Do you have a fear of rejection? Are you playing small and not pursuing the life you really want because you know your family will hate it? Especially as a Christian, lots of people aren't going to like you or agree with what you believe. You're gonna have to outgrow the evolutionary trait that tells us we must "fit in" socially...at all costs. Because in our current economic environment, you're going to be totally fine if you uproot and leave behind the small minded people who make fun of your dreams (I did it - more than once, and I'm still here!)