www.paypal.me/bl...

180. Straight With An Asterisk

In this episode: I am an obvious revelation. Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe in iTunes: http://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/black-sexy-geeky-and-mental/id499583382 Subscribe in Stitcher:...

179. What I Stumble?

  In this episode: Guy friends I am not gonna try to come on to you. I have butt shape issues. I talk about other stuff but I am sleepy and want to play with my cat, watch a comedy then go to sleep.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the sho...

178. Searching Snoring Waveforms

  In this episode: I miss being glamorous doing Burlesque. I am getting tested for ADHD. I want to use Snapchat for what it is really for, dick pics. Please donate to my movie project Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexyge...

177. A Ton of Triggers

Trigger central just skip this one and practice self-self.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe in iTunes: http://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/black-sexy-geeky-and-mental/id499...

176. Green Light to Flirt, Red Light to Hurt

In this episode: Am I in danger?   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe in iTunes: http://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/black-sexy-geeky-and-mental/id499583382 Subscribe in Stitcher: ...

175. Review Untitled Nerd Ettiquet

My head hurt.  I didn’t edit anything.   Get a FREE audiobook of your choice from Audible: audibletrial.com/bsgm Site: www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com Email: [email protected] Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/thebsgmpodcast Twitter: @AmberPodcast       Newsletter: http://eepurl.com/i0fuf Ways to support the show: http://www.blacksexygeekyandmental.com/support/ Subscribe in iTunes: http://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/black-sexy-geeky-and-mental/id499583382 Subscribe i...