(keywords) Disenchantment, awakening, sadness, naivety, idealism, including everything, lever, concepts, suicide, hope, aversion, benefit, clinging, inner structures, refuge, sustenance abuse, addictions, fundamentalism, identity politics, projection, authority, nibbida, samvega, dukkha, sukha, momentum, unreceived dukkha, body surfing, generated dukkha, assimilated dukkha, container, caterpillar, butterfly, chrysalis, self respect, integrity, community, sati-pañña, spiritual companionship, technology, conscious not-knowing.