God’s Celestial Whore (Explicit)

This song is NSFW
CW: misogynist and
homophobic slurs
I am experimenting with a
new form of obscenity
I don’t think the person
Involved is bad in any way
If it’s you and you don’t
Like this let me know
Somehow

If anyone has complaints
please let me know in dm
And I can take it down if
The complaints are serious
Enough. Also to be clear
My project is to reclaim
Bad words by applying
Them to myself too.
Also for me “Whore”
Is not really a derogatory
Term because I find sex
Work in the ideal case
Perfectly honorable

Also my goal is to make
Slurs symbols of love
Because they remind us
Of the pain and uncertainty
that make love possible

This song is to a woman
I paid to write to me for a year
She encouraged my fantasies
And thought I distinguish them
From reality. I guess we both
Have a lot to learn about
Erotic service provision

Lyrics Improvised
I am NC with this person
If I contact them without
Them reaching out first
I forfeit

All my rights

“God’s Celestial Shore”
Is a reference to “Man
Of constant sorrow”:
Your friends may think
I’m just a stranger whose
Face you’ll never see no
More. There is one promise
That is given: I’ll see you
On God’s golden shore

And more directly to
“I’ll fly away”:

Some glad morning
when this life is o'er,
I'll fly away;
To a home on
God's celestial shore,
I'll fly away.

See you there, my love,
If not somehow before

Sorry I’m so messianic, love
I told you from the start
You thought I distinguished
That from my life and
You were wrong.
Communication
Breakdown led to the
World’s creation

Always infinitely
Grateful for you