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My intuition is telling me you’re afraid to take this next step you’re being called to take. And you know it.That’s why your self keeps sabotaging you by making you beat yourself up. That’s why you’re falling down and practically knocking yourself out, because you don’t think you’re good enough to be alone.That’s why you keep looking outside of yourself for someone to make you feel whole.And I get it. Being the attention of someone else feels very good. But you’ve had that before...You’ve had some really great love stories, but of course, they aren’t forever because only the relationship with yourself is eternal. And thus, the universe is calling on all humans to wake up to the Self they keep running from.And if you resist the call the universe will probably do what needs to be done, to take away that which doesn't serve you anymore. Which is anything and anyone that isn’t in alignment to who you really are and what your soul really wants.Thus the more you fight to stay the same.The more fight for your limitations, and the more you try to play the victim, the harder the changes will be.But if you just let go of how you’ve been being, and you find a new way of living and loving, via loving yourself.Then you might just find yourself on higher grounds. And up there is where you’ll rendezvous with souls who are just like you...Souls who love without conditions because they know who they are because they love themselves for who they are.This is what it takes to really be free.To really be at home.It’s self-love more than anything else.But it’s hard...As you can see, your body...The monster you’ve become. (HE) does not want to change the stories that keep you stuck.So, you’re biggest challenge is to recognize when it’s (HIM) making you act out, causing you to hurt yourself, and then do the work to rise above.Anyway, I’m just sayin'...I think that’s what you’re really looking for...Is YourSelf.And I think you’re closer than most, but I can tell by what’s been going on around you that you have some serious resistance going on, and you gotta figure that out. And it starts with being honest with yourself.LET’S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favourite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Instagram+ @AlcoholInkArtStories+ Art Stories Site+ Confessions of an Empath