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123 episodes - English - Latest episode: over 4 years ago - ★★★★★ - 1 ratingName’s mercrutio. Just trying to do Life and its subsidiaries poetic justice.
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Episodes
No One Blessed Me
July 05, 2019 03:16 - 5 minutes - 4.86 MBGod Bless America, but smite me, for living is a sin. For now, I’m just a first world problem.
a morning alone
June 27, 2019 13:04 - 7 minutes - 6.71 MBIt’s comforting to know that people worry about you. Don’t leave them worrying.
Social Life
June 09, 2019 04:05 - 3 minutes - 3.43 MBFive poems that reveal why my social circle has shrunk and become stagnant in growth.
Can’t Sleep, Dreams Too Loud🌙
June 03, 2019 03:55 - 6 minutes - 5.78 MBMidnight tidings, not tollings/ even when I’m tired, my brain keeps holding/ awake, afraid to sleep/ if I do, do I get my soul to keep?/or am I lost to the void/ like a dream lost to Styx?
HALF-HEARTED LIFE STORY
March 27, 2019 00:27 - 9 minutes - 8.61 MBFuvking up my life, it’s an ugly timeline, but it’s all I have that’s mine.
ReTRoGraDe (a fraction)
March 06, 2019 15:24 - 10 minutes - 9.88 MB"I’m fucking up my life and I know it..." -morning light, thebreathingbackwards
Faking For Fun
February 10, 2019 00:30 - 5 minutes - 5.46 MBI entered a fake relationship a while ago for kicks. I wanted to see how manipulative I could be. But I forgot that love always plays me.
FEBRUARY FEVER AND LOVE (good/bad)
February 05, 2019 22:21 - 14 minutes - 13.5 MBI have February Fever. How bout you? Also, the story about the girl I screwed over... she returned the favor, and like all great artists before me I’m going to send it back in my medium.
Self Progression
February 04, 2019 23:01 - 19 minutes - 18.2 MBI’m suddenly a self-help guru. As growing humans, we have problems; let’s address them.
Poems Like Postcards
February 02, 2019 20:18 - 4 minutes - 3.8 MBI’ve been gone awhile (again), but while I’ve been gone I’ve written poems documenting what’s been going on lately. My headspace has kinda been in a black hole. Thankfully, I’m back where I’m supposed to be: lost in orbit. But, hey, I got some crazy stories to share. Keep ya posted 😉
Just A Bunch Of Poems
September 24, 2018 00:43 - 5 minutes - 4.86 MBWe aren’t gonna talk about the Ice Cream.
Rants
September 23, 2018 15:36 - 14 minutes - 13 MBThere is something wrong with you if you think a pencil on a desk is creative. Make an argument, I’ll hear you out.
Morning, Still Sick
September 23, 2018 12:10 - 8 minutes - 8.06 MBSup, and mornin’, I am sick and I’m not over it.
ReCreation:Intermission
September 23, 2018 00:32 - 5 minutes - 5.4 MBIt’s short, I promise. I know we’re all tired of hearing about ReCreation.
Conviction (dénoue)
September 23, 2018 00:10 - 7 minutes - 7.01 MBThese are the ones I couldn’t upload, because my computer died. RIP.
Please Read Description
September 12, 2018 00:10 - 5 minutes - 5.36 MBNearly started crying in class when the teacher brought it up. I was hardly one when it happened, but I was American. I AM American, and a proud patriot. I am proid of what we can do. America is great, because of the people within it. Greatness is an ACT. Never forget. A moment of silence.
WAAAY Past Our Bedtime
August 31, 2018 05:11 - 3 minutes - 2.92 MBI shouldn't be up this late. These are just some notes I had laying around. I thought I would "ASMR" them to you.
Midnight Chat 🌙
August 31, 2018 04:54 - 10 minutes - 9.99 MB1st one in a while... less weird, but you’ll manage.
My Computer Is DEAD
August 30, 2018 00:04 - 1 minute - 823 KBRIP my computer... and toss it in a fire.
Downcast
August 12, 2018 23:17 - 2 minutes - 2 MBThis isn't the most depressing thing I've published. That being said, it's not the most upbeat either.
Late Upload
August 12, 2018 23:02 - 13 minutes - 12.3 MBI don’t even remember what this is about; I recorded it so long ago.
Despite The Tone Of The Poems, I'm Doing Okay (?)
August 05, 2018 22:07 - 11 minutes - 10.7 MBMy existence is becoming unraveled, but when you're used to a tangled mess, straight lines often make you fussy.
Phone's At 7%
July 20, 2018 22:28 - 18 minutes - 16.8 MBACT II, stage left, let's get it right. I’ve been gone awhile, but I’m back (at least pretend to be happy).
AMENDS
July 16, 2018 21:15 - 20 minutes - 18.5 MBIt's my fault. I should have been stronger. But the shame I continue to carry makes me weak-- it makes US weak. We need to let go. To look what's chained us in the eye and tell it we're better. I am not my past.
Smile While The Train Pulls Off
April 21, 2018 23:15 - 29 seconds - 286 KBThere are SOOO many cool people here.
i made some interesting choices... i'll share them later.
April 16, 2018 11:10 - 5 minutes - 5.07 MBThe morning was good... WAS***
A Morning Adventure | B&B
April 15, 2018 14:36 - 14 minutes - 13.3 MBI get stuck in a tree with a fake milkshake 😅😓
people aren't for me lately
April 14, 2018 17:38 - 8 minutes - 7.5 MBI'm late, but ask me if i care. Now refer to the title for an answer.
This Is Just What's Decided To Happen Today
April 12, 2018 23:42 - 15 minutes - 14.2 MBCounseling, the past, and what I am now.
Mismatch Morning And No Eggs
April 12, 2018 11:15 - 12 minutes - 11.9 MBI didn't eat breakfast, I'm wearing shoes that don't match, and I may have failed the SAT... Am I relateable or what?? 😏
This Is Soooo All About Me
April 11, 2018 22:14 - 30 minutes - 27.9 MBPast, future, present. Imma keep doing me the best I can, even when I remember how much life suck(-s)(-ed)(is sucking)
I LOVE TOAST | B&B
April 11, 2018 11:14 - 17 minutes - 16 MBWe talk about trans- and homo- phobia; beware. Send me some research on those phobias, pls!!
The Day Was Too Much...
April 11, 2018 00:12 - 5 minutes - 4.92 MBI didnt know what else to say, honestly
Declarations And Junk
April 10, 2018 18:35 - 11 minutes - 10.9 MBSomehow I woke up today, so you should too | B&B
April 10, 2018 10:04 - 12 minutes - 11.2 MBColeslaw=bummy-mood
Shameless, Ex-Crush, And Other Irrelevant Stuff
April 09, 2018 22:24 - 8 minutes - 8.13 MBI have a headache again :(
And The Text Wars Begin!
April 09, 2018 11:15 - 4 minutes - 4.12 MBThe text wars have begun... No one leaves me on a lù... NO ONE 😡!!
actually midnight
April 09, 2018 04:15 - 3 minutes - 1.66 MBIt became midnight, and the episode reset, so, here.
ReCreation: Repent
April 08, 2018 22:30 - 8 minutes - 8.08 MBI'm sorry. I tried. I'm sorry I wasn't enough. I'm sorry I let you down. I'm sorry I'm pathetic, I'm vain, I'm worthless, I think too much, I'm sorry I keep screwing up and my life is a trainwreck still struggling along the tracks. I'm so f#@%ing sorry that this is who I am! Who I became... If I've disappointed you, I'm so *sorry.*... I'm sorry.
i can ramble
April 06, 2018 20:40 - 11 minutes - 10.5 MBI didn't have anything to talk about really. I know I'm not correlated or relateable at all, but I wanna be. So if you want something, then tell me.
I'm Always Freaking Late
April 06, 2018 12:11 - 2 minutes - 1.26 MBI woke up at like 6:20am. Like what??
challenges and music
April 05, 2018 22:57 - 14 minutes - 13.2 MBMusic is great-- freaking amazing even. But some songs are just straight up C R E A M 🤤
co-starring: THE WIND 😃
April 04, 2018 20:44 - 18 minutes - 17 MBI talk about random ish. As usual.