Adding Apologies

Another poem by Vespers, sure to tug at heartstrings.
Check it out after the break.

Adding Apologies

So many days pass
by, when I want to call and say, “I’m sorry.”

Understand that
not a day passes by when I don’t think of you.

Breathing is
something that I have come to detest.

Tonight I will
try to fix things for the best.

Reach into your
heart.

Add this apology
in there.

Couldn’t we stay
here forever?

Take me away from
this menace I have become.

Misery comes crashing
harder than my failing breath.

Every time I look
us it is just not the same.

Failed to become
everything you thought I would be, turning into this monstrosity.

Regretting giving
you my everything, my everything being tyranny.

Oh but I hope
that things will be able to change.

May this pain
never come to you again.

You didn’t know
what I’ve become a monster, with nothing to give.

Oh I think I have
become the worst thing that could ever materialize.

Undying remorse
filling up in this devil’s lungs

Reject the
monstrosity that I have become.

Hope that you
will never suffer because of me again.

Each breathe I
take is simple regret.

Agony so deep
seeded, thorns grow and cut so sharp.

Righting my many
wrongs requires my departing.

Tear this love
for me from your aching heart, don’t mourn for me because I’m already dead.

(Take the first letter of each sentence and it should spell out....)

SUBTRACT ME FROM YOUR HEART