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Beyond the Secret

127 episodes - English - Latest episode: over 1 year ago - ★★★★★ - 1.5K ratings

Everybody has a secret. Host Ace Fanning interviews anonymous guests willing to share their deepest secrets. With humor and compassion, Ace tackles topics ranging from quirky to serious, giving us a chance to hear first-hand, candid accounts of lives and experiences we may not ever otherwise encounter. You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, you’ll gasp out loud and grow in empathy and appreciation of the private joys, sorrows and experiences that the guests so bravely share.

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Secret 050: My Dad's Secret Trans Life!

May 20, 2020 04:00 - 54 minutes - 62 MB

Secret 050:  My Dad’s Secret Trans Life What happens when you find out your parent has a secret?  A woman shares her experience of discovering her dad’s secret transgender life.  Delivered with compassion, today’s secret sharer hopes her story will advocate for the dignity of the LGBTQ community and honor her late father’s life and generous heart. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the d...

Secret 049: The Mistress!

May 13, 2020 03:00 - 1 hour - 97.5 MB

Secret 049: The Mistress A woman in her 20s becomes emotionally and physically involved with a married man in her small town.  Ace gets a mistress’ perspective and drops some wisdom in an unapologetic, candid conversation about the complicated feelings involved in being the other woman. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SEC...

Secret 048: Searching for the Baby I Put Up for Adoption!

May 06, 2020 03:46 - 1 hour - 75.3 MB

Secret 048:  Searching for the Baby I Put Up for Adoption When a fifteen year old found herself pregnant, she made the difficult decision to put her child up for adoption.   Over twenty years later, she speaks with Ace about the complicated feelings and decisions that surrounded the adoption and continued for decades, eventually leading her to search for her child. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON!...

Secret 047: The Bad Nanny

April 29, 2020 03:00 - 47 minutes - 54.3 MB

Secret 047:  The Bad Nanny A former nanny shares the work experience from her 20s that involved a whole lot more than childcare.  Ace gets the bad nanny gossip in a story that spans multiple years, several houses, two families and some very shifty boundaries. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET PRIVATE FACEBOOK GROUP! ...

Secret 46: The Stalker!

April 22, 2020 03:20 - 1 hour - 82.9 MB

Secret 046: The Stalker Sometimes forces entirely out of our control enter our lives and shatter our sense of security.  Ace speaks with the victim of a four-year stalking saga full of terrifying encounters and, ultimately, remarkable resilience. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET PRIVATE FACEBOOK GROUP! Another acco...

Beyond the Secret 045: Bad Dating Stories!

April 15, 2020 03:07 - 47 minutes - 54.8 MB

This weeks secret: "Bad Dating Stories!" Listen as strangers divulge some of their worst dating experiences! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? Join Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/beyondthesecretpodcast Join our Facebook group: www.facebook.com/groups/396679627583503/ Follow us on Instagram: www.instagram.com/beyondthesecretpodcast Have a secret you want to share? Send an email to: [email protected] Make sure to leave a review and subscribe to the podcast!

Secret 045: Bad Dating Stories!

April 15, 2020 03:07 - 47 minutes - 54.8 MB

Secret 045:  Bad Dating Stories Whether online or in person, the world of dating is not for the faint of heart.  From classic catfish scenarios to diarrhea and skid marks, this episode will have you laughing out loud and scrutinizing those dating app profiles a bit more closely. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET PRIV...

Secret 044: I Am My Husbands Own Personal Porn Star!

April 01, 2020 02:32 - 1 hour - 85.1 MB

Secret 044: I Am My Husband’s Own Personal Porn Star PLUS+ Bonus Minisode, "Hot Yoga!" Different strokes for different folks!  A happily married woman speaks with Ace about the way she and her husband have communicated their way from a vanilla sex life to an open marriage.  This episode is a sexy reminder that there are a vast variety of ways to strengthen a relationship. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN P...

Secret 043: The Embarrassing Series!

March 25, 2020 03:43 - 59 minutes - 68.3 MB

Secret 043:  The Embarrassing Series The most embarrassing moment of your life might transform into pure comedic gold with a little time and the right audience.  Ace relieves himself of an embarrassing story of his own and delivers a collection of listeners’ mortifying moments.  Double dog dare you not to laugh out loud. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your th...

Secret 042: The Cult PART TWO

March 18, 2020 04:28 - 1 hour - 72.9 MB

Secret 042:  The Cult PART TWO After being raised in a cult, teen years bring a young woman exposure to the outside world and doubts about her community.  Ace speaks with the survivor about the events that lead to her excommunication, and the way that her childhood continues to affect her adult life, her relationship with her parents and her relationship with her children. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN ...

Secret 042: The Cult PART ONE

March 11, 2020 02:00 - 1 hour - 93.1 MB

Secret 042: The Cult PART ONE In the late 90s, a family joins a church that completely upends a young girl’s sense of safety and normalcy.  In the first of a two-part story, Ace’s guest shares her childhood experience living in an isolated community of questionable people and bizarre communal practices that she is now able to identify as the deeply disturbing practices of a cult. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life...

Secret 041: My Not So Average Sex Life PART TWO

March 04, 2020 02:49 - 59 minutes - 68.4 MB

Secret 041:  My Not So Average Sex Life PART TWO Get excited for another arousing round of adventurous sex talk!  A returning guest shares the way her open marriage evolved to include BDSM and polyamory.  Laugh along with Ace in a conversation that may not be safe for work, but is guaranteed to be a good time. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and ...

Secret 041: My Not So Average Sex Life PART ONE

February 26, 2020 02:55 - 55 minutes - 63.9 MB

Secret 041:  My Not So Average Sex Life PART ONE “Wouldn’t it be hot if we went to a sex party?” A simple question leads to a whole new world of experience and deeper level of intimacy for a flirtatious married couple.  The first of a two-part episode, Ace gets the scoop on the beginning of the couple’s journey into an open marriage.  Spoiler:  it involves a hot tub.  There’s always a hot tub. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secre...

Secret 040: How My Narcissistic Ex Got Me Addicted to Heroin PART TWO!

February 19, 2020 02:00 - 59 minutes - 68.3 MB

Secret 040:  How My Narcissistic Ex Got Me Addicted to Heroin PART TWO A troubled past doesn’t have to define your future.  In the second of a two-part episode, a woman shares the events that eventually helped her to find herself again after years of struggle with addiction. If you or someone you love is struggling with substance abuse, please visit: https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national-helpline Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond t...

Secret 040: How My Narcissistic Ex Got Me Addicted to Heroin PART ONE!

February 12, 2020 02:47 - 47 minutes - 54.9 MB

Secret 040:  How My Narcissistic Ex Got Me Addicted to Heroin PART ONE An impressionable teen enters into an unhealthy relationship that consumes years of her life.  Manipulation and a cycle of dependency eventually lead her from opioids to a devastating heroin addiction.  Get the perspective from the other side of addiction in the first of a two-part episode secret share. If you or someone you love is struggling with substance abuse, please visit: https://www.samhsa.gov/find-help/national...

Secret 039: I Didn't Know I Was Pregnant!

February 05, 2020 03:27 - 1 hour - 73.7 MB

Secret 039:  I Didn’t Know I Was Pregnant You begin the day with a Spanish midterm and end the day holding a newborn in your arms that you didn’t even know you were carrying.  Can you imagine?!  Get the shocking story, the postpartum aftermath and some real talk that challenges conventional parenting and relationship expectations. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and sha...

For Brandon.

January 29, 2020 02:59 - 37 minutes - 42.7 MB

For Brandon In Secret 019, Hannah shared with Ace the traumatic events that marked the beginning of life for her and her three siblings, known as the Avondale quads.  In this episode, Hannah returns to share a conversation with Ace celebrating the life of her brother, Brandon Nehemiah Rowin, and sharing the grief and heartache of his recent loss. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the di...

Secrets + Scandals 004: Lori Vallow + Chad Daybell!

January 22, 2020 03:58 - 50 minutes - 58.3 MB

Secrets + Scandals 004: Lori Vallow + Chad Daybell At the end of November 2019, the disappearance of two Idaho children, JJ Vallow and Tylee Ryan, garnered national attention.  The search for the children led to scrutiny of the children’s mother, Lori Vallow, and her husband Chad, whose pasts include extreme religious beliefs and a disturbing number of suspicious deaths.  Ace and Katelyn deliver a concise timeline of a very complicated and still developing story. Want to score some Beyond ...

Secret 038: My Ex: The Con Man

January 15, 2020 03:18 - 1 hour - 92.2 MB

Secret 038:  My Ex: The Con Man A fast-formed emotional and physical chemistry in a new relationship makes it easy for a woman to overlook some troubling warning signs.  As the truth about her partner’s gambling addiction starts to come to light, she’s overwhelmed by his emotional manipulation and abuse.   She talks to Ace about how the relationship spiraled and what led her to finally draw the line. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond th...

2019.

December 18, 2019 04:48 - 22 minutes - 26.2 MB

2019 Ace bids 2019 farewell with an honest reflection on his experience of developing the podcast, growing pains and all, in an end-of-year message that celebrates growth and the power of community. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET PRIVATE FACEBOOK GROUP! Another account to mindlessly scroll through? FOLLOW ME ON I...

Secret 037: "Am I Gay?" Experimenting as a Mormon Boy

December 11, 2019 04:00 - 1 hour - 82.6 MB

Secret 037:  “Am I Gay?” Experimenting as a Mormon Boy As a young Mormon boy, today’s guest began to explore his sexuality with his male friend.  He speaks with Ace about the way that his religion impacted that experience and the problems that arise when sexuality is treated as shameful in religious communities. Stephanie Smith, MA, LPC (www.discreetonlinecounseling.com) ***Josh and Lolly Weed: Mormon Couple Article (https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/mormon-gay-man-straiht...

Secret 036: The Stepfather.

December 04, 2019 04:00 - 1 hour - 95.2 MB

Secret 036:  The Stepfather Ace conducts a rare in-person interview with a brother and sister who were victims of sexual molestation as children at the hands of their stepfather.  The siblings share their difficult process of beginning to face their experiences in a discussion that sheds light on the harsh reality that children confront when home is not a place of safety. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN P...

Secret 035: My Open Marriage!

November 27, 2019 05:45 - 1 hour - 83.5 MB

Secret 035:  My Open Marriage A woman with a busy family and work life shares with Ace the details of the non-monogamous arrangement that has been successful for her marriage.  Her explanation reveals a deep understanding of herself and her partner that may have you looking at unconventional lifestyles with a more open mind. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share you...

Check-In with Stephanie 002!

November 20, 2019 06:24 - 1 hour - 78.2 MB

Check-In With Stephanie 002 Ace does a deep dive into recent podcast episodes with the help from Stephanie Smith, LPC, MA who shares a professional counselor’s perspective on not only the secret sharers’ stories, but the conversations that followed in the podcast facebook group. Our second "Check-In" episode with Stephanie Smith, MA, LPC (www.discreetonlinecounseling.com) Discreet Online Counseling Facebook Page: (www.facebook.com/stephaniediscreet) Check out Stephanie's blog post on tod...

Secret 034: My Pedophile Grandfather

November 13, 2019 05:01 - 1 hour - 78.4 MB

Secret 034:  My Pedophile Grandfather The sexual abuse a woman experiences as a child marks her early years with anxiety and sets her on a course of destructive and self sabatoging behavior.   The story of abuse transformed into growth that she shares with Ace is proof that it’s never too late to reclaim your life. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts...

Secret 033: We Are Swingers PART HER!

November 06, 2019 01:48 - 1 hour - 73.2 MB

Secret 033:  We are Swingers PART HER According to today’s guest, “Strange dick is good dick!”  Ace gets the details on how she and her husband first entered the swinger world and what they’ve found there, including adventures into partner swaps and house parties.  And wouldn’t ya know, it involves a lot of hot tub action. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your ...

Secret 032: Her Name is Sloan, An Infant Loss Story

October 30, 2019 01:00 - 1 hour - 75.5 MB

Secret 032:  Her Name is Sloan, An Infant Loss Story The loss of an infant is a pain that never goes away.  A mother shares with Ace the story of her unexpected pregnancy, the pain surrounding the loss of her newborn daughter and the grieving process that continues two years later. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET P...

Secret 031: Married Mormon Mom "I Am Gay" PART TWO!

October 23, 2019 03:00 - 51 minutes - 59.2 MB

Secret 031:  Married Mormon Mom “I Am Gay” PART TWO What happens when falling in love means falling out of favor with your church?  The conversation continues as a woman shares how her bond with another Mormon mom  turned into something more and helped her to better understand her sexuality outside the confines of the belief system she grew up in. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the d...

Secret 031: Married Mormon Mom "I Am Gay" PART ONE!

October 16, 2019 02:57 - 52 minutes - 60.2 MB

Secret 031:  Married Mormon Mom “I Am Gay” PART ONE Walk a mile in some Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saint shoes as Ace delves into the early life of today’s guest.  They discuss her upbringing in the Mormon church and her early experiences with marriage and motherhood in her late teens- all required listening to understand the plot twists of Part Two. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be ...

Secret 030: Welcome to Sex Club!

October 09, 2019 03:00 - 1 hour - 82.3 MB

Secret 030:  Welcome to Sex Club Today’s episode might have you giving nondescript buildings a second glance.  From the layout to the rules of engagement, today’s guest walks Ace through the ins and outs of a Sex Club experience.  Come for the sex, stay for the buffet!  You’ve really gotta hear it to believe it. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts an...

Secret 029: A Life of Boarding School PART TWO!

October 02, 2019 04:35 - 1 hour - 70.6 MB

Secret 029:  A Life of Boarding School PART TWO A returning guest continues her story of growing up in several therapeutic schools with questionable practices.  From lockdown facilities, Dr. Phil photo ops and Huffington Post whistleblowers, she shares the details of her experience and the lasting impact that her adolescent years have had on her life. Huffington Post Article: https://testkitchen.huffingtonpost.com/island-view/ Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STOR...

Secret 029: A Life of Boarding School PART ONE!

September 25, 2019 03:00 - 1 hour - 69.3 MB

Secret 029:  A Life of Boarding School PART ONE A complicated mother/daughter dynamic lands a 13 year old in an out-of-state school that functions more like a prison and a Wilderness Program in the middle of a Utah desert.  Today’s guest shares the harsh realities of her adolescence and paints a shocking picture of alternative therapeutic schooling options. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be par...

Secrets + Scandals 003: McMartin Family Preschool!

September 18, 2019 03:00 - 53 minutes - 61.7 MB

Secrets + Scandals 003: McMartin Family Preschool At the height of Satanic Panic in the 80s, a sexual abuse complaint at a family-run preschool leads to over 300 accounts of abuse and trials that went on for 7 years.  But before you react with horror, let Ace and Katelyn’s summary of the scandal serve as a reminder to steer clear of assumptions before exploring every side of a story. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your ...

Secret 028: Webcam Mama!

September 11, 2019 04:00 - 56 minutes - 65.1 MB

Secret 028:  Webcam Mama A Webcam mama divulges the nitty gritty details of her webcam work.  Ace speaks with a woman who specializes in domination and humiliation and gets the scoop on the kinds of requests she gets from her male patrons.  Fruit smoothies?  Puppy pads?  Tiny ball talk? You’re about to get an education. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your tho...

Secret 027: My Abusive Marriage!

September 04, 2019 04:00 - 1 hour - 72.5 MB

Secret 027:  My Abusive Marriage A happy marriage quickly descends into chaos when a woman’s husband begins abusing narcotics.  She shares with Ace how it felt to be trapped in heartbreaking cycles of abuse, manipulation, infidelity and shame spirals that made her feel trapped in a toxic marriage, and how she finally found the courage to get out. DOMESTIC VIOLENCE RESOURCES: National Domestic Violence Hotline: www.thehotline.org (1-800-799-7233) Chrysalis AZ: www.noabuse.org (602-944-499...

Secret 026: Breaking Amish PART TWO!

August 28, 2019 04:00 - 51 minutes - 58.6 MB

Secret 026:  Breaking Amish PART TWO From an Amish boy who was not allowed to look at women to the Vegas Strip with a wife and a girlfriend, this is the part of the story that you didn’t see coming and won’t want to miss.  Shane bares all the details about where his path took him after leaving the Amish community, and what his life looks like today. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the...

Secret 026: Breaking Amish PART ONE!

August 21, 2019 04:00 - 1 hour - 69.7 MB

Secret 026:  Breaking Amish PART ONE At nine years old, a Shane’’s parents abruptly joined an Amish community and fully immersed themselves in a sheltered life.  In Part One, he shares the details of his strict upbringing and the steep learning curve he faced when he found himself kicked out and navigating the world outside his community for the first time. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be par...

Secret 025: My Husband's Affair!

August 14, 2019 04:43 - 1 hour - 79.5 MB

Secret 025:  My Husband’s Affair After fifteen years of marriage, a woman learns through a dm from a stranger that her husband has been unfaithful.  She speaks with Ace frankly about the devastating discovery and about rebuilding trust once it’s been shattered completely. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET PRIVATE FAC...

Secret 024: I Grew Up in a Cult!

August 07, 2019 04:00 - 1 hour - 82.8 MB

Secret 024:  I Grew Up in a Cult At a young age, a girl’s family joined a small church led by a man with radical religious beliefs who claimed to be a prophet.  She tells Ace about the way the church environment of isolation, control and shame impacted her upbringing, and still affects her today. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYO...

Secret 023: The Pilot.

July 31, 2019 05:32 - 55 minutes - 63.7 MB

Secret 023:  The Pilot When an airplane crash that kills your uncle doesn’t seem so accidental, you’ve gotta talk about it.  Ace and the pilot’s niece speculate on all the unanswered questions in a Dateline-worthy story involving not one, but TWO plane crashes, life insurance policies and shady Vegas secrets. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and i...

Secret 022: Welcome to Our Throuple!

July 24, 2019 03:07 - 1 hour - 73.5 MB

Secret 022:  Welcome to Our Throuple What began as a joking suggestion became a committed, loving relationship between three people.  Ace gets the scoop on everything from bedroom dynamics to introducing their lifestyle to their parents.  Get insight into how love works for one young throuple in a candid interview with all three lovers. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion a...

Check-In with Stephanie 001!

July 17, 2019 04:00 - 1 hour - 84.4 MB

Check-In with Stephanie 001 Ace introduces Stephanie Smith, LPC, MA, who shares a professional counselor’s insight into some of your secrets shared on Instagram and some of your favorite recent podcast episodes.   Stepahie shares such good life advice and perspective, you’ll walk away feeling like you just got yourself a free therapy session. Our very first "Check-In" episode with Stephanie Smith, MA, LPC (www.discreetonlinecounseling.com) Discreet Online Counseling Facebook Page: (www.fa...

Secrets + Scandals 002: Darlie Routier

June 26, 2019 02:00 - 59 minutes - 67.7 MB

Secrets + Scandals 002:  Darlie Routier Ace and Katelyn deliver an unapologetically biased defense of Darlie Routier, who was charged with the murder of her five-year-old son in 1996.  Listen in as they challenge the most popular theories about the case that landed Darlie on death row. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECR...

Secret 021: Youth Pastor PART TWO

June 19, 2019 04:00 - 54 minutes - 62.7 MB

Secret 021:  Youth Pastor PART TWO Hurt people hurt people.  Years after a woman’s painful experience with her middle school boyfriend, she learns news that helps to clear up some of the confusion and hurt that followed her for years. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET PRIVATE FACEBOOK GROUP! Another account to mindl...

Secret 021: Youth Pastor PART ONE

June 13, 2019 04:01 - 58 minutes - 67.5 MB

Secret 021:  Youth Pastor PART ONE Sexual experimentation in sixth grade leads to a dark and confusing place for a girl and her boyfriend.  Years later, their past continues to be a source of contention as their paths continue to cross and get mixed up in church politics.  Ace and today’s guest share real talk about sex and consent. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and s...

Secret 000: My Very First Secret!

June 05, 2019 04:00 - 16 minutes - 18.8 MB

Secret 000:  My Very First Secret We all have ways to work out stress.  One woman regularly prank phone calls her gullible mother-in-law to let off a little steam. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET PRIVATE FACEBOOK GROUP! Another account to mindlessly scroll through? FOLLOW ME ON INSTAGRAM! Have a secret you want t...

Secret 020: I Am a Sugar Baby!

May 29, 2019 04:00 - 52 minutes - 60.4 MB

Secret 020: I Am A Sugar Baby Need a new wardrobe?  How about new furniture for the house? Get yourself a sugar daddy!  As an aspiring sugar baby, Ace gets the inside scoop and learns some tricks of the trade from a woman who’s successfully navigated the sugar baby role for years to the tune of hundreds of thousands of dollars. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share ...

Secret 019: I Am an Avondale Quad!

May 22, 2019 04:00 - 1 hour - 85.5 MB

Secret 019:  I Am an Avondale Quad In 1998, a set of quadruplets received national attention when they were subjected to severe abuse at the hands of their mother. One quadruplet talks with Ace about the way growing up in the national publicity affected her upbringing, and the way it has impacted her own experience of pregnancy and motherhood. AZ Central, Avondale Quads: From birth and abuse to a new beginning: https://youtu.be/2xzNlyVoi-8 Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK...

Secret 018: I Am an Ex Web Cam Girl!

May 15, 2019 04:00 - 52 minutes - 59.7 MB

Secret 018: I Am an Ex Web Cam Girl “Don’t be afraid to be the squirt queen!”  Ace has a light hearted chat with a former web cam girl, who spills all the juicy details about her year-long experience in front of the camera. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET PRIVATE FACEBOOK GROUP! Another account to mindlessly scrol...

Secret 017: My Mom Has Munchausen PART TWO!

May 08, 2019 04:00 - 1 hour - 74 MB

Secret 017:  My Mom Has Munchausen PART TWO The shocking background shared in PART ONE comes to an emotional peak as Ace and his guest discuss the lasting effects and failed attempts at calling out her mother’s deeply troubling and damaging lies. Want to score some Beyond the Secret Merch? CHECK OUT THE STORE! Need even more Beyond the Secret in your life? JOIN PATREON! Be part of the discussion and share your thoughts and insights: BEYOND THE SECRET PRIVATE FACEBOOK GROUP! Another acco...