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You Yourself and Why

111 episodes - English - Latest episode: over 2 years ago - ★★★★★ - 86 ratings

Self-growth is a difficult and lengthy process that never ends. When we look inward and live our truth, we’ll finally get a chance to know who we truly are, instead of the cookie cutter, merry-go-round version we’ve been living to fit our environment. But it’s all so daunting and scary. Where do we begin? How do we change the things we don’t like about ourselves? How can we cultivate self-love and more meaningful relationships with people? Why is pure happiness so difficult to come by?

You Yourself and Why is a motivational look at the process and lifestyle of self-discovery. We’ll discuss topics ranging from health and wellness practices, spirituality, stress management, trauma, fulfillment, and tons more. Learning more about yourself than you ever thought possible and finding out why it matters to know yourself. Opening up and sharing is where it all begins. Self-help is one thing, but knowing who you truly are and why this “you” needs to live out loud is what I am all about. Testimonials, storytelling, interviews, tips and guidance will make this process a little less scary and I’d like to start the conversation off with: “Hi, it’s nice to finally meet you.”

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84: "Road Trip Friendship, Constructive Rejection, and Bleeding Out Familial Codependency" w/ Healer Jordan C. Winn

September 02, 2021 18:51 - 1 hour - 159 MB

This was such a widely spanning, healing conversation while out in the Oregon forest! Join me and Sound Healer, Reiki Practitioner, and overall amazing human Jordan C. Winn! We discuss the bumpy journey to self-awareness, generational healing, and much more!

83: "Coming Out of the Christ Closet" w/ Just Kassy

August 19, 2021 21:37 - 57 minutes - 79.3 MB

After five years as an online spiritual community builder, my dear friend Kassy has left the New Age space to pursue a life with Jesus Chris as her savior. Kassy and I sit by our Montana campfire and discuss all the incredible experiences and what's next.

82: Reclaiming My Heart on the Open Road...

August 06, 2021 00:50 - 1 hour - 140 MB

I'm falling back in love with myself on the open road. This spiritual cross-country journey was always about finding a deeper sense of who I am. With Summer 2021 in its Leo Season peak, I'm headed back to bear country to pick my heart up where I left it...

81: "Saying Yes to Our Collective Sexual Healing" w/ Tantra Coach Dominique D'vita

July 25, 2021 05:09 - 2 hours - 203 MB

Tantra isn't just sex, but fulfilled healing in all aspects of our energetic experience. Dominique D'vita is a registered nurse and tantra, self-love and relationship coach who's here to support the sexual awakening in us all. Say yes to Yes, Tantra! Follow Dominique: Instagram: @yestantra Youtube: Yes Tantra Follow this link for 50% off the official e-book: 12 Days of Self Love with code BEST-LOVE for 50% off for 'You Yourself and Why' listeners!

80: "Indoctrination, Incarceration, and Reconciliation" w/ Ben Ortiz

July 16, 2021 01:07 - 1 hour - 124 MB

My friend Ben Ortiz shares his journey from gang violence, imprisonment, organized religion and into spirituality. We discuss the subtle forms of programming that migrate from one place to the other and how we can liberate ourselves for good.

84: "Indoctrination, Incarceration, and Reconciliation" w/ Ben Ortiz

July 16, 2021 01:07 - 1 hour - 124 MB

My friend Ben Ortiz shares his journey from gang violence, imprisonment, organized religion and into spirituality. We discuss the subtle forms of programming that migrate from one place to the other and how we can liberate ourselves for good.

83: My Karmic Lessons on Spiritual Accountability

July 08, 2021 22:16 - 1 hour - 85.1 MB

As I shift my energy and my body here in Arizona, I'm ready to call myself out on a ton of bullshit. I am seeing and sharing where karma is showing me open lessons that I'm still in the classroom for after hours. Things are happening and it's all Divine.

79: My Karmic Lessons on Spiritual Accountability

July 08, 2021 22:16 - 1 hour - 85.1 MB

As I shift my energy and my body here in Arizona, I'm ready to call myself out on a ton of bullshit. I am seeing and sharing where karma is showing me open lessons that I'm still in the classroom for after hours. Things are happening and it's all Divine.

82: The Purple Power of Intuitive Healing

June 22, 2021 08:56

This is a celebration episode for my 34th birthday and my two-year anniversary of 'You Yourself and Why.' Messages from Spirit have been coming in louder and louder the more that I heal. Here I share a story of how I moved a trigger into a teaching.

81: "Redefining ADHD, Autism, and Other Neurological Social Stigmas" w/ Neurodiversity Advocate Trey Vives

May 25, 2021 18:10 - 1 hour - 140 MB

Neurodiversity Advocate Trey Vives shares his story of being born outside of every box. I always learn so much whenever I get to share space with this spiritual tour de force. Sink into his passion for mental health awareness and feel his words and heart.

78: "Redefining ADHD, Autism, and Other Neurological Social Stigmas" w/ Neurodiversity Advocate Trey Vives

May 25, 2021 18:10 - 1 hour - 140 MB

Neurodiversity Advocate Trey Vives shares his story of being born outside of every box. I always learn so much whenever I get to share space with this spiritual tour de force. Sink into his passion for mental health awareness and feel his words and heart.

80: Shifting Into An Abundance Mindset

May 15, 2021 01:53

Abundance, in any form, is something we have to be willing to see, acknowledge, and celebrate in order to attract more. Moving away from money blocks into a space of gratitude draws in the spiritual energy of creation. We receive when we believe!

79: Healing Your Subconscious Sexual Shame

April 30, 2021 18:13

Sexual wounding shows up in each of us differently. Empowering ourselves to make the connections to the root trauma is where healing begins. In this episode, I share a very vulnerable experience of discovering a new layer of my sexual shame.

78: Graceful Healing in the Arizona Springtime...

April 21, 2021 15:51

This is my first personal update on my spiritual journey since leaving LA and hitting Phoenix, AZ two months ago. Through a random series of events, I ended up on a 1-on-1 healing retreat, diving into the shadows of my wounded stories. Here it goes...

77: "Like-Hearted vs. Like-Minded" w/ Conscious Comedian Jordan Maurice Bowditch

March 30, 2021 23:12 - 55 minutes - 76.7 MB

Throughout this global pandemic, we've all experienced different varying degrees of ego deaths and consciousness awakenings. Comedian Jordan Maurice Bowditch shares his experience with Covid-19, cancel culture and his spiritual journey.

76: "The Thought Leader's Mindset" w/ Comedian Bobby Sausalito

March 02, 2021 17:36 - 1 hour - 112 MB

Massive expansion is not without its challenges. This conversation with Comedian and Online Personality Bobby Sausalito had me LIT up. The wisdom in his words dispelled my inner critic and motivated the lion in my heart. Take notes with @takenaps.

75: You Are Enough

February 24, 2021 20:49 - 1 hour - 94 MB

Leaving LA feels bittersweet. I've received so many gifts here. And the quest of finding my home in my heart has been quite the journey. There are so many miracles that await us on the other side of knowing that all of us, already, are always enough. Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our Patreon Community: You Yourself and Why Inner Circle  Message me for a 1-on-1 Intro Coaching Consult! :)

74: "The Heaven That I Was Looking For" w/ Author and Speaker Daniel Bruce Levin

February 11, 2021 23:06 - 47 minutes - 65.2 MB

Daniel Bruce Levin embodies love consciousness. You only need to hear the silence between his words to feel the love that flows through him. His life's purpose is to create community where we can all feel safe, sovereign, and heard. So, come listen... Follow Daniel Bruce Levin: Instagram: @themosaic_ Email: [email protected] Book: A Discovery Call Check out his book: The Mosaic Connect with 'You Yourself and Why' on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join o...

73: How to Manifest Authentic Relationships

February 04, 2021 04:48 - 47 minutes - 66 MB

I think we can all agree that authenticity is a discernment battlefield..or is it? What if we could have the right people waiting for us on our spiritual path? Who would we have to become in order to have our soulful needs met? Come along. Lots to see. Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our Patreon Community: You Yourself and Why Inner Circle  Message me for a 1-on-1 Intro Coaching Consult! :)

72: "Removing Your Subconscious Triggers" w/ Emotion Coach April Adams

January 23, 2021 01:26 - 1 hour - 117 MB

Feelings are difficult. Triggers are real. Emotions run deep. And so, how do we deal? I didn't even mean for that to be a poem! Emotion Coach April Adams has the tools and life experience to help you dissolve resentment, set boundaries, and be at peace. The mind is a junk drawer. And Christian Bradley West, is here to show you that you're so much more than the thoughts that fill it. Spirituality is a slow peeling away of the layers of our socially constructed selves into our Divine magic. ...

71: "Shedding Your Spiritual Skin" w/ The Country Clairvoyant

January 17, 2021 18:21 - 1 hour - 117 MB

The mind is a junk drawer. And Christian Bradley West, is here to show you that you're so much more than the thoughts that fill it. Spirituality is a slow peeling away of the layers of our socially constructed selves into our Divine magic. Follow The Country Clairvoyant... Instagram: @thecountryclairvoyant Facebook: The Country Clairvoyant Website: TheCountryClairvoyant.com Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our Patreon Communi...

70: "Controversy in the Constellations" w/ The Peace Dealer

January 11, 2021 06:21 - 1 hour - 151 MB

My friend and astrologer, The Peace Dealer, shares his story of moving from organized religion into the occult spiritual realm. His observations of planetary transits has foreshadowed for our current world and all the personal growth we're experiencing. Follow The Peace Dealer... Instagram: @thepeacedealer Youtube: The Peace Dealer Website: ThePeaceDealer.com Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our Patreon Community: You Yoursel...

69: Reflections on 2020, Visions of 2021

January 03, 2021 07:02 - 1 hour - 89.1 MB

Well, that was a doozy of year. But we made it, you guys! I am super excited to be here celebrating 2021 with you all. We're entering higher consciousness realms together through the self-discovery journey. I'm reflecting and envisioning with you all!

68: "Learning to Love My PTSD" w/ Functional Nutritionist Tamara Pickman

December 31, 2020 20:52 - 1 hour - 112 MB

Stress from trauma doesn't look the same for everybody. And our growth process through that takes time, compassion, and self-love. But it all serves a purpose. And Functional Nutritionist Tamara Pickman is bravely willing to "go there."

67: If You're Feeling Alone On Christmas...

December 25, 2020 04:51 - 52 minutes - 72.3 MB

Have you ever felt like the black sheep? Ever felt like you didn't quite belong on this planet? Well, my fellow starseeds, Welcome Home. I am loving this community we're building together. Its beauty lies in the hearts of all of you. Merry Christmas! Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our Patreon Community: You Yourself and Why Inner Circle  Message me for a 1-on-1 Intro Coaching Consult! :)

66: "The Purpose of My Pain" w/ Chronic Illness Advocate Nitika Chopra

December 15, 2020 21:43 - 1 hour - 90.9 MB

It's very easy to feel confused and victimized by the pain we endure in our life. After experiencing decades of psoriatic arthritis and psoriasis, Chronic Illness Advocate Nitika Chopra is putting a spiritual purpose to her pain in order to help humanity! Follow Nitika! @nitikachopra @chroniconofficial nitikachopra.com Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why  Message me for a 1-on...

65: "A Healing Journey into Cellular Embodiment" w/ Spiritual Teacher and Consciousness Hacker Damien Wynne

December 09, 2020 01:10 - 1 hour - 162 MB

What began as just a podcast interview, evolved into a deeper, metaphysical journey into self-healing through deep transformation on a cellular level. Join us through this meditative and energetic process. Are you ready for a whole new beginning? Follow Damien Wynne: Instagram @damien.wynne For bookings: damienwynne.com Youtube: Damien Wynne Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why  ...

64: Channeling My Light Consciousness Atop Runyon Canyon

December 07, 2020 20:25 - 26 minutes - 36.4 MB

The uncertainty, discomfort and lower consciousness vibrations of 2020 have left us all emotionally depleted. How do we elevate on our own? For me, getting back into nature's calling of my Taurus Moon brought new clarity and peace from within. music by © Dylan Dunlap - Who Would Have Thought  Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why  Message me for a 1-on-1 Intro Coaching Consult! :)

63: "Getting to Know Your Stress" w/ Dr. Amir Rashidian

December 01, 2020 06:25 - 1 hour - 116 MB

This year has been stressful AF. In our modern world of convenience, what do we ACTUALLY know about managing stress with a non-medicinal approach? Meet Dr. Amir Rashian, founder of Mid Atlantic Chiropractic Center in Baltimore, MD. Step into his office.

62: "How to Transform Polarity in 2020" w/ Numerologist Natalie Servin

November 18, 2020 23:25 - 1 hour - 88.6 MB

As a humanity, we're experiencing a lot of division, hate, and intolerance. How can we overcome this to learn a deeper meaning to love, spiritual unity, and acceptance? One by one, we're stepping into our highest vibration to emit this consciousness. Follow Natalie Servin: Instagram: @so_effn_zen and @p0wer.in.numbers email: [email protected] Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself...

61: "What's Your Trigger Teaching You?" w/ Numerologist Natalie Servin

November 09, 2020 17:58 - 1 hour - 114 MB

Let's face it. Shadow work is hard. It takes vulnerability, self-love and a whole lot of bravery. Numerologist Natalie Servin is willing to take you through her trigger. Listen to her move gracefully through her challenging emotions. This is the spiritual ascension. Follow Natalie Servin: Instagram: @so_effn_zen and @p0wer.in.numbers email: [email protected] Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Gro...

60: "Feel It to Heal It" w/ Astrologer and Dream Expert Dr. Michael Lennox and Numerologist Natalie Servin

November 08, 2020 21:44 - 55 minutes - 77.1 MB

I finally made it to LA! This spiritual road trip has brought some beautiful souls together around a brunch table. We discuss what Western numbers and the transits in the cosmos are showing humanity in November, December, and beyond. There is so much intense emotion coming our way and the only way through it is to feel it. Follow Dr. Michael Lennox: Instagram: @drlennoxdreams Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/LennoxDreams Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/drmichaellennox Follo...

59: The Intensity of Letting Go

November 08, 2020 21:20 - 55 minutes - 76.5 MB

After a weekend in South Florida, I drive to Death Valley, California. The collective energies of South Beach and the election shed from me as I drive into the desert. My soul was craving solitude and silence. Enough to hear my heart telling me to let go. © song credit: Jeremy Zucker - Always I'll Care Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why  Message me for a 1-on-1 Intro Coaching Consu...

58: "The Answer Is In the Wound" w/ Astrologer and Spiritual Bodybuilder Nahum Vizakis

November 01, 2020 15:31 - 1 hour - 143 MB

Despite the beauty in the unknown, a few hints from the cosmos never hurt. Astrology and Energy Reader Nahum Vizakis is back to take us through the zodiac for the remainder of 2020 and into 2021. He also assists in a new interpretation of my birth chart. Follow Nahum Vizakis: Instagram: @spiritual_bodybuilder Youtube: Spiritual Bodybuilder www.spiritualbodybuilder.com Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Gr...

57: "Ups, Downs, and Little Acts of Self-Love" w/ Author and Autism Advocate Jacqueline Laurita

October 20, 2020 19:54 - 1 hour - 132 MB

Nobody has a perfect life, no matter what you see online or on TV. For Jacqueline Laurita, the highs and lows of the spiritual journey have taught her heartbreak, joy, frustration and wisdom. We discusses family hardships, loss, self-love and more! Follow Jacqueline on Twitter, Facebook and Instagram  Twitter: @jaclaurita Facebook: Jacqueline Laurita Instagram: @jaclaurita And check out her book: Get It! A Beauty, Style and Wellness Guide to Getting Your "It" Together Connect wi...

56: How Do I Find Me?

October 14, 2020 05:40 - 23 minutes - 32.4 MB

After a powerful men's retreat in Sedona, the beauty of the Arizona desert night sky took my breath away. It took traveling far away from the place I was in order to find out where I am now. I'm still looking within and it's somewhere I'm learning to love. song credit: Andy Grammer - The Good Parts Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why  Message me for a 1-on-1 Intro Coaching Consult! :)

55: "The Healing Journey of the Wounded Masculine" w/ Jordan 'JL' Lorance, Nic Greer, and Ben Ortiz

October 11, 2020 07:42 - 1 hour - 109 MB

How can we create safe space for men to tap into their emotions? My dear friend Jordan 'JL' Lorance hosts a mens' retreat in the spiritual vortex of Sedona, Arizona. Listen to our roundtable conversation reflecting on a weekend of collective consciousness. Follow Jordan on Instagram: @jordan_lorance Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why  Message me for a 1-on-1 Intro Coaching Consult!...

54: Being Open to Being Surprised

October 09, 2020 05:30 - 42 minutes - 58.5 MB

Have you ever felt surprised by how a moment, an experience, or an interaction meant something so much more than you expected? Opening my lungs to the opportunity to have my breath taken away is a beautiful place I've found myself on this road trip. Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why  Message me for a 1-on-1 Intro Coaching Consult! :)

53: The Path to Personal Growth: Expect Delays

October 03, 2020 00:33 - 1 hour - 129 MB

Even on the road to personal growth and self-discovery we can't escape our egos. In fact, a solo adventure has a magical way of shining a light on all your problem areas. As much gratitude and fulfillment I feel each day, I still find myself struggling with anxiety, limiting beliefs, and attachments amidst moments of deep prosperity. Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why  Message me for...

52: Campfire Stories from Bear Country

September 24, 2020 20:12 - 52 minutes - 72.9 MB

As I embark further on this road trip, I'm learning so much about myself in the world around me. The stillness, the beauty, and the work I still have ahead of me feels enriching and humbling. I'm so happy to be here with all of you on this trip. Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why  Message me for a 1-on-1 Intro Coaching Consult! :)

51: A Spiritual Souvenir of Silence in Moab, Utah

September 20, 2020 02:00 - 10 minutes - 14.3 MB

Moab took my breath away. As soon as I arrived, I started hiking and found so many beautiful moments of stillness on the incline. As the sunset crept closer, I had to briefly record and share the profoundly comforting spiritual silence of the Utah desert. music credit "Love is on the Rise" by Alfi Alvarez  Instagram @alfisschoolofmusic https://www.alfisschoolofmusic.com/ Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook G...

50: "The Road to Unbreakable" w/ The Kroekers

September 20, 2020 00:40 - 1 hour - 108 MB

There is a lot to learn about living a traveler's life. Not only about where to stay and what sights to see, but also about yourself. I am spiritually connected to myself and others in a whole new way and I haven't felt this inspired in a long time. Every day is a new adventure and there's no telling what incredible new lessons I will learn tomorrow. Connect with You Yourself and Why on Instagram: @youyourselfandwhy @steveygardner  Join our community Facebook Group: You Yourself and Why ...

49: "A Tarot Card Romance Reading for Steve" w/ Guest Host Stephanie Powers

September 11, 2020 17:21 - 30 minutes - 42.8 MB

Love, relationships and romance are areas that I don't have much personal experience with. My journey into romantic partnership has not been a fully realized manifestation yet. I often just find that because it's not something I have much insight into, that I don't have anything to say about it. Stephanie and JL break that mind mold and fling open my dark closet doors on this episode...

48: "Trust in the Plan, Part 2" w/ Stephanie Powers and Jordan 'JL' Lorance

September 09, 2020 18:47 - 58 minutes - 81.1 MB

The second half of my interview with Steph and JL brings us deeper into how they met, the signs and synchronicities that guide them through their relationship and what's next for all of us as a soul family. It begins and ends with trusting in the plan. Follow Stephanie and her podcast Lightworkers' Lounge here: @stephanies_destiny / @lightworkerslounge Follow JL and his podcast here: @battlefieldself Song Credit: Birdtalker - Heavy 

47: "Trust in the Plan, Part 1" w/ Stephanie Powers and Jordan 'JL' Lorance

September 07, 2020 07:17 - 58 minutes - 80.8 MB

Sometimes, I get down on myself about how messy the enlightened journey is. Ascension always seems better when you're referring to someone else or the way that the spiritual community paints it. However, when I remember how many beautiful gifts it has brought me, I am humbled by the opportunity to experience this path with souls that instantly become family. Meeting my Instagram friends Stephanie Powers and Jordan 'JL' Lorance for the very first time in person during my road trip through C...

46: A New View from the Open Road...

September 01, 2020 14:42 - 1 hour - 86.4 MB

This road trip has taught me so much about how to look at the world and myself in a different way. When we're trapped in quarantine, we are vulnerable to a lot of negative, unhealthy world views. Getting out there has proven to me all the beauty I can see

45: "On The Other Side Of Heartbreak" w/ Liz Little

August 30, 2020 05:52 - 1 hour - 107 MB

Liz has been a source of light in my life throughout this journey I have shared. And the synchronicity of our alignment through our individual paths has been such a wonderful gift in our lives. After a series of "life's low-blows," Liz had pretty much taken all that she could bear. Heartbreak, family illness, and career devastation took its toll on her emotionally and mentally. But every challenge teaches us more about ourselves. And Liz has love, laughter and lessons to share with our famil...

44: Road Trip Symbolism: There Will Always Be 'Construction Ahead'

August 22, 2020 17:05 - 47 minutes - 65.5 MB

I've learned so many lessons already during this trip. And I find so much fulfillment in sharing those lessons with you all. The open highway is a lot like the spiritual experience, it's so liberating and open-ended, yet full of bumps, construction zones, and rest stops. My awakening has been intimidating to say the least, but rewarding in all of its imperfections. Each of us has the power and ability to manifest our dreams and create the life we want. I believe in all of you to create the a...

43: I'm Taking A Break From New York City...

August 16, 2020 21:47 - 52 minutes - 72.9 MB

2020 certainly isn't what we expected. The spiritual journey has taught me to trust more in myself and in the guidance of the Universe. I finally am taking off on my road trip that I've been planning for over a month. I bought my little car, (her name is Joyce,) and we will be hitting the open road this week. I have no idea what's to come, but I will know we will be together in this journey and in this process of self-discovery for all of us! Stay tuned! Let's hold hands on this journey! ...

42: "Awakening to 5D Light Consciousness" w/ Ascension Guide and Multi-dimensional Channel Lorie Ladd

August 09, 2020 19:42 - 1 hour - 133 MB

The messiness of the spiritual ascension is something that Lorie Ladd knows all too well. She began to learn about new age spirituality as a young girl, but found it difficult to integrate into the 3D realm. She spent many years in a lower vibration where it was "safe." Until a recent trip to Mount Shashta brought everything into full view. Though her spirit guides have always spoken to her, it is now that is deciding to truly listen and share their messages with the world. As an ascension g...

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