Last two mornings waking up way to early with a side of panic & your not doing this right 5/26

I know these are just thoughts & emotions that are healthy, necessary, & just a part of the process. Doesn't mean I have to like it and I just wish I had a better vocabulary & was better at expressing. I see my progress though I use to just ignore & shove things into a box to not even feel anything. Just move on instead of through it. So I appreciate everyone who is helping me evolve. Finding out your fears were correct, coils are slipping & a new aneurysm. But I always knew another brain surgery would happen so I glad we get to have it before it's an emergency.