I was only there a short time before he'd taken away my passport, driver's license, and debit card for 'safe keeping' and I didn't even recognize it as a form of control. Then things got ugly. He started watching his live porn again. He started frequenting the swingers websites again. Eventually his addiction was getting the better of him and he would no longer be satisfied with just watching it on a computer. He wanted to watch it live, and he wanted me to participate while he took photos and video. And OH MY GOSH were those people vile. He still had his daughter coming over to stay with us, too! 


*TRIGGER WARNING* Things are starting to get really ugly in the world of Custom Justice.


As always, if I'm reading too slowly or too quickly, and you feel like you aren't able to keep the same pace, you can always grab a copy of my book from Amazon or Barnes & Noble. It's available in ebook, paperback, hardcover, and (coming soon) audio book! For Amazon, go here: https://www.amazon.com/Custom-Jutice-trafficking-internationally-impossible-ebook/dp/B08PPS5WHJ


For Barnes and Noble, go here: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/custom-justice-amanda-blackwood/1139313408


Don't forget to check out my NEWEST books! In April I published "Lost April" about my friendship with a man who had pancreatic cancer. Then in June I will be publishing a book inspired by the life of my amazing Grandmother called "The Road We Left Behind" and both can be found on Barnes and Noble as well as Amazon. Coming up in September I'll be starting season 3 of the podcast with interviews of other trauma survivors, and I'll also be releasing the final book in the "Unlikely" trilogy called "Fair Play" and I can't wait for this set to be done. It will be my first completed series, but I have many more in the future.  Lost April: https://books2read.com/b/4Ny0EN


The Road We Left Behind PREORDERS: https://books2read.com/b/m2edl6


Unlikely Trilogy: https://books2read.com/ap/xej5pN/Amanda-Blackwood

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