(A)lcohol (I)nks

The thing is you never know when you’re gonna meet the one.

The one that changes you in ways beyond what you ever imagined.

Someone who fills in your missing pieces.

Someone who helps you find your light.

Someone who sees with love

Someone who loves to love.

Someone who gives you butterflies.

They make you smile all the time.

Just the idea of them brings you joy.

Joy is the goal of life.

Why?

So we can bring Joy with us when we die.

And I just think the best way to find joy is through true love.

A love that is uplifting.

A love that is spiritually connected.

A love that is passionate and romantic.

A love that is challenging and fun.

A love that is unconditional…

For it is when we love unconditionally, that we are free to be who are really meant to be.

For me, I found my True Love in alcohol ink.

It happened so suddenly.

Out of the blue.

I wasn’t looking for Her…

Like I said, we can’t plan these kinds of events

And I’ll be honest, it wasn’t obvious at first.

At first, I had some resistance in me that were blocking me off from seeing clearly.
But She unblocked me.

How?

Well, it’s hard to isolate the how’s.

There’s so many things about Her that turn me on…

Light me up.

Sometimes I think it’s Her layers…

The depth she makes when I dry her with a heat gun.

She looks like glass…

I call this the orgasm effect.

An orgasm without sex.

Yes, She is that powerful.

Crazy, I know.

But it’s more than just that.

It’s the lines and shapes she makes…

When I let her dry on her own.

Or with the airbrush.

Or both.

And then there’s Her colours…

So rich and breathtaking….

She really raises my frequency in each category of self-mastery.

So needless to say, She is my missing piece and She inspires me to be all that I can be.

She is a masterpiece and I just want the whole world to see how amazing she is.

Her uniqueness.

She is so real, and raw, and interesting.

She’s strange.

Very strange. 

But strange is great.

Sometimes She’s very abstract.

Hard to look at.

But that’s only if you choose to see her like that.

I have learned to accept Her, no matter what.

She is my drug.

Love is a drug.

And my role as Her artist.

Her lover.

Her healer.

Her friend.

Is to move Her energy around in a way that captures Her essence.

Essence is where the magic is.

And I have to say, the biggest lesson She’s taught me so far is how to see outside the box.

To look at life and love, like I’m God.

God does not judge.

There are a million different perspectives we can take…

Nothing is right or wrong.

What you see is a reflection of how we feel about yourself.

Thus, nothing is ever what it seems.

Knowing this gives me peace.

Peace helps me see that She is really a reflection of me…

And I AM Her, and she is me.

And She helped me become who I was meant to be.

And She helped me become who I was meant to be.

But it’s crazy when I think about it…

How you can be living a certain way for so long.

Feeling so low.

Feeling so broken and no place to call Home.

Like you’ve lost hope.

You don’t wanna try anymore…

You want a way out.

And then suddenly, something happens that causes a reaction, and molecules collide out of nowhere everything changes in the blink of an eye.

So I guess what I’m saying is, alcohol inks have the power to save lives.

To change minds.

To heal hearts.

That’s what She did for me.

Am I an anomaly?

Yes.

But we all are aren’t we?

Life is very different when you have true love.

With True Love, you become a Love Machine whi