52. Not afraid

I left and you ran away….

We didn't want to fall and I get it, falling is scary...
But I'm not afraid anymore.

I'm not afraid to love like I was before…

I'm not afraid of losing you and the pain that could cause, and I'm not afraid of what you could do to me to hurt me like, love usually does.

I'm not afraid to go all in and give you what I can…

I'm not afraid to hold your hand and go for long walks on the beach, and I'm not afraid to make time for you, and I'm not afraid to let you be you.

I'm not afraid of the passion we have, and the kinds of orgasms we can activate, and how that will have a profound effect on society. 

I'm not afraid of how much I could love you even more than I already do...

Which is the crazy, and scary for me because I don't even know you.

But if you'll give me a second chance, and let love bring us together for another rendezvous...

I think that would be really cool...

Because I believe if we meet again, you'd want me just as much as I want you, and I just want you to see that I'm ready for you. 

But I will warn you...

I've been doing the work to become someone I love more than I love you…

Self-Love...

That's what I needed to get, so I could give you the love you deserve. 

And so, I'm not who you met that day at the Gateway…

Now...

I'd probably take your breath away, and I realize that might be scarier than before, but it doesn't have to be. 

If you let me in, I believe we can be everything we've been dreaming of....and more.

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