Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervousFighting my anxiety constantly I try to control itEven when I know it’s been forever I can still feel the spinHurts when I remember and I never wanna feel it again[Pre-Chorus]Don’t know if you get it cause I can’t express how thankful I amThat you were always with me when it hurts I know that you understand[Chorus]I don’t wanna lose controlNothing I can do anymoreTrying every day when I hold my breathSpinning out in space pressing on my chestI don’t wanna lose control[Verse 2]Sometimes I still think it’s coming but I know it’s notTrying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caughtCause even though I’m older now and I know how to shake off the pastI wouldn’t have made it if I didn’t have you holding my hand