Blond

This girl just walked by me…Blond hair and nice eyes and I liked her shoes and I liked her style.And even though I don’t usually go for blonds, I think I love her.She just did something to my insides that makes me wonder, who will be my next lover.It also makes me think that maybe the one that got away at the gateway, never really was the one like I thought she was.So maybe I made her up, just to get me through my storm?Maybe she was there just to give me hope that real love is still possible, even though I lost my heart a long time ago?And maybe that hope was supposed to get me closer to myself?And Maybe now that I am mySelf, I’m ready for the kind of love I’ve been dreaming of, and I feel like that girl that I just walked by could be the one I’ve dreamin’ of…But I’m not gonna beg her to love me back cause that’s not attractive.And I’m not that desperate.Now I’ve accepted that, just because I think I love somebody, at first sight, doesn’t mean I need to act on it.Now I know, Love is fluid.It’s like water, and it comes and goes…It’s formless.It’s shapeless…It just IS, and it’s always looking for me, it just waits for me to be open to receive….So, Imma let that girl go.I won’t chase her down like I did before, like I’ve done in the past, ’cause now know forced love doesn’t last.LET'S BE SOCIALConnect with me via my favorite hangouts;+ @ ArtistSarahLongon Instagram+ @High_Frequency_Art on Instagram+ @ ArtistSarahLong on Facebook+ Artist Sarah Long on YouTube+ Confessions of an Empath on YouTube