Only God Rescued Me: My Journey From Satanic Ritual Abuse
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A voice for the survivors of satanic ritual abuse facilitated by Lisa Meister, a survivor herself. Listen as guests share their story, talk about the challenges of navigating life and break down the stigma that SRA survivors face in society today.
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Katie Brown, SRA Victor
March 18, 2024 13:07 - 1 hour - 80.7 MB* Trigger Alert * Katie Brown grew up very poor as a share cropper's daughter. Her father was a mean alcoholic and her mother left when she was 3, leaving a terrified and defenseless Katie. She was taken into the foster care system when she was 8 where she wasn't safe until she was put into a home for girls in her late teens where ironically she was told she would be unsafe. Flashbacks began when she was 34 and turned into abductions by aliens in UFO's. Could this be true? What did it mean?...
How to Be a Helper with Rebecca Davis
March 06, 2024 14:02 - 58 minutes - 53.8 MBRebecca Davis joins us today for a wonderful conversation on how to become a helper. There are so many caring listeners who have asked how to step in to the lives of survivors to make a difference. Rebecca brings practical advice to make the steps understandable and doable for anybody who is willing to increase their capacity and listen to the pull on their heart. The interesting idea is that this will not only help with sra survivors, but this increases our compassion for the hurting people...
Coach Sandra, SRA Victor
February 27, 2024 15:41 - 56 minutes - 51.8 MBCoach Sandra is the CEO and Founder of GDWAH Coaching. She is the Author of two books and has a heart for those who have walked through abuse, trauma, and SRA. As you read about one woman's Journey of Healing from abusive relationships, being a survivor of Satanic Ritual Abuse, (SRA), and having victory in the midst of losing everything several times, it will give you hope that God can redeem everything we go through in this life. Coming from a background of living through various types of ...
Jesus is Always Enough
February 19, 2024 21:04 - 59 minutes - 54.3 MBLisa gives the Biblical background of SRA, her own testimony, and why Jesus is enough for healing. Thank you to Jordan Rivers Church for hosting.
Only God Rescued Me Seminar Part 3
February 14, 2024 20:39 - 1 hour - 64.4 MBThis is part 3 of the 3 part series of Satanic Ritual Abuse Seminar. I would like to give a big thank you to Jordan Rivers Church for hosting. This session includes: Recognizing SRA signs in children for: Counselors First Responders Teachers Churches For resources, visit: www.onlygodrescuedme.com Contact: [email protected]
Only God Rescued Me SRA Seminar Part 2
February 07, 2024 22:12 - 42 minutes - 38.8 MBIf you missed Part one of the Seminar, you can catch up here: https://youtu.be/-jdmXD--4KU Part 2 covers: How SRA stays hidden Ritual Dates Dissociation/DID Thank you for Jordan Rivers Church for this amazing seminar. If you want to help support this podcast: Venmo: @lisameister4242 Paypal: @lisa453 Thank you for your ongoing support Visit www.onlygodrescuedme.com
Only God Rescued Me SRA Seminar Part 1
January 31, 2024 23:44 - 1 hour - 59 MBOnly God Rescued Me presents our first SRA seminar. In Part 1 Lisa presents her story, organized abuse and definitions, why sra exists, and levels of the occultic on earth. Thank you to Jordan Rivers for facilitating this seminar.
Only God Rescued Me SRA Seminary Part 1
January 31, 2024 23:44 - 1 hour - 59 MBOnly God Rescued Me presents our first SRA seminar. In Part 1 Lisa presents her story, organized abuse and definitions, why sra exists, and levels of the occultic on earth. Thank you to Jordan Rivers for facilitating this seminar.
Traversing an Occultic Parent's Death and Programming with Kate Field
January 29, 2024 20:57 - 1 hour - 102 MBHaving a parent die is never easy. Having an occultic parent die is an entirely different ballgame. A survivor is not prepared and the occultic family has a playbook. The survivor has been programmed for that day and is unaware of what will happen. The family is ready with code words to get the survivor to come back to the family, back to the cult, or to commit suicide. If there is any communication with any member of the family, those words will be passed, and they will be innocuous. Kate w...
Sharon Ganz, SRA Victor
January 25, 2024 00:25 - 1 hour - 64.1 MBSharon didn't know she was a survivor until she was in her 40's and didn't heal until she was 67. She had a bunch of dissociative parts waiting to communicate with her and no one that understood that. She began looking at drawings that had made no sense before until suddenly they did. How did her 33rd degree m@sonic grandfather fit into her story? How did her parts finally communicate with her? Sharon is eloquent in presenting her story. Sharon's book is called: "Deliverance to Destiny: Th...
The Valley of Hinnom with Adrian Geist
January 11, 2024 02:30 - 1 hour - 70.6 MBAdrian felt called to visit Jerusalem. He couldn't visit many places while there, but was looking at a valley when a stranger walked up to him to tell him it was the Valley of Hinnom where they sacrificed children. Where did this man come from? Why did he tell him that? Follow Adrian's journey as we hear of God's love for us as the Valley of Hinnom connects to Jesus' walk to Golgotha. Jesus definitely had sra on His mind and the cross had everything to do with it. This interview shows of God...
Joan, SRA Victor
January 02, 2024 15:40 - 1 hour - 85.1 MBJoan reached out to me because she was being attacked by demonic forces at night and she thought it had to do with abuse from her past. Nothing in her life made sense and she needed help. This led Joan on a path of discovery. Her mysterious father was spy. Was her mother involved in the occult? Who abused her? Who can she trust? Her tale is one of crying out to God for help in the midst of confusion and He reached down to set her free. Join us today for Joan's amazing journey. If you would l...
SRA in the Book of Revelation with Serafina Truth
December 23, 2023 17:10 - 1 hour - 80.5 MBSRA is talked about in the book of Revelation. Serafina Truth shares with us today the Whore of Babylon and the ancient practice of SRA taken all the way through civilization to the end of times. The Throne of Satan also comes in Revelation 2:13 and has been taken to Germany, which Serafina explains how it was taken there from Pergamum and what it has to do with the end times. Serafina was also educated in a private school that taught Egyptian Dance Rituals in "gym." She later saw this exact...
Making Friends with Amy Pfeffer
December 13, 2023 20:37 - 1 hour - 69.5 MBSurvivors have to have wisdom in making safe friendships. Life coach Amy Pfeffer joins us today to share her wisdom with us in this area that can be quite baffling to survivors. Amy shares red flags to look out for as well as what healthy friendship include. This is an important part of healing to learn. You can find more content from Amy at: www.elysianoakslifecoach.com facebook: Elysian Oaks Instagram: @elysianoakslifecoach 1. Dr. Henry Cloud and John Townsend’s book “Boundaries” outlines ...
Biblical SRA
November 27, 2023 19:16 - 17 minutes - 15.9 MBWhat is the Biblical background for SRA? Today we run that down. Deuteronomy 12:29-31 Joshua 10 2 Chronicles 33:6 2 Kings 21:9,11-12 Jeremiah 19:3-6 Ecclesiastes 1:9 Ezekiel 8:6-12 Ezekiel 9:4 Jeremiah 8:19-22 Ephesians 5:12-13To help support this podcast, please visit: www.onlygodrescuedme.com
Amy Nordhues: Therapist Abuse Survivor
September 29, 2023 00:39 - 44 minutes - 40.8 MBAmy Nordhues grew up a survivor of sexual abuse. When she got saved, she went to the church for counseling. The very kind minister/counselor became a father figure, telling her she was the "daughter he never had," words he knew she was aching to hear. He invaded her personal space because he knew she was never allowed to have boundaries. What ensued was a horrific story of abuse by a therapist that was supposed to minster the healing power of Jesus. While this is a highly triggering podcast,...
Un-triggering Halloween
September 20, 2023 14:24 - 14 minutes - 13.4 MBFall comes every year with survivors once again having to face the Halloween decorations laced with the macabre reminders of their abuse. It is triggering and having a complex PTSD meltdown in the store is not something a survivor wants to face. So how does one un-trigger Halloween decorations? It can be done because God can help us to do all things. Today we talk about practical tips on un-triggering Halloween.
Only God Rescued Me SRA Family and Friend's Group Launch
August 29, 2023 00:58 - 4 minutes - 4.04 MBWe are so excited to announce the launch of the facebook group: Only God Rescued Me SRA Family and Friend's Group. If you are a support person to a survivor, want more information, are related or are a friend, or are even a survivor yourself, then this is the group for you. We will be tackling questions you have and work hard to bring understanding into those difficult relationships. Come and join the fun: https://www.facebook.com/groups/ogrmsrafaf/
Sharon Rapp on Spiritual Warfare
August 25, 2023 19:26 - 36 minutes - 33.5 MBSharon's husband opened doors in the demonic realm that she was not aware of until demons started attacking her at night. She ended up divorced, but the demons stayed behind. What ensued was a boot camp of spiritual warfare. A relationship with God became a treasure from those years as well as a wealth of wisdom of fighting in the spiritual realm. Join Sharon as she shares her journey and wisdom with us today. "Everyone does warfare...it's about relationship with you and God. God will give ...
Andi Bond: Spiritual Warrior Song
August 09, 2023 20:32 - 26 minutes - 24.2 MBSRA Victor Andi Bond joins us today to introduce her project: The Spiritual Warrior Song. She has created a song that is being written and sung by survivors and whistle blowers that will powerfully show that we exist. The purpose of this project is to bring healing to survivors through music and to bring a spak of hope into the darkness. If you feel called to donate to this endeavor: Givesendgo: https://givesendgo.com/spiritualwarriorsong?utm_source=sharelink&utm_medium=copy_link&utm_camp...
Paul Weaver, The Spouse Perspective
August 07, 2023 20:56 - 1 hour - 58.2 MBPaul has been married to an SRA survivor for 26 years. Neither of them knew it at the time, yet Paul handled it with God's help. He gained incredible perspective as he sat in with his wife through counseling sessions and realized there was no way the memories or reactions could be made up. Paul has well thought out answers to deep questions in this interview and it's fascinating to hear how he sees his wife on her courageous healing journey. What is amazing is to see how the journey is his a...
What's Been Going On?
August 03, 2023 22:36 - 5 minutes - 5.14 MBWhere has Only God Rescued Me been and what's been going on? Join me as I explain and give the vision for moving forward. You can visit the new website at www.onlygodrescuedme.com. Thank you for your patience through this transition.
Randy and Cynthia Lail, SRA Victor and Wife
July 11, 2023 01:38 - 1 hour - 58.6 MBRandy and Cynthia Lail decided to tell Randy's story of being an SRA victor together because they became a team in healing years ago. They had been married for years and were fighting a sex addiction that Randy couldn't account for and couldn't get free of. Cynthia tried lining up with it, ignoring it, accepting it, and then just wanted Randy to get over it. He wanted to as well. When it was finally explained to Cynthia that healing just didn't work that way, she got on board and never looked...
"Child of My Dreams" with Kardia Joi
July 10, 2023 16:55 - 45 minutes - 41.8 MBKardia Joi joins us today to discuss her song "Child of My Dreams" that she shared with us for the Baby Memorial back in January. As a survivor or SRA herself, the loss of her baby was horrific and the healing power of Jesus coming in was a healing balm of Gilead. Join Kardia as she takes us along with her on her journey of healing with her song. It is always an honor to have Kardia with us. You can buy her song on all platforms under the title and under her name. Here is the link for spotif...
Removing the Healing Barrier
June 11, 2023 14:35 - 25 minutes - 23.5 MBA healing barrier is placed on victims of sra on their birthdays during rituals. This barrier makes healing very difficult for survivors. God has symbolically removed this barrier for all survivors. He is making the path to healing open to us all. The Scriptures for today are Jeremiah 8:19-22, Ezekiel 36:25, Isaiah 59:19; Revelation 22:1-3. A big thank you to Life of Love Ministry Center.
Faye Russell, SRA Victor
May 23, 2023 17:11 - 1 hour - 77.1 MBFaye Russell started her journey into learning about her background with sra with fears of abusing her children. She had flashes of how to do it. Eventually these flashes turned into flashbacks of rituals of her being abused as a child. Delving into her past, she found out that her bipolar, schizophrenic mother was also dissociative and a member of the Eastern Star. Her father, who was sweet to her at home, took her to the Masonic Lodge where he was a completely different person. Faye's jour...
Avi Shepherd, SRA Victor
May 17, 2023 21:42 - 49 minutes - 45.7 MBAvi met Jesus as a teenager when He "grabbed her heart," although she was convinced he was always mad at her. Her life didn't make sense until she started listening to her body. "Your symptoms tell your story," she wisely says. She listened and her body had a lot to say. Becoming a bride of satan in a ritual at age 8 and dealing with a false Jesus was confusing, leading her to the conclusion that God was mad at her. Finally, the dissociation faded and the memories came out, giving her the pi...
KB, SRA Victor
May 08, 2023 16:06 - 39 minutes - 36.2 MBKB wants her story to be knows as being, "Glory and Praise to God!" It certainly is. Born into an occultic family, she endured sra, MK Ultra, and military abuse. Untangling it all has been a lifelong pursuit. God has come into the confusion with the redeeming power of Jesus to break the programing and bring her healing and peace. When you hear her harrowing story you will see what a miracle that is. She is getting a lot of pushback in the telling of her story, so please pray for her as she mo...
Medical Abuse with Fiora, Angie Power-Disney, and Emma
April 25, 2023 21:37 - 1 hour - 78.8 MBEmma from "The Imagination Podcast" joins us today with Angie Power-Disney and special guest survivor Fiora to talk about the important topic of medical abuse. SRA and MK Ultra survivors have incredible medical conditions in their body to deal with, and then when they go to the doctors and hospital, they sometimes end up enduring inexplicable abuse in the care they receive. Hear the harrowing stories Fiora and Angie have to share. The sad truth is that they are not alone in their stories. Th...
A Revelation Warning to the Church
March 14, 2023 14:35 - 29 minutes - 26.9 MBThis message was given at Victory Center Ministries in Taylor, Michigan on February 19, 2023. You can find the entire service at https://www.youtube.com/live/o8qXZbtUOqI?feature=share.
Family Court Case Call to Prayer with Amy Pfeffer and The Imagination Podcast
February 12, 2023 23:43 - 1 hour - 60.9 MBToday's podcast is a collaboration with Emma Pietrzak, from The Imagination Podcast, and Amy Pfeffer, Life Coach and Certified Mental Health Counselor with Elysian Oaks, discussing a case currently in front of the family courts. A mom had her two young children disclose sra abuse to her and is going through a custody divorce and is at the mercy of the family court system. As we all know, this is not a good place to be when abuse is being disclosed by the children. Amy Pfeffer brings her exper...
Bedtime Stories with Lisa
February 12, 2023 01:58 - 1 hour - 60.4 MBThis episode is dedicated to Pat. She asked for Bible stories to read to dissociated parts who never had a loving parent read nightly bedtime stories. Tonight's Bible stories include Noah, Ruth and Daniel. I am reading from the New American Standard Translation. Sleep blessed!
Andrea, SRA Mom and Family Court Advocate
February 10, 2023 22:25 - 1 hour - 70.9 MBAndrea and her daughters did everything right in disclosing the abuse from her husband and their dad in court. Unfortunately, in California, they hit the statistic that 85% of the cases where custody is revoked when abuse is brought up in custody disputes. Her daughter's documented history of abuse and trauma meant nothing to the courts, nor was it even looked at. Trumped up charges against Andrea "coaching" and "indoctrinating" her daughters to believe that they were abused were the argumen...
Cindy, SRA Advocate with Relentless Hope
February 08, 2023 15:26 - 32 minutes - 29.6 MBCindy has a passion for SRA survivors. Feeling called by God to step into this mission field where even the church rarely chooses to help survivors, she went to Utah to help the SRA survivors of the LDS church. After working 5 years with another agency, she realized that she needed space to bring Christianity into the healing process as the spiritual abuse take Christ to heal it. This is tricky with the Mormon faith. Cindy is stepping out to start her own agency, Relentless Hope. She connect...
Angie Power Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 5
February 07, 2023 19:58 - 1 hour - 85.2 MBWe are honored to have Angie Power Disney back to continue her story. Today she shares the murder of her sister Fiona by poisoning while living with her father. Interestingly, her mother had high levels of those same poisons in her system when Angie was able to get her away from her husband earlier. She never could get charges brought against her father. Angie shows her MK Ultra language programming of knowing multiple languages, today showing English, Spanish, German, and Arabic so that she...
Baby Memorial
February 04, 2023 20:37 - 1 hour - 83.6 MBThe John 10:10 Life and Only God Rescued Me present tonight's "Baby Memorial." Tonight we pause to honor the babies, mothers, and families who have lost lives and loved ones through satanic rituals. Their lives matter and though they were here briefly, are not forgotten. We have special guests with us tonight: Rich has a heart to minister to sra survivors in inner healing and deliverance. He has started on online church for survivors at www.srachurch.com. You can find him on faceboo...
Guest from Testimony Mountain, SRA Victor
February 04, 2023 20:23 - 50 minutes - 46.6 MBToday's guest grew up in a Seventh Day Adventist family. Her upbringing seemed idyllic until her body shut down at the age of 15, leaving her bedridden for six long years. Finally, four years ago the flashbacks started and pieces of the puzzle gave her a picture that made sense. Trafficked to the elite, she was actually killed at the age of two. Jesus came and healed her, making the elite think that she was gifted, leading to even more trafficking. Her story is fascinating and Jesus' resurre...
Carolyn Charismata Weaver, "The Bride Arising"
January 27, 2023 21:12 - 1 hour - 72.5 MBCarolyn Charismata Weaver joins us today to discuss her new book, "The Bride Arising: A Vision of a Bridal Journey." This is an incredible vision given to her about healing from life and trauma with Jesus as the bridegroom. The grime of the horror and shame of abuse and sin is gently washed away and replaced with purity, lovingly redressed in a white dress, bedecked in jewels and crown, wed to our Savior, and then prepared for battle. Carolyn speaks knowledgeably of trust in a faithful God a...
Claire, SRA Victor
January 25, 2023 18:25 - 42 minutes - 38.6 MBClaire was in her second year of university when she went into counseling to deal with abuse from growing up. The counseling didn't seem to get to the root issues and her superpower of compartmentalizing broke down, leaving her with a re-occurring nightmare she couldn't shake. Diving into the nightmare led her into unlocking a past of SRA. Her past is still pretty fractured and not chronological yet, but Jesus has come in and she shares His redemption in the midst of her pain. Follow Claire ...
Kardia Joi: Discovering Faithfulness
January 24, 2023 22:31 - 1 hour - 78.1 MBIn the midst of tremendous life struggles, Kardia Joi was left with the agonizing question of, "Why would God allow this?" This terrifying question brought her to her Bible in a search of an answer. She found Isaiah 41:10, Psalm 77, Romans 5:3-5, and Psalm 40: 1-3. Hear Kardia's journey to discovering the faithfulness of a God whose character was faithful every time and in every circumstance. Kardia's journey is always one that we find ourselves in as well. You can support Kardia by buying...
Baby Memorial Announcement
January 23, 2023 23:45 - 4 minutes - 3.98 MBThe John 10:10 Life and Only God Rescued Me will be hosting a live Baby Memorial on Saturday, January 28 at 6pm EST on YouTube at Only God Rescued Me. Hope to see you there!
Kardia Joi: Love That Will Not Leave Me Blind
January 05, 2023 14:42 - 56 minutes - 51.9 MBIt's always an honor to have back with us musician and composer Kardia Joi. Today's healing journey is encompassed in the song, "Love That Will Not Leave Me Blind." It starts with the journey of her past coming back to her and being told that someone didn't believe her. The pain and gaslighting that comes with that moment resonates with all of us trauma survivors as we are attacked by perpetrators and well-meaning yet deceived others over and over again in the Christian community. She was se...
Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 4
December 31, 2022 14:55 - 53 minutes - 49.1 MBIn our final episode on Angie, we hear about life in her 20's and 30's. She was sucked into a Scientologist cult that helped her to numb out about her abuse growing up for 10 years. She kept getting approached by occultic groups to suck her back in but was able to stay free. She got saved in 1982 and finally discipled in 1987 and here we are today still working on putting all the pieces together. Thank you for being with us on Angie's journey. https://gofund.me/7b64859a Youtube: https://yo...
Celebrating the Birth of Jesus with my Husband, Patrick Meister
December 25, 2022 12:02 - 1 minute - 1.68 MBA gift to bless you on your journey to draw closer to God as we thank Him for coming to earth. Thank you for being a faithful part of this ministry. God bless you.
Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 3
December 21, 2022 21:58 - 54 minutes - 50 MBAngie continues her long history of abuse from ages 13 and up with espionage, power and influence. She was labeled the "reluctant monarch" in the military MK Ultra abuse. See the scars Angie shows on her body to bear witness to the horrific abuse that is nothing compared to the emotional scars she has carried through the years. Thank you, Angie, for your ongoing courage to share your journey with us. To connect with Angie: https://gofund.me/7b64859a Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_QA...
Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor Part 2
December 16, 2022 19:58 - 58 minutes - 53.5 MBToday continues the life of Angie Power-Disney. She was abused in tunnels under Gibraltar, was drugged and abused on hold in Morocco, strangely part of an elite banquet in a chateau in France, delivered to a pedophile in Germany, and part of human hunting. Her story is riveting and devastating. To connect with Angie: https://gofund.me/7b64859a Youtube: https://youtu.be/H1GenajJG_QArchives of Truth: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC81e... Blog: https://angelascaches.org/Bitchute: https:/...
Rachelle, SRA Victor
December 14, 2022 18:53 - 1 hour - 103 MBFour years ago Rachelle boarded a cruise ship for a vacation with friends and her life took an ominous turn. A neurological sea sickness type illness took over and refused to leave. Rachelle's foster dad told her that she would be strategically healed from the inside out and that is proving to be true. God has been leading her through deep healing, taking her back through the horrific abuse from growing up with a mentally ill and high level warlock father who was extremely abusive and neglec...
Understanding New Age with Vanessa Robbins
December 10, 2022 18:18 - 1 hour - 110 MBAfter sra survivors fight so hard to get our of the generations of the occult, it is shocking when some of our children begin to be wooed by it and check into it. The church in general is having a mass exodus of our youth leaving Christianity for the New Age, Wiccans, Church of Satan, and many other deceptions. So many children are on my heart right now as I cry out to God. Then I found Vanessa. She was raised in the Nazarene Church but walked away from God in her young adult years. One of t...
Angie Power-Disney, SRA and MK Ultra Victor, Part 1
December 07, 2022 18:02 - 1 hour - 62.5 MBI am delighted to introduce part one of a series of interviews with Angie Power-Disney. Angie is an sra and MK Ultra survivor who almost didn't reach out to me because of our victor series because she didn't feel she could claim victor status yet because she was still healing. I disagree. She is still alive, still fighting, and still passionately in love with Jesus and working to understand and be able to trust God and grow closer to Him. Angie began life in strange hospital circumstances th...
Emergency Fundraiser for Meghan Walsh
December 06, 2022 03:42 - 48 minutes - 44.8 MBMeghan Walsh is a loving mom who had her four children torn away from her by her father, John Walsh, and the Family Court System. Originally created to protect children, it has become a nightmare for parents across our country as it rips children away from good parents and gives them to pedophilia parents, grandparents, or into the foster care system. Meghan and her children are the latest victims in a long line of families who have suffered the same fate. Meghan is bravely voicing the abuse...