Dr. James Anthony Jackson Sr. has a window overlooking the parking lot in his office at New Beginnings Fellowship Church. As he sits at his desk on Sunday mornings looking over his sermon, if he wants to people-watch, all he has to do is peek through the curtain to see the cars pulling into parking spaces, or mothers navigating their children through the lot. However, he never looks out the window. It's hard to imagine that a 5th generation preacher from Mobile, Ala., whose congregation has exceeded 4,000 members in seven years would have such insecurities.