Do not trust anyone. I notice patterns that’s all. Loca para dios no mas. Not literally retards.

When you don’t want to be here anymore you know how powerful your mind is. You know why they are coming for you. You know what your intrusive thoughts are. You know what is coming from you. Clearly, the government has the technology to cause you to think you are hearing “God”. They prey on the “mentally ill”. They labeled us that. We are worthless to society. We can’t take care of ourselves. What they have put me thru is so traumatizing I know they are just waiting for me to snap, BUT GOD. I told the prosecutor I would not shut up. I am being targeted. Bullied, harassed, and stalked. I get phone calls telling me to kill myself. I got emails as well. Do I listen, and make the world a better place? No. Killing yourself is never the answer. Why are we not outlawing fentanyl??? People are so worried about guns, but this is actually killing more people. I know more people that have died because of fentanyl, and no one is saying anything. That should be me! I told kaiser no to a pain pump. I would be dead, if I didn’t pick to live with the pain. Deal with it. Life is going to hurt. A little pain means you are alive. Saying I don’t want to be here anymore doesn’t mean I want to hurt myself. It means to me that it hurts to be alive right now at this moment. I am trying to heal from all this trauma, but no one around me is allowing it. They rather see me suffer. I don’t say anything, if I don’t have proof to back it up. You can’t trust your own government, when they have you painted as the terrorist. They are targeting God fearing people. Why can Jack Hibbs say things, but I say them irl and I get 5150d. They know it is true. If Todd wouldn’t have targeted me the way he is I wouldn’t be so sure. I had no idea how racist he was. Sometimes you have to pretend to be one of them. I have put my mental health at risk all to prove a point. Thank you God for keeping me safe. I know exactly what the CTA and STRS are doing. I was treated like a piece if meat. I didn’t suck the right dick. How dare they ask me if my vagina gets wet still?! WTF does that have to do with my shoulder. come to find out it is all a test of how calm and collective you can stay. Did you see the tiktok guy?! Horry shit!!! Good for china. The US Government spies on us. look up the patriot act . They can go thru everything! Listen to everything. Nothing is a coincidence. Churches only house evil people. They love to judge others. If people don’t forgive you for using the word retarded, then they have issues. Not me. Since when did people start getting so offended by a word. You are going to be the reason our country goes to shit. You care too much what others think. White girls will never understand. To me white girl means blonde hair and blue eyes. I am not a white girl. I am short curvy brown every where. They prey on women like us. I am trying to help you. Others. The system doesn’t care about us because we don’t believe in marriage. We don’t buy into their rules. For a good reason. If you were in my shoes you’d get it. One day I will be able to share everything. I am so thankful for my friends in high places. Thank you so much God. Don’t ever trust your lawyers!!! All they want is money. There is a reason they told me not to use his name in court, God…that is. https://ultraculture.org/blog/2014/06/06/hearing-voices-military/