perfect storm

Dear Sarah,If you’re reading this it means I actually worked up the courage to mail it, so good for me!You don’t know me very well but I have a tendency to go on and on about how hard things have been for me.But this...This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to write because I have to confess. I met someone.It wasn't an accident. I wasn’t looking for it.I wasn’t on the make...It was the perfect storm.She said one thing I said another, next thing I know, I wanna spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation.And since that day, I’ve had this feeling in my gut she might be the one.She’s completely nuts in a way that makes me smile. She’s highly neurotic. And a great deal of maintenance required. She is you, Sarah...That’s the good news.The bad news is that I don’t know how to be with you right now. And that scares the shit out of me because if I’m not with you I have this feeling we’ll get lost out there.It’s a big bad world full of twists and turns and people have a tendency of getting stuck in the ups and downs. And I know now, I’d much rather get stuck with you than be alone, without you.So no, I don’t know what’s going on with us, and I  can’t tell you why you would waste a leap of faith on the likes of me. I’m still trying to put the pieces of me back in place. But damn you smell good.You feel like Home.You make excellent smoothies.You have really good dance moves.I love the way you laugh. I love your cats.You make me smile and I dunno...There’s just something about you, I can’t seem to let it go. I think you’re an incredible human being and I would really like to be a part of your world.So will you let me in?If the answer is "no," OK, I accept it. If the answer is yes, and you got my message, then call me. I'll be waiting. Love you always.Yours truly.ME.SOCIAL MEDIA // @ArtistSarahLonghttp://artistsarahlong.comhttp://artistsarahlongstore.com