Learning To Be - with B
35 episodes - English - Latest episode: 12 months ago -It's been hard learning to be with B. But I've learned a lot along the way... especially about what doesn't work.
I share my thoughts and my stories as well as what I’m learning about in life, in astrology, in yoga, in human design, in relationships, in all the things I’m studying.
Practicing how I want to be in life. And using my voice like my life depends on it. Because it does. I’m Bianca - most call me B - a Self-Projected Projector. I am here to speak my truth and guide you to reflect on yours. Would you like to join me? You are very welcome here and warmly invited.
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Lying
May 05, 2023 14:44 - 21 minutes - 20 MBThis episode I share the pains of lying, what's present for me at this moment and in my reflection around what I've learned about it. And what it means to be dishonest with myself. What about you? Do you have a specific belief or set of beliefs around lying? I'd love to hear it. Connect with B: [email protected] More about B: biancapaigesmith.com Work with B: biancapaigesmith.com/offerings --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/learning-to-be/m...
Liberation
April 07, 2023 13:15 - 21 minutes - 19.6 MBChatting a bit about liberation. What is your perspective? Do you have something you want to be liberated from? Someone? Some circumstance? I had a realization during this one, about the perspective through which I seek liberation. And how it sometimes can feel desperate. I am experiencing a lot of grief and reflection over family matters, so that’s where it hits me the most lately. What about you? Do you feel that there’s realizations happening? I wrote this about liberation: https://bia...
Relief
March 24, 2023 13:54 - 21 minutes - 19.5 MBThe relief that comes from doing what is correct for me. I was laugh-crying in such relief. The come down was so real but I am so proud of myself. And it is so worth it. Want to chat? [email protected] Want me to read your chart? Guide your yoga practice? You’re Invited - biancapaigesmith.com/offerings Resources I mentioned: Human Design - jovianarchive.com Astrology - astro.com Gene Keys - gene keys.com German New Medicine - learninggnm.com --- Send in a voice message: ht...
Pressure
March 03, 2023 13:12 - 20 minutes - 18.9 MBI have been feeling pressure coming from both directions for some time now. It feels sooooo good to talk about it on here. I wonder, do you notice how and where you feel pressure inside yourself? What do you do about it? I am realizing now that this episode might be inspired by this blog post: https://biancapaigesmith.com/pressure/ I also talked about my Human Design experiment, if you want to explore for yourself: jovianarchive.com Do you want to connect with me? hello@biancapaigesmith....
Uncertainty
February 26, 2023 16:32 - 25 minutes - 23.5 MBReflecting on the role that uncertainty plays in my life. Does uncertainty play a role in your life? I have lots of thoughts about it, especially as it relates to my family relationships. It's been a lot for me to contend with, but I am allowing myself to go below surface level lately and I am very glad for that. Contact me: [email protected] Website: biancapaigesmith.com Book Astrology Readings: biancapaigesmith.as.me --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.co...
Courtesy
February 17, 2023 14:11 - 19 minutes - 18.5 MBI am learning about what courtesy really means to me. I am learning to communicate the truth of how I am feeling without aggression and to actually make steps towards sharing without repressing. Repressing my emotions felt like the “right” thing to do but it has been harming me. It is dishonest to everyone. False courtesy. That’s what I talked about today. I also talked about a retreat I am doing through the Gene Keys - genekeys.com Work with me: biancapaigesmith.com/offerings Contact me...
When Human Design Found Me
February 10, 2023 18:45 - 22 minutes - 20.4 MBI felt inspired today to begin sharing the journey of when Human Design found me. It's been 5 full years. The start of my sixth year in my Human Design experiment has nearly begun and I was feeling reflective and contemplative. It's been amazing to think back to how different life was for me back then and how much has changed. How are things going for you? I'd love to hear your thoughts about this episode. Is there anything that you're completing and reflecting upon? You're invited to share....
Needs
February 03, 2023 19:32 - 21 minutes - 19.4 MBToday I talked about my needs, what I’ve learned about them and how I’ve realized that I have learned to ignore them. I habe learned a lot about this from contemplating this over the last few weeks. I basically have learned to minimize my needs and have as few as possible, to not be a burden. Very confusing to navigate now as a grown woman. What are your needs? How do you treat yourself around those things? I wrote about my needs on my blog here : https://biancapaigesmith.com/my-needs/ I ...
Pessimism
January 27, 2023 18:52 - 21 minutes - 20.1 MBSo I sometimes have to admit things to myself. I feel like pessimism really holds me back and I shared some ways that I have caught it. Pessimism as it relates to mental patterns that affect my behavior and or physical health even! I also shared about a blog post that I linked below. Blog post - https://biancapaigesmith.com/a-mirror-is-a-reflection/ I also shared about Movement for Nervous System Regulation - wanna try it? biancapaigesmith.as.me is the place to book Mutation: in real tim...
Anger
January 20, 2023 20:17 - 22 minutes - 20.7 MBWell this time around, I am talking about #anger and still #grief and the little girl inside of me who just wants to scream at everybody and say YOU HURT MY FEELINGS! Want to share your tools to cope with anger? I’d love to hear them. Reach out, you’re invited ✨🙏🏼✨ Mutation: in real time - biancapaigesmith.com Email me @ [email protected] Work with me @ biancapaigesmith.as.me --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/learning-to-be/message
Grief
January 13, 2023 14:29 - 20 minutes - 19 MBGrief is something I really want to talk about. So I am starting here. In this episode I talk about how my grandfather passed away and I decided not to attend the funeral and wake in person. I also started blogging about grief. They are more like poems/stories. I will link them below. Are you grieving? Sending huge hugs out there to anyone who is. Grief in common - https://www.griefincommon.com/ I wrote about grief here and here I also mentioned Human Design and the third line process...
Love Notes
January 06, 2023 15:16 - 20 minutes - 19.2 MBThe article I mentioned - Why do I feel so much pressure? An article about Capricorn season and its connection to a pressurized energy center in our bodies. Today I spoke about love notes, how I used to exchange them with a lover and also how every act in my life is something I can see as a love note in the love song that is the work of Art of my life. I also mentioned emoji love notes that I do on socials and clubhouse and that I loooooveee. Want a love note exchange ? Connect with me. W...
Adulthood
January 01, 2023 22:33 - 20 minutes - 19.4 MBA topic that brought up a lot for me. Some things I consider ... What does adulthood mean? What did I learn it to mean? When and how does adulthood flower? Saturn returns, the meaning of Saturn and more. Keep in touch - [email protected] Work with B - biancapaigesmith.as.me Mutation: in real time - biancapaigesmith.com --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/pod-b/message
Self-doubt
December 23, 2022 13:45 - 20 minutes - 19 MBI mentioned a few things here - besides self-doubt and all the self words I love and my intentions for going into this next year. I also mentioned Gene Keys - genekeys.com and I mentioned that I work for TaskHuman - TaskHuman.com - it’s a great way to get one to one coaching. You’ll find me there. To work with me: biancapaigesmith.as.me and to connect [email protected] --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/pod-b/message
Mutation: in real time
December 16, 2022 17:35 - 20 minutes - 18.7 MBI am allowing myself to try this. Everything in transformation. Mutation in real time... it's exciting. To give myself permission to be here in the middle of something because really ... life is the middle. Website: https://biancapaigesmith.com Book readings: biancapaigesmith.as.me --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/pod-b/message
Embodied Contemplation
June 26, 2022 17:30 - 23 minutes - 22 MBEmbodied contemplation - a movement ritual practice that helps to regulate your nervous system, connecting you to your inner wisdom and fortifying your relationship with your inherent safety and strength Let's chat. Do you have thoughts? Opinions? You're invited to share. I've been experimenting with sharing my chats on here and seeing how it goes. Ever the experiment. Embodied contemplation practice June 30th - if you want to join - biancapaigesmith.as.me More about me? biancapagesmith....
Creative Embodiment
June 20, 2022 11:03 - 31 minutes - 28.8 MBCreative embodiment - the process of using tools, methods, forms of creativity to integrate what I'm learning into my body + live it in my life as opposed to just thinking about it What do you do to embody yourself? Creative embodiment - what does it mean to you? To me this is the experience part of the knowledge part. If knowledge = self discovery, experience = creative embodiment Together - knowledge + experience = wisdom Together - self-discovery + creative embodiment = presen...
Entropy
June 09, 2022 19:45 - 20 minutes - 19.4 MBEntropy - a natural chemical process designed to withdraw our energy internally - resulting in a low frequency feeling that, when left alone to move through cleaning, can incite a spark of freshness, beauty and creativity as a result This is an excerpt from a series of talks I am delivering, exchanging about entropy and the creative process. If you'd like to attend you can sign up here: biancapaigesmith.as.me/entropy If you want to read more about it :https://dancingopportunities.com/th...
Self-discovery
June 09, 2022 13:23 - 18 minutes - 17.5 MBI'm experimenting. Thank you for receiving me. Starting with self-discovery - Self-discovery: The process of developing the ability to witness myself, expand my awareness and become better aligned to my truth so I can be fully present in my life no matter what How do you define self-discovery? What are the things you like to do to learn about yourself and the world? Would you like to share more? Resources mentioned: Gene Keys - genekeys.com And as always - if you want to connect W...
G - Greed
April 14, 2022 21:44 - 20 minutes - 19.1 MBToday - greed. Today... low energy. Today... sadness. Today - all of it. Thanks for being here. What are your thoughts about greed? Is it a shadow in your life? How do you think it got there? I mentioned a lot of stuff in this episode so here it goes: Two Can Do Embodied Contemplation Gene Keys Human Design Chart Ruler/Ascendant Ruler And as always - if you want to connect W: biancapaigesmith.com E: [email protected] Work with B - biancapaigesmith.as.me --- Send in a...
F - Freedom
March 31, 2022 18:00 - 20 minutes - 19.3 MBWhat can I do with what I have? Doing whatever I can with whatever I have feels more like freedom to me. Why does freedom seem to have a connection to control? What do you think? What does freedom mean to you? This episode definitely took me to a place of unknown in ways ... I wasn't really sure what I needed to say about it. Always exciting to let myself share in that way. And always always a blessing to have a place and people to share with. A couple of things mentioned: Gene Keys : ...
E - Ease
March 28, 2022 18:00 - 21 minutes - 19.6 MBWow, I'm delighted to be back! Thank you impulse for supporting me to re-enter the podcasting world. I'm talking about ease and how sometimes it's actually not easy to allow myself to feel ease, to allow ease, to flow with ease etc. I talk about what it is and what it means to me. And, as always, I'd love to know, what does ease mean to you? What are your ideas/definitions of ease? Things I mentioned today: My new website! I invite you to experience: biancapaigesmith.com I think that's a...
D - Death
October 29, 2021 15:00 - 21 minutes - 19.8 MBD - Death Stories, ideas and thoughts about words, the ones we choose and how we use them and how defining and redefining them has made the difference between being a brilliant, unique, creative force and … missing out on who I really am. Connect with B - [email protected] Work with B - https://linkin.bio/biancapaigesmith If you want to share any thoughts or stories you have about words, this word or have a request for a word - send it in via email -> [email protected] - I l...
How We Define Things - HWDT - D - Death
October 29, 2021 15:00 - 21 minutes - 19.8 MBD - Death Stories, ideas and thoughts about words, the ones we choose and how we use them and how defining and redefining them has made the difference between being a brilliant, unique, creative force and … missing out on who I really am. Connect with B - [email protected] Work with B - https://linkin.bio/biancapaigesmith If you want to share any thoughts or stories you have about words, this word or have a request for a word - send it in via email -> [email protected] ...
How We Define Things (HWDT) - C - Celebration
October 27, 2021 15:00 - 20 minutes - 19.3 MBC - Celebration. Stories, ideas and thoughts about words, the ones we choose and how we use them and how defining and redefining them has made the difference between being a brilliant, unique, creative force and … missing out on who I really am. Connect with B - [email protected] Work with B - https://linkin.bio/biancapaigesmith If you want to share any thoughts or stories you have about words, this word or have a request for a word - send it in via email -> hello@biancapaigesm...
C - Celebration
October 27, 2021 15:00 - 20 minutes - 19.3 MBC - Celebration. Stories, ideas and thoughts about words, the ones we choose and how we use them and how defining and redefining them has made the difference between being a brilliant, unique, creative force and … missing out on who I really am. Connect with B - [email protected] Work with B - https://linkin.bio/biancapaigesmith If you want to share any thoughts or stories you have about words, this word or have a request for a word - send it in via email -> [email protected]...
B - Belief
October 25, 2021 11:00 - 21 minutes - 19.5 MBB - belief. Stories, ideas and thoughts about words, the ones we choose and how we use them and how defining and redefining them has made the difference between being a brilliant, unique, creative force and … missing out on who I really am. Connect with B - [email protected] Work with B - https://linkin.bio/biancapaigesmith If you want to share any thoughts or stories you have about words, this word or have a request for a word - send it in via email -> [email protected]...
A - About
October 22, 2021 15:00 - 20 minutes - 19.1 MBThis is the first episode of the first iteration of this podcast! It was originally called How We Define Things. I've ALWAYS wanted to do this and to talk about words, what they mean and how we use them to create our lives. I am flipping PUMPED to be doing that. This is uninterrupted, unedited, B time, about words - for 20 minutes. I limit myself so I don't go on and on haha! It just wasn't broad enough for me to exist fully so it has now become a stream of episodes that are a part of B. I ...
How We Define Things (HWDT) - B - Belief
October 22, 2021 11:00 - 21 minutes - 19.5 MBB - belief. Stories, ideas and thoughts about words, the ones we choose and how we use them and how defining and redefining them has made the difference between being a brilliant, unique, creative force and … missing out on who I really am. Connect with B - [email protected] Work with B - https://linkin.bio/biancapaigesmith If you want to share any thoughts or stories you have about words, this word or have a request for a word - send it in via email -> [email protected]...
I Am Here Now (IAHN)
October 20, 2021 18:00 - 35 minutes - 33 MBThis one was about my journey of self-discovery. Reflecting on how I got to this point and why #selfdiscovery is so important to me. I feel it is my responsibility to know myself. So I am on the path of self-discovery, seeking and seeking, expanding and expanding. Thank you for being here. What is your relationship to self-discovery friends? I Am Here Now. With you. If you want to join us on zoom to be there live see the link below! Most Sundays at 2PM Eastern Standard Time/7PM Irish Sta...
How We Define Things (HWDT) - A - About
October 20, 2021 15:00 - 20 minutes - 19.1 MBThis is the first episode of the first iteration of this podcast! It was originally called How We Define Things. I've ALWAYS wanted to do this and to talk about words, what they mean and how we use them to create our lives. I am flipping PUMPED to be doing that. This is uninterrupted, unedited, B time, about words - for 20 minutes. I limit myself so I don't go on and on haha! It just wasn't broad enough for me to exist fully so it has now become a stream of episodes that are a part of B. I ...
I Am Here Now (IAHN)
October 18, 2021 11:00 - 39 minutes - 36.7 MBI Am Here Now. With you. If you want to join us on zoom to be there live see the link below! Most Sundays at 2PM Eastern Standard Time/7PM Irish Standard Time. Connect with B - [email protected] I Am Here Now Zoom Link: https://us02web.zoom.us/s/84377825553 Work with B - https://linkin.bio/biancapaigesmith If you want to share any questions or thoughts about things with B - send it in via email -> [email protected] - I try to answer at least one or two during every IA...
Chats with B (CWB)
October 15, 2021 11:00 - 14 minutes - 13.1 MBWell this one is about... mastering my chart. Mastering life... mastery. Kind of. It's about cycles of learning and themes in my life... vilifying people for abandoning me. "I'm at a really interesting point right now where I am looking back on things that happened and rectifying that situation and also about to go through another transition where if I wasn't at this point where I am kind of aware of myself, the exact same thing would happen..." Connect with B - [email protected]...
Hello, it's me. B.
October 13, 2021 19:58 - 12 minutes - 11.6 MBI have started. That's what I wanted to do. I wanted to start and I did. So I will continue to iterate this podcast and I am so glad you are here. Thanks a million bajillion LOL. Here's some things: Connect with B - [email protected] Greywood Arts - www.greywoodarts.org Work with B - https://linkin.bio/biancapaigesmith Chat soon, B- --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/pod-b/message
A sneak peak of B.
October 13, 2021 11:45 - 1 minute - 1.31 MBI have so many brilliant things… like they’re brilliant as in exciting for me and amazing for me. I’m drawing so many connections and I don’t want to be alone in that any more, you know? I’ve decided to create a space where I can talk… and you’re invited. Connect with B - [email protected] --- Send in a voice message: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/pod-b/message