When Pain Happens PT 2

Pain Happens! What do you do?  So in my part 2 I will continue explaining the loss of my precious sister.  I have had many losses throughout my life but it's something about losing my sister.  I cannot express but I feel we have such a spiritual connection that after I got the word of her death I could not rest because her presence was so connected to me.  I was so emotional and could not catch my breath.  My head was aching, my heart and again I felt if I was gasping. Since my sister was in a facility and could not talk or walk of course as a protected sister I want to know what happened?. So with me going through the motions of breathing and head aching I took those as signs that maybe my sister went through so of those before her closing of the eyes allegedly.  During my emotions and tears I fell to sleep and when I woke up it was like a peace had come upon me.  The LORD had covered me during my sleep and gave me a better peace upon waking  Every day while serving the lord, giving others support I would cry in between servicing and fall to sleep and waking up in a greater peace and that's how it's been during my grieving of my sister. I still trust in God while I'm grieving! I don't know what all this means but I continue to ask God to hold us all up.  May you all find the strength! 

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