Bṛhad-bhāgavatāmṛta Part 1 Chapter 5 Text 129

yathāhaṁ prārthya tat-saṅga-
sthitiṁ nāpnomi karhicit
tan-mahā-lābhato hīno
’satyayā rājya-rakṣayā

TRANSLATION
In contrast, despite my begging to stay in Kṛṣṇa’s company, I never obtain that blessing. I am deprived of that achievement because of my degraded occupation of protecting the kingdom.

Bṛhad-bhāgavatāmṛta Part 1 Chapter 5 Text 129




yathāhaṁ prārthya tat-saṅga-

sthitiṁ nāpnomi karhicit

tan-mahā-lābhato hīno

’satyayā rājya-rakṣayā


TRANSLATION

In contrast, despite my begging to stay in Kṛṣṇa’s company, I never obtain that blessing. I am deprived of that achievement because of my degraded occupation of protecting the kingdom.