This Crazy Beautiful Journey

It's Going To Be Okay!!

April 25, 2023 01:00 - 30 minutes - 20.9 MB

The outside influences of the world almost had me convinced I shouldn't be here. Today, I ask you to join me as I take an even deeper dive into how I've been navigating through life after a personal health scare, imposter syndrome and the challenges of a spiritual awakening. Only, to realize in the end that it's through the eyes of the crazy that will we truly see... the beautiful! This episode was produced and edited by me, Alex; music by a secret musician; Cover art designed by me, Alex ...

Dear Future Wife 2

February 05, 2023 08:00 - 12 minutes - 8.77 MB

A trip back to my home town inspired a divine calling. This picture is real. The flood of memories from my childhood are real. If you know any better, so the love that showcases the memories of this remarkably inspirational love story. This episode was produced and edited by me, Alex; music by a secret musician; Cover art designed by me, Alex and created by [email protected]

What Is In a Name?

January 09, 2023 06:00 - 28 minutes - 19.7 MB

"What is in a name? That which we call a rose by any other name would smell just as sweet." - William Shakespeare For 45 YEARS, I carried the name Fabiana. A name that never felt... fitting. It was beautiful nonetheless but seemed... tainted. Like its origin wasn't empowered by a truly positive meaning. I had always known that I was named after my father's mother, my grandmother. However, that is all I knew. So I let it be. Over the 2021 Thanksgiving Holiday, I decided to ask mi mamita (my...

Rosa Alejandra aka Alex-PART 2-Listener Questions

December 05, 2022 04:00 - 20 minutes - 14 MB

This Episode is a small continuation of my coming out story along with me answering questions submitted to me by listeners. Being queer doesn't have to feel lonely and it doesn't have to feel hard but the truth is, at times, the path feels like both of those things. It's time we, as a community of queers and queer advocates, come together to cultivate a journey of least resistance by creating safe spaces and places for one another. Starting doesn't have to be big, it just takes a step forwar...

Dear Future Wife

November 13, 2022 06:00 - 20 minutes - 14.1 MB

What happens when you get a calling that is so strong, nothing can stop it from happening? This... This episode is what happens. A collaboration between, me, what was realistically in my heart & Mind and... Divine intervention. And even more of a bonus, the divine calling didn't stop with me! This episode inspired someone else. My beautiful friend Josee' St. Pierre, singer/song writer/producer. Stick around and listen to how these parallel interventions played their part in each of our l...

Rosa Alejandra aka Alex-PART 1

November 11, 2022 08:00 - 53 minutes - 36.7 MB

She experienced some of the hardest challenges in life only to preserve. She fought hard to break generational patterns of abuse, beliefs and extreme religious practices in order to stand tall in her truth. Today, she proudly stands in her own queer skin being lead, guided and grounded by her own spirituality. The journey has not been not been easy! But it sure has been crazy and... Beautiful! **ADVISORY** This episode includes mentions of childhood trauma. Please, use discretion! This ...

Introducing: This Crazy Beautiful Journey

November 11, 2022 07:00 - 2 minutes - 1.76 MB

A podcast about navigating through the twists and turns of life while being authentically yourself! For the jolt that awakens you on a cellular level comes from deep within your soul. It's fun, creative, and sexy even. But it's also raw, gritty and real! The question is, are YOU truly ready to engage with it? That's what these episodic stories are all about. They will make you laugh. Some will make you cry. Most will make you question everything you've ever believed to be true, a lie. Howeve...

Lisa

August 31, 2020 03:00 - 57 minutes - 39.7 MB

She’s a beautiful, strong, and a very intelligent woman of color who grew up in the culturally diverse city of Houston, Texas. Her family’s deep rooted religion of Catholicism played an integral part in her fear of accepting herself. However, their reaction when she decides to let them in, may shock you ALL. Fast forward to today. She’s happily married and gives us a little advice as to how to make love work. As I listen to her story, I’m highly aware that this will be an inspirational story...

BONUS: Podcast Update.

July 06, 2020 07:00 - 10 minutes - 7.02 MB

Hello everyone. Just wanted to throw in a quick update about the podcast and where we will be heading in the future. I hope you all are staying safe and healthy. Until next time, take care and wear you masks!

MATT

April 12, 2020 06:00 - 1 hour - 41.4 MB

As I stare at his picture, I see a very handsome, fair-skinned man with a red beard, sporting a black baseball cap with a fish hook decorating the bill. Intently, he stares into the blue skies as though he’s studying the beauty all around him. Looking at this picture, I would have never known that only a few years ago, Matt went by the name of… Melanie. For a second, try to imagine being assigned a female body that didn’t match your inner male being. Now, imagine feeling this way and growi...

Matt

April 12, 2020 06:00 - 1 hour - 41.4 MB

As I stare at his picture, I see a very handsome, fair-skinned man with a red beard, sporting a black baseball cap with a fish hook decorating the bill. Intently, he stares into the blue skies as though he’s studying the beauty all around him. Looking at this picture, I would have never known that only a few years ago, Matt went by the name of… Melanie. For a second, try to imagine being assigned a female body that didn’t match your inner male being. Now, imagine feeling this way and growi...

Erica and Keaton

March 29, 2020 04:00 - 1 hour - 67.4 MB

Such a beautiful couple. Each grew up Austin, Texas. Yet, the dynamic between their two families will send them down different paths, only for them to end up in each other’s arms. Erica, grew up Catholic, in a small humble home where she was led to live the life of the strait and narrow. Keaton grew up in a more liberating household where everyone was accepted and never questioned. How did these two women come to find one another? Their coming out and love stories are quite the wild ride, so...

Zack

March 15, 2020 04:00 - 46 minutes - 31.9 MB

Zack is a young, handsome man of color. His Mexican descent helps to establish his dark, latino features. He wears his smile with confidence and his humbling, millennial attitude meshes perfectly with his personality. At the age of 26, he nervously sits before me at the anticipation of letting me into small, yet (very) personal pieces of his life. Growing up in that traditional latin culture led by his family’s Jehovah’s Witness religion was already hard. Now, imagine growing up latino, in ...

Season One: The Trailer

March 01, 2020 07:00 - 5 minutes - 3.67 MB

The denial of social acceptance has hate crimes against the LGBTQ+ community at an all time high. In order to take a stand, we must rise in unity. It is in the face of our greatest opposition that these TRUE stories of bravery, triumph, and love from every day queer people will light our way through the darkness. Together, we must "rage against the dying of the light." -Dylan Thomas

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