"You Guys, I Took Up Smoking Again" by Becca Yenser
VOICEMAIL POEMS
English - October 10, 2017 16:34 - 1 minute - 198 KB - ★★★★★ - 9 ratingsBooks Arts poetry poems spoken word writing Homepage Download Apple Podcasts Google Podcasts Overcast Castro Pocket Casts RSS feed
This time with Natives, not my old bougie choice
Of American Spirits. I took up nail polish
In Millennial Pink. I started mixing Sangria
With Coca-Cola.
I went to work and dipped in and out of lives,
Looked at grandchildren peering out from wallets;
I touched the shoulder of a man who drinks
Elevated IPAs like he might die tomorrow.
He might die tomorrow.
He waits for the bus and stumbles outside.
I was supposed to help him remember,
But I got hypnotized by
Chelsea Wolfe, that haunting:
“How many years have I been sleeping?”
But who listens to lyrics anymore?
I give him a bag of Lay’s. I pat him
On the shoulder. Softly, softly
Driving home from the bar with
Depeche Mode on, I can finally
Hear my own tires taking me
Home. Not anywhere I want to be.
Not up in the mountains, where high
Prairie flowers break your heart
One by one. Too delicate.
Was everything on Earth built to fail?
A couple show me a video of a baby
Learning to talk. We laugh. As I turn
To wash the glasses, the detergent
Slides up my arms. It burns. “I’ll
Cry later,” I think, “Yes, that’s when.”
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