Energy Never Dies
48 episodes - English - Latest episode: about 3 years ago - ★★★★★ - 22 ratingsEnergy Never Dies is a podcast created by lifelong friends that are living completely different lives. Together they work on accepting responsibility while contemplating and investigating the energy they put out into the world. They touch on controversial topics in a “think out loud” dialogue. Their goal is to have a public platform where they can think openly, honestly, and safely while perpetuating different thoughts and positive energy. They open up and work through life’s struggles in the hopes that their stories will encourage others to reflect on their own energies in order to live a more fulfilled and meaningful life.
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Forgiveness
May 21, 2021 05:00 - 1 hour - 44.8 MBForgiveness is something every person faces in their lifetime, whether it is forgiving yourself or forgiving someone else. In this episode, the girls talk about times they have had to forgive themselves, stories and situations where they had to forgive others and many scenarios where they discuss how forgiveness could play out. Who is forgiveness for, is it a two-way street, are there things that are unforgivable....?
Relationships and Not Giving AF About What People Think! - Special Guest, Gina Tomassone
May 04, 2021 13:00 - 56 minutes - 39.1 MBIn this episode, the girls have a special guest Gina Tomassone, one of Hanna's good friends, to talk about unconventional relationships, which naturally shifts into a discussion about not giving AF about what people think! Items referenced in the podcast and guest social media: Book The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*CK: A Counterintuitive Approach to Living a Good Life Nur Instagram @nurberxo How to Stop Caring What People Think Of You Gina Tomassone Instagram @ggypsy_lady
Relationships and Not Giving AF About What People Think! - Special Guest, Gina Tomassone
May 04, 2021 13:00 - 56 minutes - 39.1 MBIn this episode, the girls have a special guest Gina Tomassone, one of Hanna's good friends, to talk about unconventional relationships, which naturally shifts into a discussion about not giving AF about what people think! Items referenced in the podcast and guest social media: Book The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*CK: A Counterintuitive Approach to Living a Good Life Nur Instagram @nurberxo How to Stop Caring What People Think Of You Gina Tomassone Instagram @ggypsy_lady
Set Yourself Free
April 19, 2021 13:00 - 1 hour - 45.7 MBWhat happens when you peel back everything? Your looks. Your hair. Your strength. Your health. Who are you without the identity you think you have created? In this episode, Hanna releases her attachment to her perceived identities in real-time with the help of her spiritual teacher Tamara. Tamara shows us all, what it means to be stripped of who we think we are and what we are left with when its all taken away. What are you left with when you start to peel back your many roles and perc...
Set Yourself Free
April 19, 2021 13:00 - 1 hour - 45.7 MBWhat happens when you peel back everything? Your looks. Your hair. Your strength. Your health. Who are you without the identity you think you have created? In this episode, Hanna releases her attachment to her perceived identities in real-time with the help of her spiritual teacher Tamara. Tamara shows us all, what it means to be stripped of who we think we are and what we are left with when its all taken away. What are you left with when you start to peel back your many roles and perc...
Protect Your Peace and Spiritual Journey
April 07, 2021 13:00 - 1 hour - 47.1 MBThis might be the most transparent, real, raw episode yet! Tamara and Hanna are normally very open about their thoughts on religion, spirituality and their openness in accepting others' beliefs and views on religion/spirituality as long as what they believe doesn't hurt or discriminate against others. In their openness, they have been approached by individuals that want the girls to adopt their 'truth'. While they know and hope these messages come from a good place, do the messengers kn...
Protect Your Peace and Spiritual Journey
April 07, 2021 13:00 - 1 hour - 47.1 MBThis might be the most transparent, real, raw episode yet! Tamara and Hanna are normally very open about their thoughts on religion, spirituality and their openness in accepting others' beliefs and views on religion/spirituality as long as what they believe doesn't hurt or discriminate against others. In their openness, they have been approached by individuals that want the girls to adopt their 'truth'. While they know and hope these messages come from a good place, do the messengers kn...
Natural Living and Gentle Parenting w/ Special Guest: Nanci Kennedy
March 22, 2021 13:00 - 1 hour - 50.9 MBIn Tamara and Hanna's quest to explore different lifestyles they have brought on a special guest, Nanci Kennedy. The girls 'found' Nanci through Instagram. Nanci connected with them after listening to a podcast they had with Annie Knoll. She is a listener-turned guest! Nanci describes her lifestyle as - cultivating peace, grace and intention through mindful parenting, eclectic homeschooling and regenerative farming. They learn what natural living means to Nanci's family, especially wh...
Natural Living and Gentle Parenting w/ Special Guest: Nanci Kennedy
March 22, 2021 13:00 - 1 hour - 50.9 MBIn Tamara and Hanna's quest to explore different lifestyles they have brought on a special guest, Nanci Kennedy. The girls 'found' Nanci through Instagram. Nanci connected with them after listening to a podcast they had with Annie Knoll. She is a listener-turned guest! Nanci describes her lifestyle as - cultivating peace, grace and intention through mindful parenting, eclectic homeschooling and regenerative farming. They learn what natural living means to Nanci's family, especially wh...
Would You Explore an Open Relationship or Be in a Throuple?
March 15, 2021 20:00 - 1 hour - 44.6 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna explore the lifestyles of polyamory, open relationships, polygamy and more... The girls find themselves asking, why are these lifestyles be viewed as taboo? They really dive into a topic that is so far from their norm. In that, they breakdown the different energies, yet are able to empathize and relate. The big question is - Would you ever consider being in throuple or open relationship? They reference a lot of content throughout the episode those link...
Social Dilemma
February 11, 2021 17:00 - 45 minutes - 31.2 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna discuss, "Social Dilemma" a documentary on Netflix, and "Fake Famous" on HBO Max. In today's climate of communication via social media, quarantine and a digital world, how do we reconcile using these necessary tools and keeping our minds safe from manipulation?
Social Dilemma
February 11, 2021 17:00 - 45 minutes - 31.2 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna discuss, "Social Dilemma" a documentary on Netflix, and "Fake Famous" on HBO Max. In today's climate of communication via social media, quarantine and a digital world, how do we reconcile using these necessary tools and keeping our minds safe from manipulation?
Surviving Sexual Assault in the Military - Special Guest: Daedra Logan
August 03, 2020 18:00 - 1 hour - 76.6 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna speak with special guest Daedra Logan in great detail regarding her rape while in the military and how it was handled. We discuss the assault, the steps she had to take in order to try to get justice and the continued fight to be heard in the hopes of helping other women. Daedra opens up completely, she holds back nothing as she tells her story. She says, "its time to get LOUD" and rightfully so! Daedra - I hear you, I believe you and I support you. #I...
Surviving Sexual Assault in the Military - Special Guest: Daedra Logan
August 03, 2020 18:00 - 1 hour - 76.6 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna speak with special guest Daedra Logan in great detail regarding her rape while in the military and how it was handled. We discuss the assault, the steps she had to take in order to try to get justice and the continued fight to be heard in the hopes of helping other women. Daedra opens up completely, she holds back nothing as she tells her story. She says, "its time to get LOUD" and rightfully so! Daedra - I hear you, I believe you and I support you. #I...
COVID-19
April 12, 2020 23:00 - 1 hour - 61.1 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna discuss the big topic of today, COVID-19. You may agree or disagree with a lot of their thoughts, however, their main concern is that we all stay safe. Each gal has an interesting perspective on the topic, such that Tamara is on an aggressive chemo treatment and Hanna was 40 weeks pregnant when this was recorded. Stay Safe. Stay Home. Be Mindful. Social Distance.
COVID-19
April 12, 2020 23:00 - 1 hour - 61.1 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna discuss the big topic of today, COVID-19. You may agree or disagree with a lot of their thoughts, however, their main concern is that we all stay safe. Each gal has an interesting perspective on the topic, such that Tamara is on an aggressive chemo treatment and Hanna was 40 weeks pregnant when this was recorded. Stay Safe. Stay Home. Be Mindful. Social Distance.
An Artful Journey Through Pregnancy
April 03, 2020 18:00 - 1 hour - 63.5 MBIn this episode, Hanna and Tamara dive into pregnancy. You will learn about Hanna's story, in finding out she was pregnant in Vietnam, her experiences with doctors in the least developed and developing countries and how her spiritual journey has prepared her for this next part of her Artful Journey.
An Artful Journey Through Pregnancy
April 03, 2020 18:00 - 1 hour - 63.5 MBIn this episode, Hanna and Tamara dive into pregnancy. You will learn about Hanna's story, in finding out she was pregnant in Vietnam, her experiences with doctors in the least developed and developing countries and how her spiritual journey has prepared her for this next part of her Artful Journey.
The Conundrum of Time - Special Guests: Jarrod Ward and Tony Goldsby
March 18, 2020 19:00 - 1 hour - 75 MBFor the first time, since launching Energy Never Dies, Hanna and Tamara sit down in the same room to record a podcast. Not only are they in the same city and room, but they are joined by two very special, reoccurring guests, Jarrod Ward and Tony Goldsby. In the midst of the world dealing with the COVID-19, these four sit down to discuss time. What is time, is it real, how much of it do we have left, what do we do with time? In a situation like this, a world pandemic and quarantine, where...
The Conundrum of Time - Special Guests: Jarrod Ward and Tony Goldsby
March 18, 2020 19:00 - 1 hour - 75 MBFor the first time, since launching Energy Never Dies, Hanna and Tamara sit down in the same room to record a podcast. Not only are they in the same city and room, but they are joined by two very special, reoccurring guests, Jarrod Ward and Tony Goldsby. In the midst of the world dealing with the COVID-19, these four sit down to discuss time. What is time, is it real, how much of it do we have left, what do we do with time? In a situation like this, a world pandemic and quarantine, where...
Pushing Tamara Through the Door of Self Discovery
February 26, 2020 00:00 - 1 hour - 67.5 MBAs you can see this is a lengthy episode, but it is certainly worth a listen even if you have to break up your listening sessions! The best way to introduce this episode is by giving a little background on Tamara's state of mind weeks before this episode was recorded. Tamara wrote Hanna a text on February 12, 2020, that said, "I had scans done yesterday. Unfortunately, which I knew, the cancer is significantly worse. My liver is now covered in tumors. So I'm reluctantly starting IV chem...
Pushing Tamara Through the Door of Self Discovery
February 26, 2020 00:00 - 1 hour - 67.5 MBAs you can see this is a lengthy episode, but it is certainly worth a listen even if you have to break up your listening sessions! The best way to introduce this episode is by giving a little background on Tamara's state of mind weeks before this episode was recorded. Tamara wrote Hanna a text on February 12, 2020, that said, "I had scans done yesterday. Unfortunately, which I knew, the cancer is significantly worse. My liver is now covered in tumors. So I'm reluctantly starting IV chem...
An Imperfect, Perfect Journey Through an Eating Disorder, Body Image Issues and Learning to Listen to Your Intuition- Special Guest: Annie Noll
January 31, 2020 01:00 - 1 hour - 60.5 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna sit back down with the beautiful Annie Noll as she opens up and becomes very vulnerable in sharing her journey through an eating disorder, body image issues and how she is learning to listen to the intelligence of her body. Annie holds nothing back when sharing her story - she talks about her diagnoses, therapy, lessons learned and, in true Energy Never Dies, fashion she keeps it raw and real! Annie takes us from a perception of there are only two types o...
A Mother Finding Meaning and Purpose After Losing Five-Year-Old Son to Neuroblastoma - Special Guest: Annie Noll
January 17, 2020 16:00 - 1 hour - 56.5 MB"Death isn't actually an end, it's just a change." - Annie Noll This might be one of the most powerful episodes that the girls have done thus far! They talk to the very lovely Annie Noll about her journey and experience of watching her son fight through and pass away from neuroblastoma. There is a beauty to Annie, in that she is able to tell her and her son's painful story with such grace and elegance. She has an incredible gift of expressing suffering and the human condition in a way th...
A Mother Finding Meaning and Purpose After Losing Five-Year-Old Son to Neuroblastoma - Special Guest: Annie Noll
January 17, 2020 16:00 - 1 hour - 56.5 MB"Death isn't actually an end, it's just a change." - Annie Noll This might be one of the most powerful episodes that the girls have done thus far! They talk to the very lovely Annie Noll about her journey and experience of watching her son fight through and pass away from neuroblastoma. There is a beauty to Annie, in that she is able to tell her and her son's painful story with such grace and elegance. She has an incredible gift of expressing suffering and the human condition in a way th...
Episode 12 - Connecting to the Strong Female Energy - Special Guest: Jennifer Milnes
December 28, 2019 19:00 - 1 hour - 57.4 MBIn the final episode of Season 1, Tamara and Hanna connect with a former Norton High School Alum, Jennifer Milnes to explore the strong female energy through the eyes of a woman in the military. In the podcast, small-town girl to global nomad Hanna mentions that she gravitates towards the male energy and she would like to remedy that by exploring her own feminity as well as connecting to other female energies. They thought a good place to start would be by hearing stories from strong wome...
Episode 12 - Connecting to the Strong Female Energy - Special Guest: Jennifer Milnes
December 28, 2019 19:00 - 1 hour - 57.4 MBIn the final episode of Season 1, Tamara and Hanna connect with a former Norton High School Alum, Jennifer Milnes to explore the strong female energy through the eyes of a woman in the military. In the podcast, small-town girl to global nomad Hanna mentions that she gravitates towards the male energy and she would like to remedy that by exploring her own feminity as well as connecting to other female energies. They thought a good place to start would be by hearing stories from strong wome...
Episode 11 - Taking Control of Cancer, Small Tweaks to Alter Your Mindset and Embracing Stillness
November 23, 2019 09:00 - 1 hour - 56.7 MBIn this episode, Tamara opens up about her determination to take control of her cancer. She begins to question what she is being told and embarks on a journey to find answers for herself. She takes responsibility for her cancer by becoming an active participant in the search for her cure and hashes through what she wants to accomplish moving forward. It takes a lot of courage to question doctors and Tamara does just that. She is finding a combination of medicine, self-discovery and convict...
Episode 11 - Taking Control of Cancer, Small Tweaks to Alter Your Mindset and Embracing Stillness
November 23, 2019 09:00 - 1 hour - 56.7 MBIn this episode, Tamara opens up about her determination to take control of her cancer. She begins to question what she is being told and embarks on a journey to find answers for herself. She takes responsibility for her cancer by becoming an active participant in the search for her cure and hashes through what she wants to accomplish moving forward. It takes a lot of courage to question doctors and Tamara does just that. She is finding a combination of medicine, self-discovery and convict...
Episode 10- Small Town Girl to Global Nomad!
October 12, 2019 05:00 - 1 hour - 64.7 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna dive into Hanna's journey from growing up in a town of fewer than 3,000 people to a nomad traveling around the world. They share a common bond in their upbringing in Norton, KS. They get nostalgic about what it's like to grow up in a small town, how that small-town lifestyle provided a solid foundation for who they are today and they talk about some disadvantages of living in rural America. They touch on Hanna's transition and experience into college bef...
Episode 10- Small Town Girl to Global Nomad!
October 12, 2019 05:00 - 1 hour - 64.7 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna dive into Hanna's journey from growing up in a town of fewer than 3,000 people to a nomad traveling around the world. They share a common bond in their upbringing in Norton, KS. They get nostalgic about what it's like to grow up in a small town, how that small-town lifestyle provided a solid foundation for who they are today and they talk about some disadvantages of living in rural America. They touch on Hanna's transition and experience into college bef...
Episode 9 - The Power of Sisterhood Stronger than Cancer - Special Guest: Faith Flory
September 02, 2019 02:00 - 58 minutes - 40.1 MBIn this episode, the girls have a very special guest, Tamara's older sister - Faith Flory! They discuss the unbreakable sisterly bond that Tamara and Faith share, as well as the evolution of that relationship with funny stories from their childhood, college and adulthood. Faith opens up about what it is like to feel helpless, at times, in her sister's fight for her life. Their sisterly bond allows them to get real and talk about the hard stuff - funeral, death and final wishes. As you...
Episode 9 - The Power of Sisterhood Stronger than Cancer - Special Guest: Faith Flory
September 02, 2019 02:00 - 58 minutes - 40.1 MBIn this episode, the girls have a very special guest, Tamara's older sister - Faith Flory! They discuss the unbreakable sisterly bond that Tamara and Faith share, as well as the evolution of that relationship with funny stories from their childhood, college and adulthood. Faith opens up about what it is like to feel helpless, at times, in her sister's fight for her life. Their sisterly bond allows them to get real and talk about the hard stuff - funeral, death and final wishes. As you...
Episode 8- Finding a Moral Compass - Religion, Science, Community and Connection
August 09, 2019 10:00 - 1 hour - 49.3 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna explore this idea of a moral compass and dig into their surface understandings of religion. They discuss common issues they both see in religion, however, do reconcile it some with the benefits and moral compass that religion can provide. Tamara opens up about whether or not she thinks it is necessary to seek religion or something more because of her terminal illness. Don't miss a beautiful moment when Tamara surrenders some and expresses this notion of - ...
Episode 8- Finding a Moral Compass - Religion, Science, Community and Connection
August 09, 2019 10:00 - 1 hour - 49.3 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna explore this idea of a moral compass and dig into their surface understandings of religion. They discuss common issues they both see in religion, however, do reconcile it some with the benefits and moral compass that religion can provide. Tamara opens up about whether or not she thinks it is necessary to seek religion or something more because of her terminal illness. Don't miss a beautiful moment when Tamara surrenders some and expresses this notion of - ...
Episode 7 - Can we define marriage through what we learn in divorce?
July 20, 2019 11:00 - 1 hour - 47 MBDivorce is such a heavy word that Tamara and Hanna tackle head on in this episode. In a think out loud dialogue they focus in on Hanna’s short marriage and divorce. How did she find herself in the relationship, what signs did she ignored, how did her ego get her into trouble, why she felt like an awful person and what did she learn? Through discussing divorce they try to define modern day marriage and reveal what they have found makes a solid foundation in a relationship of mutual love a...
Episode 7 - Can we define marriage through what we learn in divorce?
July 20, 2019 11:00 - 1 hour - 47 MBDivorce is such a heavy word that Tamara and Hanna tackle head on in this episode. In a think out loud dialogue they focus in on Hanna’s short marriage and divorce. How did she find herself in the relationship, what signs did she ignored, how did her ego get her into trouble, why she felt like an awful person and what did she learn? Through discussing divorce they try to define modern day marriage and reveal what they have found makes a solid foundation in a relationship of mutual love a...
Episode 6- Where have Tamara and Hanna been?
July 20, 2019 11:00 - 33 minutes - 22.8 MBOver the last couple of weeks Tamara and Hanna took a brief hiatus from podcasting. Where in the world have they been? In this episode, they catch up discussing Hanna’s most recent travels and adventures throughout the beautiful countryside of Viet Nam. She spent 8 days on the road visiting - Hue, Ho An, Hanoi and Ninh Binh. Tamara has been recovering from a very painful surgery. They talk about the pressure to have the surgery, how she came to terms with it and how she is dealing with ...
Episode 6- Where have Tamara and Hanna been?
July 20, 2019 11:00 - 33 minutes - 22.8 MBOver the last couple of weeks Tamara and Hanna took a brief hiatus from podcasting. Where in the world have they been? In this episode, they catch up discussing Hanna’s most recent travels and adventures throughout the beautiful countryside of Viet Nam. She spent 8 days on the road visiting - Hue, Ho An, Hanoi and Ninh Binh. Tamara has been recovering from a very painful surgery. They talk about the pressure to have the surgery, how she came to terms with it and how she is dealing with ...
Episode 5: Possibilities of a Non-Linear Life - Special Guest: Zach Worthington
July 04, 2019 10:00 - 1 hour - 44.5 MBThis episode was recorded with Hanna in Vietnam, Tamara in Kansas City and Zach in San Fransico - across the world and the U.S. they connected on a subject that we all seem to struggle with, work-life balance. Zach Worthington is a dear friend of Hanna’s. He is a stellar human and has an impressive resume to boot. He is an expert in his field of recruiting and has worked for companies like Google, Ibotta, BWBacon and Facebook. Zach is a millennial that has been thinking a lot about this ...
Episode 5: Possibilities of a Non-Linear Life - Special Guest: Zach Worthington
July 04, 2019 10:00 - 1 hour - 44.5 MBThis episode was recorded with Hanna in Vietnam, Tamara in Kansas City and Zach in San Fransico - across the world and the U.S. they connected on a subject that we all seem to struggle with, work-life balance. Zach Worthington is a dear friend of Hanna’s. He is a stellar human and has an impressive resume to boot. He is an expert in his field of recruiting and has worked for companies like Google, Ibotta, BWBacon and Facebook. Zach is a millennial that has been thinking a lot about this ...
Episode 4: Anxiety, Biohacks and Rebirth Through Destruction - Special Guest: Tony Goldsby
June 26, 2019 11:00 - 1 hour - 50.7 MBThis episode is a bit of a reunion and quite nostalgic as Tamara and Hanna connect with one of their childhood friends from good ole’ Norton, KS, Tony Goldsby. Tony holds a Ph.D. in Environmental Science, he is a father and an incredible human. Tony, like most of us, has been through a lot of difficult life experiences that have shaped the man he is today. He has lost both his mother and sister at a very young age and he has a son that, at birth, was diagnosed with a rare form of epilepsy ...
Episode 4: Anxiety, Biohacks and Rebirth Through Destruction - Special Guest: Tony Goldsby
June 26, 2019 11:00 - 1 hour - 50.7 MBThis episode is a bit of a reunion and quite nostalgic as Tamara and Hanna connect with one of their childhood friends from good ole’ Norton, KS, Tony Goldsby. Tony holds a Ph.D. in Environmental Science, he is a father and an incredible human. Tony, like most of us, has been through a lot of difficult life experiences that have shaped the man he is today. He has lost both his mother and sister at a very young age and he has a son that, at birth, was diagnosed with a rare form of epilepsy ...
Episode 3: Building a Relationship and Living with Cancer
June 20, 2019 10:00 - 1 hour - 48.9 MBIn this episode, Tamara continues to amaze with her positive attitude, determination and will to live a full life despite being given a ‘death sentence’. They discuss her bucket list, building a functional relationship with cancer and what you can do instead of say to help her heal. “If I am as strong as possible cancer is going to have to try really hard to kill me.” - Tamara Gillespie
Episode 3: Building a Relationship and Living with Cancer
June 20, 2019 10:00 - 1 hour - 48.9 MBIn this episode, Tamara continues to amaze with her positive attitude, determination and will to live a full life despite being given a ‘death sentence’. They discuss her bucket list, building a functional relationship with cancer and what you can do instead of say to help her heal. “If I am as strong as possible cancer is going to have to try really hard to kill me.” - Tamara Gillespie
Episode 2: Can you be present and have a social media presence? - Special Guest: Jarrod Ward
June 17, 2019 12:00 - 1 hour - 43.7 MBIn this episode, Tamara and Hanna are joined by their first guest - musician Jarrod Ward. The three of them discuss the difficulties of living in the present while keeping up with social media to promote their artistic endeavors. Jarrod is a talented musician living a nomadic lifestyle. He is experiencing the world while putting mindful focus and attention into his craft. He struggles with promoting himself on social media and the girls encourage him to set aside this idea of ‘perfection’ a...
Episode 1: Getting to Know Tamara and Hanna
June 04, 2019 07:00 - 1 hour - 54.4 MBIn their very first episode, Tamara and Hanna give you an up-close and personal glimpse into the lives. You will find out that Hanna is a nomadic artist traveling around the world. She shares some of the crazy shit she is experiencing while living in one of the least developed countries, you will hear about some major cultural differences she has encountered and why she has chosen a seemingly unstable lifestyle. When the conversation shifts to Tamara’s life, get ready for an emotional dee...
Episode 1: Getting to Know Tamara and Hanna
June 04, 2019 07:00 - 1 hour - 54.4 MBIn their very first episode, Tamara and Hanna give you an up-close and personal glimpse into the lives. You will find out that Hanna is a nomadic artist traveling around the world. She shares some of the crazy shit she is experiencing while living in one of the least developed countries, you will hear about some major cultural differences she has encountered and why she has chosen a seemingly unstable lifestyle. When the conversation shifts to Tamara’s life, get ready for an emotional dee...